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I look down at the ring. On the side there is an engraving.
My reason to be smile and be sober
I smile. Awe! I hear the shower turn off, which means that Joe is getting dressed. I stare at the door, waiting for him to get out. The doorknob starts to turn. I stand up and as Joe is walking out, I run to him and pull him into a hug. He returns the hug with an eyebrow raised. I let go and kiss his lips softly.
“Not that I mind, but what was that for?”
I blush and point to the engraving.
He nods “Ok.” He kisses my cheek “It’s true ya know. I don’t need the high of the pills around you. You make me feel something much better. I’m addicted to the way that I feel when I think about you.”
I giggle, “You totally just quoted a song.”
“Did I? And damn that was on accident.”
“Ya know… I wrote that part.”
“I figured.”
“I was thinking about some one when I wrote it too…”
He smiles “Yeah? Who?”
I sigh with adoration “Gerard Way.”
He pouts.
I giggle, “I’m kidding, it was you.”
“Although you do think Gerard is hot.” He pouts again.
“Well, so do you!”
He bites his lip “Oh yeah…”
I nod “Yeah… plus nothing against him but he’s nothing compared to you.” I smile wrapping my arms around his neck.
He smiles and leans down to kiss me.
When we pull apart I frown.
Joe does as well “Does my kissing suck that much?”
“No, you’re kissing was more than satisfactory… I just hate that I’m so short you have to bend to kiss me.”
He chuckle “You aren’t short you’re… Fun-sized.”
I laugh “Dork.”
“Yeah.”
“But you’re My Dork!” I smile.
“Yes.” He whispers, kisses behind my ear “I’m completely yours.”
I shiver with his breath on my neck. He kisses a trail down to my neck.
He nibbles my neck.
I giggle, “I though I was the vampire on Halloween.”
He pulls away with a chuckle.
A few weeks later
Andy and Mark are back from their Honeymoon and stopped by Joe’s. I’m in the room looking for my shoes so we can go to the mall.
My phone rings.
“Hello?”
“Hi…” a familiar depressed voice answers.
My heart stops “How are you calling me?”
“I tried killing myself. They told me that I could call one person, hoping it’d make me stop.”
“Why me Pete?”
“Because. You deserve my apology. You deserve much more than that. I was just so jealous. I ignored my feelings for you so long that you no longer returned them. I just wanted to say, I hope you and Joe have a great life together. You both deserve it.”
My eyes water.
“Andy got married yesterday huh?” his voice cracks “I never imagined being in a jail cell on his wedding day.”
“I didn’t either.” I answer.
“I know you don’t want to talk to me anymore so I’ll go. But I really hope you and Joe have a great life.” I hear him crying “And I’m so sorry for all of the stupid things I’ve done. I’m sorry I lied about it being you and I instead of you and Joe. I’m sorry I raped you and kissed you. I’m sorry I tried to shoot Joe. I’m sorry that I’m so stupid. I’m sorry that you’ll be haunted by what I’ve done. And Patrick, you’re the best friend I’ve ever had.”
He hangs up and I drop the phone. I pull my knees up to my chest and cry. I scream loudly and pick up my phone, throwing it across the room. I hear it smash against the wall. Joe, Mark and Andy rush in. Joe picks up my broken phone. Tear blind me. I shake and scream again.
“Baby… what’s the matter?”
I shake my head.
Andy frowns over at me “Patrick… who called you?”
I shake my head.
Mark frowns “Patrick please.”
“NO!” I yell “NO NO NO!”
Joe frown “Honey…”
“NO!” I scream.
Andy looks over at Joe and frowns “Pete.”
“NO!” I yell again, as more and more tears flood through my eyes.
“But how could he have called? He’s in prison.” Mark asks.
“I dunno but I’m calling to see.” Joe grabs his phone.
“NO!”
He leaves the room. Andy hugs me. I push him away.
“Patrick…What did Pete say? Please tell me.”
I choke through tears “I can’t.”
“Yes… you can.”
I shake my head. I’ve cried so much I’ve made myself sick. I bend over and vomit onto my lap. I whine. Ignoring Andy’s fussing and question, I stand up and make my way to the bathroom.
“Here let me help you...”
I shake my head and turn on the shower. I quickly undress and get in, not crying as much. After I finish I frown, I forgot clothes.
I crack the door “JOE!”
He walks up to me “Yeah?”
“I uh….” I blush “I forgot my clothes…”
He nods and brings me clothes.
“Hurry up… I want to talk to you…”
I nod.
I walk back into the room with Andy, Joe and Mark.
I sit down and look down at my lap.
“I called and they let me talk to Pete. He told me what he said to you…” Joe says.
I nod, blushing. Why did I throw such a fit?
“I’m sorry I did it I just… You were so upset. I can’t see you like that and ignore it.”
I nod.
“He told me he apologized and he said that he knew it’d never be enough. He apologized to me as well. He told me… he wants to die. He hates himself for everything he’s done to the sweetest person in the world. He also told me that he hopes we have a great life. Not in spite, he meant it.”
I nod again with unwelcome tears arriving again.
“I think that we should go visit him tomorrow… if you want.”
I bite my lip. He raped me, tried to kill Joe……… but on the flipside he was a great friend and he was usually there for Me.
“I don’t know.” I frown.
He smiles “I understand baby. Let me know when you decide ok?”
I nod “I will.”
He hugs me “I love you.”
“Love you too.”
Hope you guys liked it. More later R&R PWEEZE
My reason to be smile and be sober
I smile. Awe! I hear the shower turn off, which means that Joe is getting dressed. I stare at the door, waiting for him to get out. The doorknob starts to turn. I stand up and as Joe is walking out, I run to him and pull him into a hug. He returns the hug with an eyebrow raised. I let go and kiss his lips softly.
“Not that I mind, but what was that for?”
I blush and point to the engraving.
He nods “Ok.” He kisses my cheek “It’s true ya know. I don’t need the high of the pills around you. You make me feel something much better. I’m addicted to the way that I feel when I think about you.”
I giggle, “You totally just quoted a song.”
“Did I? And damn that was on accident.”
“Ya know… I wrote that part.”
“I figured.”
“I was thinking about some one when I wrote it too…”
He smiles “Yeah? Who?”
I sigh with adoration “Gerard Way.”
He pouts.
I giggle, “I’m kidding, it was you.”
“Although you do think Gerard is hot.” He pouts again.
“Well, so do you!”
He bites his lip “Oh yeah…”
I nod “Yeah… plus nothing against him but he’s nothing compared to you.” I smile wrapping my arms around his neck.
He smiles and leans down to kiss me.
When we pull apart I frown.
Joe does as well “Does my kissing suck that much?”
“No, you’re kissing was more than satisfactory… I just hate that I’m so short you have to bend to kiss me.”
He chuckle “You aren’t short you’re… Fun-sized.”
I laugh “Dork.”
“Yeah.”
“But you’re My Dork!” I smile.
“Yes.” He whispers, kisses behind my ear “I’m completely yours.”
I shiver with his breath on my neck. He kisses a trail down to my neck.
He nibbles my neck.
I giggle, “I though I was the vampire on Halloween.”
He pulls away with a chuckle.
A few weeks later
Andy and Mark are back from their Honeymoon and stopped by Joe’s. I’m in the room looking for my shoes so we can go to the mall.
My phone rings.
“Hello?”
“Hi…” a familiar depressed voice answers.
My heart stops “How are you calling me?”
“I tried killing myself. They told me that I could call one person, hoping it’d make me stop.”
“Why me Pete?”
“Because. You deserve my apology. You deserve much more than that. I was just so jealous. I ignored my feelings for you so long that you no longer returned them. I just wanted to say, I hope you and Joe have a great life together. You both deserve it.”
My eyes water.
“Andy got married yesterday huh?” his voice cracks “I never imagined being in a jail cell on his wedding day.”
“I didn’t either.” I answer.
“I know you don’t want to talk to me anymore so I’ll go. But I really hope you and Joe have a great life.” I hear him crying “And I’m so sorry for all of the stupid things I’ve done. I’m sorry I lied about it being you and I instead of you and Joe. I’m sorry I raped you and kissed you. I’m sorry I tried to shoot Joe. I’m sorry that I’m so stupid. I’m sorry that you’ll be haunted by what I’ve done. And Patrick, you’re the best friend I’ve ever had.”
He hangs up and I drop the phone. I pull my knees up to my chest and cry. I scream loudly and pick up my phone, throwing it across the room. I hear it smash against the wall. Joe, Mark and Andy rush in. Joe picks up my broken phone. Tear blind me. I shake and scream again.
“Baby… what’s the matter?”
I shake my head.
Andy frowns over at me “Patrick… who called you?”
I shake my head.
Mark frowns “Patrick please.”
“NO!” I yell “NO NO NO!”
Joe frown “Honey…”
“NO!” I scream.
Andy looks over at Joe and frowns “Pete.”
“NO!” I yell again, as more and more tears flood through my eyes.
“But how could he have called? He’s in prison.” Mark asks.
“I dunno but I’m calling to see.” Joe grabs his phone.
“NO!”
He leaves the room. Andy hugs me. I push him away.
“Patrick…What did Pete say? Please tell me.”
I choke through tears “I can’t.”
“Yes… you can.”
I shake my head. I’ve cried so much I’ve made myself sick. I bend over and vomit onto my lap. I whine. Ignoring Andy’s fussing and question, I stand up and make my way to the bathroom.
“Here let me help you...”
I shake my head and turn on the shower. I quickly undress and get in, not crying as much. After I finish I frown, I forgot clothes.
I crack the door “JOE!”
He walks up to me “Yeah?”
“I uh….” I blush “I forgot my clothes…”
He nods and brings me clothes.
“Hurry up… I want to talk to you…”
I nod.
I walk back into the room with Andy, Joe and Mark.
I sit down and look down at my lap.
“I called and they let me talk to Pete. He told me what he said to you…” Joe says.
I nod, blushing. Why did I throw such a fit?
“I’m sorry I did it I just… You were so upset. I can’t see you like that and ignore it.”
I nod.
“He told me he apologized and he said that he knew it’d never be enough. He apologized to me as well. He told me… he wants to die. He hates himself for everything he’s done to the sweetest person in the world. He also told me that he hopes we have a great life. Not in spite, he meant it.”
I nod again with unwelcome tears arriving again.
“I think that we should go visit him tomorrow… if you want.”
I bite my lip. He raped me, tried to kill Joe……… but on the flipside he was a great friend and he was usually there for Me.
“I don’t know.” I frown.
He smiles “I understand baby. Let me know when you decide ok?”
I nod “I will.”
He hugs me “I love you.”
“Love you too.”
Hope you guys liked it. More later R&R PWEEZE
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