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I sigh, laying on my back. I’m debating on whether or not to go see Pete. If I don’t I know I’ll definitely regret it. If I do, I might regret it… So the question really is, what shall I do? I sigh and decide to go. You’ll never know if you don’t try, right? I tell Joe and he nods, texting Mark and Andy. I get dressed and change my hat to a Nightmare one. I sit at the computer desk waiting on Joe. He walks in with a smile.
“Nervous?”
“A little.” I admit.
He grins, “I have an idea but Anders and Mark are on their way. So if they get here before I’m done, the door is unlocked. Just don’t make it obvious that I’m there.”
“What?” I ask confused.
He rolls the chair back I’m sitting in and sits under the desk. He pulls me back and unbuttons my pants.
I gasp “Joe I think I hear Andy’s car!”
He wraps his fingers around my base.
“J-Joe it’s them! Please.”
He chuckles and takes my length into his mouth. I gasp as someone knocks on the door.
“Oh god! Oh god!” I panic.
“Just tell them to come in.” he moans.
“B-but!”
“It’s open!” Joe yells.
I kick his knee as Andy and Mark walk in.
“Hey, you could’ve opened the door.”
“S-sory guys I’m just dizzy.”
“Oh man, I’ll get you a washcloth for your forehead.” Mark walks into the kitchen.
“Where’s Joe?” Andy asks.
“I-I think He’s in the b-bathroom.”
“You alright?”
Joe’s tongue massages my shaft.
I shiver and my voice goes up an octave “Y-yeah I’m fine.”
“I think you should see a doctor!” Andy says.
“No! I’m fine!” I say a little too loudly.
Joe massages my sac with his fingers. I hold in a moan. Andy presses his hand against my forehead.
“Patrick you have a fever.”
“I-I’m fine. Just…. Just nervous about seeing Pete is all.”
Andy frowns “Alright I’ll go look for Pete.”
I’m so close
I nod vigorously. Andy steps out and I release the warm liquid. Joe takes in every drop except for a drizzle sliding out of his mouth. He licks under his lip and grins up at me.
We walk into the prison’s visitor area. It looks similar to a cafeteria. Joe, Andy, Mark and I sit at a table waiting for Pete.
“How do I have a visitor? No one visits me now…” We hear Pete’s voice.
“You’ll see.” A guard’s gruff voice snaps.
The door opens and his eyes widen, seeing us.
His mouth is slightly open in shock.
“Why are you guys here.”
“We figured you were lonely.” Joe answers.
“But… no. I don’t deserve for anyone to visit me, especially not you guys!”
I bite my lip and look down.
Pete frowns “I… I can’t do this.” He turns around.
My eyes water.
Joe stands up and pushes Pete into a chair “Yes, you can.”
Pete looks at me “I… I don’t want you guys here.”
Tears fall from my eyes.
“That’s too damn bad!” Andy snaps.
Pete sighs “I want to hug you guys but I can’t.”
“Why?” Joe asks curiously.
“I don’t deserve to.”
“Will you stop that? You sound so pathetic.” Joe frowns.
“Well! Look!” Pete points to me “I’ve already upset him!”
“He’s upset because he managed to come here and face you and you’re just being a bitch about it!” Joe snaps.
I cry harder.
“Guys!” Andy says calmly “Stop.”
Joe hugs me “Sorry I just…”
“I know!” I mumble, “I just can’t handle arguing too.”
Pete frowns also “I’m sorry…”
I nod.
“So, congrats Mark, Andy.”
They smile “Thanks.”
I twiddle my fingers on the table.
“What’s that?” Pete points to my hand.
“What?” I ask.
“Oh!” Andy exclaims, “It’s an engagement ring!”
Sometimes I think he may be more excited than Joe and I.
Pete smiles “Awe! When Where How?”
“After the wedding, at my house, I just asked him.” Joe laughs.
“Awe! What does it say on the side?” He reads it silently “Awe!”
I giggle.
“By the way, Mark, you’re an excellent bassist.”
He blushes “Thanks…”
“So, why did you guys come here?”
“We wanted to see you after that very sincere apology.” Joe says.
“Thanks… I’ve been bored to death.”
“Please don’t kill yourself.” I say with a small voice.
Pete nods “I know.”
“So um…can I get a hug?” Joe asks.
Pete nods and hugs Joe. He makes his way around to everyone then reaches me. He looks down at his feet.
“I want to hug you, but I don’t know if you’ll mind.”
“I-I wont.”
The second his arms are around me I sob. I am way to damn emotional! He pats my back. I take in his familiar scent. The scent that so long ago helped me relax. He continues rubbing my back as tear droplets attack his shirt. I must look so pathetic! Crying like this. It’s just humiliating.
“Patrick, honey… It’ll be ok.”
I shake my head and cry some more.
“You…you were my b-best friend! I-I-I trusted you! I even still had a small about of feelings for you! Then you… and now I… I just don’t know anymore!” I weep.
He rubs my back, tearing up as well “I know Patrick… I know.”
“I want to hate you but I can’t! Why can’t I hate you!”
“I-I dunno Pat…”
I hit his arm “Don’t call me that!”
He chuckles. And sits me down in a chair.
I lay my head on the table, blushing. Was it really necessary to say all that?
Joe holds my hand in his, rubbing my palm with his thumb.
I lay my head on his shoulder.
Pete sits beside me.
“Visiting hours are almost over.” He frowns “Patrick, I deserve to be in here, so please don’t ever be upset that I’m here. In here I can’t hurt you. And I’ve had a lot of time to think.”
I nod.
“We should probably get going too.” Mark frowns.
Pete nods.
I hug him again “Pete… I love Joe.”
He nods “I know.”
“And I’m happy with him.”
“I’m glad.” He smiles.
“Me too.”
“You two are great for each other.”
I smile “Thanks.”
He nods “I’ll call again if I can or… you guys can come visit again or you can choose to never see my face again… whatever you want.”
I smile “We’ll probably visit again…”
He smiles back “Thanks…”
I nod.
We drive to Joe’s house.
“So that was…”
“Stressful?” I interrupt Mark.
“Yes. Mucho.”
Joe and I are in the back seat. Joe’s hand is resting on my lap. He moves his hand to my length. How did he know which side??? He strokes his fingers across making me hard. I take in a deep breath. Mark looks back at me.
“You ok man?”
“Yeah” I moan.
Andy looks back at us through the rearview mirror.
“None of that in my car Joseph!”
He giggles and moves his hand away “Fine!”
I groan in pain.
Andy sighs, “Damn it Joe!”
He giggles again.
“Well, help him!” Andy says.
“But you said none-“
“Just do it, but I don’t want audio! Just make it better, then stop.”
I turn pale “Wh-what? In here? With you guys there?”
Joe smiles “It’s alright Patrick.”
“I’ll be fine.” I whimper.
Joe sighs and unbuttons my jeans for the second time today. Damn this boy can’t quit!
Joe takes in my length and sucks on the pre-cum.
“Oh…” I moan.
Andy frowns “I said no audio!”
“s-sorryyy.” I moan in reply.
He shakes his head and continues to drive.
I moan again.
“Ok fuck this!” Andy turns on the radio, loud.
“One Night, Yeah and one more time Thanks for the memories even thought they weren’t so great He tastes like you only sweeter…”
“Oh for god’s sake!” Andy changes the channel.
Joe’s lips and tongue make me moan again. I clutch the hair on the back of his head tightly.
He continues his magic as the warm liquid flows out, again today.
“I, Andy, so sorry!” I say breathless.
He nods “Yeah yeah my seats better not have one fucking stain Trohman!”
“They don’t Hurley!”
WOW that felt amazing.
Joe kisses my cheek slyly.
“I… will get… you back.” I try to catch my breath.
“I’m sure you will, Love.”
“I… will.”
He kisses my cheek again “I love you Patrick…”
“I love you too.”
Andy and Mark drop us off and head to their house. Joe and I cuddle on the couch, in our boxers. I, of course, have a shirt on, but Joe doesn’t. I run my fingers down his muscled stomach. He has a happy trial starting under his belly button. His skin is a little tanner than mine. He smiles as I kiss his cheek. I love staring at his body. It’s like a beautiful work of art. Everything is perfect. He pouts and tugs on my shirt. I blush, not wanting to take it off. He frowns and gives me puppy eyes. Under his spell, I slide off my shirt, revealing my pale, jiggley stomach. He runs his hands down my chest, kissing my lips. I kiss back and feel his hands slip down into my boxers. I pull away looking down. He smiles and moves his hands, wrapping them around my waist. I kiss his cheek.
“Sorry I just...”
He nods.
We go lay down. He lays his head on me and smiles.
“You’re so comfy.”
“So I’ve heard.” I giggle.
He smiles “And you’re so handsome.”
I blush “Liar.”
“No, I don’t lie. I’m honest. Sometimes too honest but still.”
My stomach growls.
“Are you hungry Honeybunches of Oats?” Joe asks.
I nod.
“Hmm what do you want?”
“Pancakes.”
He smiles “Ya know, I make the awesomist pancakes in the world.”
I grin, “So I’ve heard.”
“Well then I’m gonna go make some pancakes.”
“I’ll help.”
“No offence baby but I don’t need help.”
I shrug “Fine! ”
He smiles “Love ya!”
I smile back “Love you too.”
He goes into the kitchen and starts on the pancakes.
I hug his pillow.
I didn’t know it was possible to love someone this much.
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“Nervous?”
“A little.” I admit.
He grins, “I have an idea but Anders and Mark are on their way. So if they get here before I’m done, the door is unlocked. Just don’t make it obvious that I’m there.”
“What?” I ask confused.
He rolls the chair back I’m sitting in and sits under the desk. He pulls me back and unbuttons my pants.
I gasp “Joe I think I hear Andy’s car!”
He wraps his fingers around my base.
“J-Joe it’s them! Please.”
He chuckles and takes my length into his mouth. I gasp as someone knocks on the door.
“Oh god! Oh god!” I panic.
“Just tell them to come in.” he moans.
“B-but!”
“It’s open!” Joe yells.
I kick his knee as Andy and Mark walk in.
“Hey, you could’ve opened the door.”
“S-sory guys I’m just dizzy.”
“Oh man, I’ll get you a washcloth for your forehead.” Mark walks into the kitchen.
“Where’s Joe?” Andy asks.
“I-I think He’s in the b-bathroom.”
“You alright?”
Joe’s tongue massages my shaft.
I shiver and my voice goes up an octave “Y-yeah I’m fine.”
“I think you should see a doctor!” Andy says.
“No! I’m fine!” I say a little too loudly.
Joe massages my sac with his fingers. I hold in a moan. Andy presses his hand against my forehead.
“Patrick you have a fever.”
“I-I’m fine. Just…. Just nervous about seeing Pete is all.”
Andy frowns “Alright I’ll go look for Pete.”
I’m so close
I nod vigorously. Andy steps out and I release the warm liquid. Joe takes in every drop except for a drizzle sliding out of his mouth. He licks under his lip and grins up at me.
We walk into the prison’s visitor area. It looks similar to a cafeteria. Joe, Andy, Mark and I sit at a table waiting for Pete.
“How do I have a visitor? No one visits me now…” We hear Pete’s voice.
“You’ll see.” A guard’s gruff voice snaps.
The door opens and his eyes widen, seeing us.
His mouth is slightly open in shock.
“Why are you guys here.”
“We figured you were lonely.” Joe answers.
“But… no. I don’t deserve for anyone to visit me, especially not you guys!”
I bite my lip and look down.
Pete frowns “I… I can’t do this.” He turns around.
My eyes water.
Joe stands up and pushes Pete into a chair “Yes, you can.”
Pete looks at me “I… I don’t want you guys here.”
Tears fall from my eyes.
“That’s too damn bad!” Andy snaps.
Pete sighs “I want to hug you guys but I can’t.”
“Why?” Joe asks curiously.
“I don’t deserve to.”
“Will you stop that? You sound so pathetic.” Joe frowns.
“Well! Look!” Pete points to me “I’ve already upset him!”
“He’s upset because he managed to come here and face you and you’re just being a bitch about it!” Joe snaps.
I cry harder.
“Guys!” Andy says calmly “Stop.”
Joe hugs me “Sorry I just…”
“I know!” I mumble, “I just can’t handle arguing too.”
Pete frowns also “I’m sorry…”
I nod.
“So, congrats Mark, Andy.”
They smile “Thanks.”
I twiddle my fingers on the table.
“What’s that?” Pete points to my hand.
“What?” I ask.
“Oh!” Andy exclaims, “It’s an engagement ring!”
Sometimes I think he may be more excited than Joe and I.
Pete smiles “Awe! When Where How?”
“After the wedding, at my house, I just asked him.” Joe laughs.
“Awe! What does it say on the side?” He reads it silently “Awe!”
I giggle.
“By the way, Mark, you’re an excellent bassist.”
He blushes “Thanks…”
“So, why did you guys come here?”
“We wanted to see you after that very sincere apology.” Joe says.
“Thanks… I’ve been bored to death.”
“Please don’t kill yourself.” I say with a small voice.
Pete nods “I know.”
“So um…can I get a hug?” Joe asks.
Pete nods and hugs Joe. He makes his way around to everyone then reaches me. He looks down at his feet.
“I want to hug you, but I don’t know if you’ll mind.”
“I-I wont.”
The second his arms are around me I sob. I am way to damn emotional! He pats my back. I take in his familiar scent. The scent that so long ago helped me relax. He continues rubbing my back as tear droplets attack his shirt. I must look so pathetic! Crying like this. It’s just humiliating.
“Patrick, honey… It’ll be ok.”
I shake my head and cry some more.
“You…you were my b-best friend! I-I-I trusted you! I even still had a small about of feelings for you! Then you… and now I… I just don’t know anymore!” I weep.
He rubs my back, tearing up as well “I know Patrick… I know.”
“I want to hate you but I can’t! Why can’t I hate you!”
“I-I dunno Pat…”
I hit his arm “Don’t call me that!”
He chuckles. And sits me down in a chair.
I lay my head on the table, blushing. Was it really necessary to say all that?
Joe holds my hand in his, rubbing my palm with his thumb.
I lay my head on his shoulder.
Pete sits beside me.
“Visiting hours are almost over.” He frowns “Patrick, I deserve to be in here, so please don’t ever be upset that I’m here. In here I can’t hurt you. And I’ve had a lot of time to think.”
I nod.
“We should probably get going too.” Mark frowns.
Pete nods.
I hug him again “Pete… I love Joe.”
He nods “I know.”
“And I’m happy with him.”
“I’m glad.” He smiles.
“Me too.”
“You two are great for each other.”
I smile “Thanks.”
He nods “I’ll call again if I can or… you guys can come visit again or you can choose to never see my face again… whatever you want.”
I smile “We’ll probably visit again…”
He smiles back “Thanks…”
I nod.
We drive to Joe’s house.
“So that was…”
“Stressful?” I interrupt Mark.
“Yes. Mucho.”
Joe and I are in the back seat. Joe’s hand is resting on my lap. He moves his hand to my length. How did he know which side??? He strokes his fingers across making me hard. I take in a deep breath. Mark looks back at me.
“You ok man?”
“Yeah” I moan.
Andy looks back at us through the rearview mirror.
“None of that in my car Joseph!”
He giggles and moves his hand away “Fine!”
I groan in pain.
Andy sighs, “Damn it Joe!”
He giggles again.
“Well, help him!” Andy says.
“But you said none-“
“Just do it, but I don’t want audio! Just make it better, then stop.”
I turn pale “Wh-what? In here? With you guys there?”
Joe smiles “It’s alright Patrick.”
“I’ll be fine.” I whimper.
Joe sighs and unbuttons my jeans for the second time today. Damn this boy can’t quit!
Joe takes in my length and sucks on the pre-cum.
“Oh…” I moan.
Andy frowns “I said no audio!”
“s-sorryyy.” I moan in reply.
He shakes his head and continues to drive.
I moan again.
“Ok fuck this!” Andy turns on the radio, loud.
“One Night, Yeah and one more time Thanks for the memories even thought they weren’t so great He tastes like you only sweeter…”
“Oh for god’s sake!” Andy changes the channel.
Joe’s lips and tongue make me moan again. I clutch the hair on the back of his head tightly.
He continues his magic as the warm liquid flows out, again today.
“I, Andy, so sorry!” I say breathless.
He nods “Yeah yeah my seats better not have one fucking stain Trohman!”
“They don’t Hurley!”
WOW that felt amazing.
Joe kisses my cheek slyly.
“I… will get… you back.” I try to catch my breath.
“I’m sure you will, Love.”
“I… will.”
He kisses my cheek again “I love you Patrick…”
“I love you too.”
Andy and Mark drop us off and head to their house. Joe and I cuddle on the couch, in our boxers. I, of course, have a shirt on, but Joe doesn’t. I run my fingers down his muscled stomach. He has a happy trial starting under his belly button. His skin is a little tanner than mine. He smiles as I kiss his cheek. I love staring at his body. It’s like a beautiful work of art. Everything is perfect. He pouts and tugs on my shirt. I blush, not wanting to take it off. He frowns and gives me puppy eyes. Under his spell, I slide off my shirt, revealing my pale, jiggley stomach. He runs his hands down my chest, kissing my lips. I kiss back and feel his hands slip down into my boxers. I pull away looking down. He smiles and moves his hands, wrapping them around my waist. I kiss his cheek.
“Sorry I just...”
He nods.
We go lay down. He lays his head on me and smiles.
“You’re so comfy.”
“So I’ve heard.” I giggle.
He smiles “And you’re so handsome.”
I blush “Liar.”
“No, I don’t lie. I’m honest. Sometimes too honest but still.”
My stomach growls.
“Are you hungry Honeybunches of Oats?” Joe asks.
I nod.
“Hmm what do you want?”
“Pancakes.”
He smiles “Ya know, I make the awesomist pancakes in the world.”
I grin, “So I’ve heard.”
“Well then I’m gonna go make some pancakes.”
“I’ll help.”
“No offence baby but I don’t need help.”
I shrug “Fine! ”
He smiles “Love ya!”
I smile back “Love you too.”
He goes into the kitchen and starts on the pancakes.
I hug his pillow.
I didn’t know it was possible to love someone this much.
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