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Warning: anyone against mixed racial couples wont like part of this, sorry?
“What?” Joe asks intently.
I bite my lip “It’s Pete…”
“What did that ass hole do?” Joe frowns.
“He… that day we went to see him… the last time I was there… He hugged me and he whispered… I don’t care about my guilty pleasure for you.”
He nods “What a dick. Can’t leave you alone. I knew he was still scum!”
I nod “and with him getting out… I thought I could trust him again!”
Joe hugs me “I’m sorry baby. I wish I could have prevented all of this, other than our relationship of course.”
I smile and hold him close “Love you.”
“Love you too.”
Ok, Joe is pissed. I’m glad he cares so much about me but I’m a little scared he’s going to commit murderation.
I look over at Joe as I nervously clutch the steering wheel. He’s too mad to drive. We’re on our way to my mom’s house. She wanted us to spend the weekend with her and my brother, and her new boyfriend. She also has invited Andy and Mark. Mark’s only met her a couple of times. We haven’t told Andy and Mark about Pete yet. Mark and Andy are in the car behind us.
We may it to Mom’s house. She rushes out the door before we can unbuckle our seatbelts. She hugs me tight, then Joe, then Andy and then She hugs Mark, who didn’t expect it. I look up at the porch and a tall black man with sunglasses sitting in a lawn chair, drinking a mountain fizz. I raise an eyebrow.
“Oh, Patrick this is Josh!”
“Josh?” I smile at him “Hi.”
He smiles back “Hey, I’ve heard a lot about you Patrick.”
My mom went for a black guy… unexpected but I don’t care
Kevin walks out and glares at him, then me. I roll my eyes.
“Hi Little brother.”
I scan him up and down. He has a football jersey on and stained Jeans. His hair is a mess and he has a blonde stick woman clinging to his arm.
“Hi.”
Mom notices the tension “Alright boys none of that this weekend, please.”
I nod.
Kevin smirks “Ok.”
I bite my lip, I know he’s going to do something.
Joe smiles at Kevin “Hey Kevin! You remember that time you got totally wasted? Ya know that girl brought you home and slept in you bed and when you woke up she was a naked guy?”
Kevin’s cheeks turn red he steps closer to Joe and swings his fist. Joe blocks his hit and shoves him onto the ground, knocking the wind out of him.
Mom rolls her eyes “Ok now everyone inside. Patrick, you and Joe can share your room, Andy and Mark can have the guest room.” We nod.
We put up our stuff.
I look over at Josh “So…. How long have you known my mother?”
“Actually we were good friends back in high school. We lost touch, but then I saw her and couldn’t resist talking to her. We started calling each other and I realized that I still had feelings for her.”
I nod “So what do you do?”
“I’m a manager at Guitar Shack.”
“I love that place!” Joe exclaims.
Josh smiles “Me too. I get discounts on guitars and guitar items.”
“Sweet!” Joe grins.
Andy and Mark sit on the couch, cuddling. Mom smiles at them.
“I cried so much at your wedding Andy…”
Andy smiles “I know, you had to change clothes.” He laughs.
She smiles at Mark “You take good care of my Andy. He and Joe have always been like my own kids.”
Mark nods “I will.”
Andy squeezes him tighter.
Mom looks over at Joe and I “I had a feeling about you two.”
Joe is standing behind me; he wraps his arms around my neck and lays his head on mine.
I smile and lean on him. No matter how depressed I get, Joe always makes me forget about it.
Andy, Mark, Joe and I go into my old room. I look around at all the old posters. Then I see the huge picture me and Pete got made. We’re standing beside each other, arms linked. Underneath we sharpied “BFF Pattycakes and PeterPanda!” My face falls. My stomach turns and my eyes water. I sit on the bed, staring at the picture. My navy blue hat. His eyeliner. How happy I looked. It all went to shit. Tears pour out of my eyes. Joe holds me and rubs my back. Mark and Andy look confused. I cry so much I cough. I cough so much I throw up. Then I cry some more.
I don’t remember going to sleep. Maybe I just passed out. Joe is raking his fingers through my hair and holding me tight. Andy and Mark no longer look confused, but angry. I assume that Joe told them why I had a complete freak out. My mom is in the room too. And so is Josh and Kevin. Ugh, can’t they let me be miserable in private? I look up at Joe who smiles lovingly at me. I can’t help but smile back. My mom kneels in front of the bed.
“I heard you screaming and I had to come up here…. Baby are you alright?”
I blush “Mom I’m fine.”
“Fine?” Andy says, “Why didn’t you tell us!”
Mark shoots a look at Andy “He’s just angry with Pete…”
I look down “I’m sorry…”
Mom frowns “Honey… we need to talk, just you and I…” she looks at everyone as if to say ‘get the hell out’.
Joe kisses my cheek and follows everyone out.
I sit up to make room for her.
I can feel her eyes on me.
“Baby boy, what’s going on?”
“Pete…”
“I know. I mean what’s going on with you. You’ve let yourself give in. The Patrick I know wouldn’t let anything stop him from being happy. Yes, you’ve just hit a million bumps in the road, but it’ll get better. What did Pete make you feel when he said that?”
“I was confused. I didn’t know how he meant it. I just… we were friends for years. He was…. He was my best friend!”
She hugs me “I know Baby Boy…”
We talk longer and then my phone rings. I don’t recognize the number.
“Um… Hello?”
“Hello is this Patrick Stump?”
“Who wants to know?”
“I’m Dr.___ And I was calling about an email…”
“This is Patrick….” I say slowly.
“Good, Now I read your email…and I’ve made an appointment for next Monday.”
“Ok…”
“See you then…”
“Bye?”
I hang up. Finally the jackass calls me.
I hug Joe tightly and tell him about my appointment.
“That’s good…”
“Yeah but I’m nervous… how do you tell a total stranger your problems?”
“Well, know that he’s there to help you. And telling him how you feel can really help you.”
I nod “K…Well I’m still nervous.”
“That’s normal honey…”
We eat diner at the table. Any and Mark split a vegan lasagna and everyone else eats tacos. Kevin keeps glaring at Josh. He’s very prejudice. And he’s very open about being prejudice. Mom shoots him a look.
“So, Josh. DO you ever feel embarrassed to have pubic hair on top of your head?” Kevin smirks.
Oh no!
Josh takes in a breath and replies calmly “Do you ever feel embarrassed to be an obnoxious failure?”
I hold in a laugh and I can tell everyone else is too.
“Kevin, Josh please stop.” Mom pleads.
Josh nods “Of course Patricia.”
“What? No! It’s me or it’s this (N word)!”
Mom’s eyes begin to water “Kevin just stop.”
“No! I can’t believe you! Being with this scum!”
Oh hell no, I am not letting him talk to my mother like that.
“Kevin, you’re the scum. You strive on putting down other people and acting tough when you’re really just a pussy!” I snap.
Everyone looks at me shocked. Kevin is speechless. Joe is grinning.
Kevin rolls his eyes “Well you’re just a fag!”
“And you’re a bitch! You need to stop being such a dick or you’ll end up in prison sucking one!”
Again, everyone stares at me.
Kevin storms away, cursing me under his breath.
I still feel everyone’s eyes on me. I blush and run outside. I sit on the tire swing, laying my head down on it. I just snapped. I don’t know why but it was hard not to hit him. I wanted to just rip him apart. I begin to shake. I hear the door open and close. Looking up I see Joe walking towards me. I feel my stomach clench, as my face grows warm again. He stands behind me and pushes the tire swing. I swing into the air and smile. Joe continues to push me for a while then he slows it down. He stands in front of me, as I’m swinging closer. I close my eyes, not wanting to watch myself hit him. I feel a peck on my lips and then I went backwards again. Joe remains in front of me. I go forewords and feel him peck me on the lips again. For a third time I swing backwards, then close to Joe. This time he grabs the rope, stopping the swing. He presses his lips against mine and cups my cheek with his hand. Our lips move together and soon his tongue is trying to pry through my lips. I decide not to give in so quickly. He moans in annoyance. I quickly shoot my tongue through his lips. I lick every inch of his mouth. He moans into my mouth. I exited his mouth so he could get into mine. I push myself out of the swing, with our mouths still together. I pull Joe down on the grass on top of me. He kisses me forcefully. I groan into his mouth. Before we pull apart it began to rain. When we finally release each other, we’re soaking wet from the rain. Joe helps me up and kisses me again.
“I’ve always wanted to kiss someone in the rain.” Joe grins.
I kiss him again.
Hello! I've been working on that one for days. I'm happy with the way it turned out. I'm sure you noticed I didn't put the N-word because I don't say that. I respect people for who they are. Anywhoo I'm gonna work on the next chapter, Hope you enjoyied, Rate and Review?
“What?” Joe asks intently.
I bite my lip “It’s Pete…”
“What did that ass hole do?” Joe frowns.
“He… that day we went to see him… the last time I was there… He hugged me and he whispered… I don’t care about my guilty pleasure for you.”
He nods “What a dick. Can’t leave you alone. I knew he was still scum!”
I nod “and with him getting out… I thought I could trust him again!”
Joe hugs me “I’m sorry baby. I wish I could have prevented all of this, other than our relationship of course.”
I smile and hold him close “Love you.”
“Love you too.”
Ok, Joe is pissed. I’m glad he cares so much about me but I’m a little scared he’s going to commit murderation.
I look over at Joe as I nervously clutch the steering wheel. He’s too mad to drive. We’re on our way to my mom’s house. She wanted us to spend the weekend with her and my brother, and her new boyfriend. She also has invited Andy and Mark. Mark’s only met her a couple of times. We haven’t told Andy and Mark about Pete yet. Mark and Andy are in the car behind us.
We may it to Mom’s house. She rushes out the door before we can unbuckle our seatbelts. She hugs me tight, then Joe, then Andy and then She hugs Mark, who didn’t expect it. I look up at the porch and a tall black man with sunglasses sitting in a lawn chair, drinking a mountain fizz. I raise an eyebrow.
“Oh, Patrick this is Josh!”
“Josh?” I smile at him “Hi.”
He smiles back “Hey, I’ve heard a lot about you Patrick.”
My mom went for a black guy… unexpected but I don’t care
Kevin walks out and glares at him, then me. I roll my eyes.
“Hi Little brother.”
I scan him up and down. He has a football jersey on and stained Jeans. His hair is a mess and he has a blonde stick woman clinging to his arm.
“Hi.”
Mom notices the tension “Alright boys none of that this weekend, please.”
I nod.
Kevin smirks “Ok.”
I bite my lip, I know he’s going to do something.
Joe smiles at Kevin “Hey Kevin! You remember that time you got totally wasted? Ya know that girl brought you home and slept in you bed and when you woke up she was a naked guy?”
Kevin’s cheeks turn red he steps closer to Joe and swings his fist. Joe blocks his hit and shoves him onto the ground, knocking the wind out of him.
Mom rolls her eyes “Ok now everyone inside. Patrick, you and Joe can share your room, Andy and Mark can have the guest room.” We nod.
We put up our stuff.
I look over at Josh “So…. How long have you known my mother?”
“Actually we were good friends back in high school. We lost touch, but then I saw her and couldn’t resist talking to her. We started calling each other and I realized that I still had feelings for her.”
I nod “So what do you do?”
“I’m a manager at Guitar Shack.”
“I love that place!” Joe exclaims.
Josh smiles “Me too. I get discounts on guitars and guitar items.”
“Sweet!” Joe grins.
Andy and Mark sit on the couch, cuddling. Mom smiles at them.
“I cried so much at your wedding Andy…”
Andy smiles “I know, you had to change clothes.” He laughs.
She smiles at Mark “You take good care of my Andy. He and Joe have always been like my own kids.”
Mark nods “I will.”
Andy squeezes him tighter.
Mom looks over at Joe and I “I had a feeling about you two.”
Joe is standing behind me; he wraps his arms around my neck and lays his head on mine.
I smile and lean on him. No matter how depressed I get, Joe always makes me forget about it.
Andy, Mark, Joe and I go into my old room. I look around at all the old posters. Then I see the huge picture me and Pete got made. We’re standing beside each other, arms linked. Underneath we sharpied “BFF Pattycakes and PeterPanda!” My face falls. My stomach turns and my eyes water. I sit on the bed, staring at the picture. My navy blue hat. His eyeliner. How happy I looked. It all went to shit. Tears pour out of my eyes. Joe holds me and rubs my back. Mark and Andy look confused. I cry so much I cough. I cough so much I throw up. Then I cry some more.
I don’t remember going to sleep. Maybe I just passed out. Joe is raking his fingers through my hair and holding me tight. Andy and Mark no longer look confused, but angry. I assume that Joe told them why I had a complete freak out. My mom is in the room too. And so is Josh and Kevin. Ugh, can’t they let me be miserable in private? I look up at Joe who smiles lovingly at me. I can’t help but smile back. My mom kneels in front of the bed.
“I heard you screaming and I had to come up here…. Baby are you alright?”
I blush “Mom I’m fine.”
“Fine?” Andy says, “Why didn’t you tell us!”
Mark shoots a look at Andy “He’s just angry with Pete…”
I look down “I’m sorry…”
Mom frowns “Honey… we need to talk, just you and I…” she looks at everyone as if to say ‘get the hell out’.
Joe kisses my cheek and follows everyone out.
I sit up to make room for her.
I can feel her eyes on me.
“Baby boy, what’s going on?”
“Pete…”
“I know. I mean what’s going on with you. You’ve let yourself give in. The Patrick I know wouldn’t let anything stop him from being happy. Yes, you’ve just hit a million bumps in the road, but it’ll get better. What did Pete make you feel when he said that?”
“I was confused. I didn’t know how he meant it. I just… we were friends for years. He was…. He was my best friend!”
She hugs me “I know Baby Boy…”
We talk longer and then my phone rings. I don’t recognize the number.
“Um… Hello?”
“Hello is this Patrick Stump?”
“Who wants to know?”
“I’m Dr.___ And I was calling about an email…”
“This is Patrick….” I say slowly.
“Good, Now I read your email…and I’ve made an appointment for next Monday.”
“Ok…”
“See you then…”
“Bye?”
I hang up. Finally the jackass calls me.
I hug Joe tightly and tell him about my appointment.
“That’s good…”
“Yeah but I’m nervous… how do you tell a total stranger your problems?”
“Well, know that he’s there to help you. And telling him how you feel can really help you.”
I nod “K…Well I’m still nervous.”
“That’s normal honey…”
We eat diner at the table. Any and Mark split a vegan lasagna and everyone else eats tacos. Kevin keeps glaring at Josh. He’s very prejudice. And he’s very open about being prejudice. Mom shoots him a look.
“So, Josh. DO you ever feel embarrassed to have pubic hair on top of your head?” Kevin smirks.
Oh no!
Josh takes in a breath and replies calmly “Do you ever feel embarrassed to be an obnoxious failure?”
I hold in a laugh and I can tell everyone else is too.
“Kevin, Josh please stop.” Mom pleads.
Josh nods “Of course Patricia.”
“What? No! It’s me or it’s this (N word)!”
Mom’s eyes begin to water “Kevin just stop.”
“No! I can’t believe you! Being with this scum!”
Oh hell no, I am not letting him talk to my mother like that.
“Kevin, you’re the scum. You strive on putting down other people and acting tough when you’re really just a pussy!” I snap.
Everyone looks at me shocked. Kevin is speechless. Joe is grinning.
Kevin rolls his eyes “Well you’re just a fag!”
“And you’re a bitch! You need to stop being such a dick or you’ll end up in prison sucking one!”
Again, everyone stares at me.
Kevin storms away, cursing me under his breath.
I still feel everyone’s eyes on me. I blush and run outside. I sit on the tire swing, laying my head down on it. I just snapped. I don’t know why but it was hard not to hit him. I wanted to just rip him apart. I begin to shake. I hear the door open and close. Looking up I see Joe walking towards me. I feel my stomach clench, as my face grows warm again. He stands behind me and pushes the tire swing. I swing into the air and smile. Joe continues to push me for a while then he slows it down. He stands in front of me, as I’m swinging closer. I close my eyes, not wanting to watch myself hit him. I feel a peck on my lips and then I went backwards again. Joe remains in front of me. I go forewords and feel him peck me on the lips again. For a third time I swing backwards, then close to Joe. This time he grabs the rope, stopping the swing. He presses his lips against mine and cups my cheek with his hand. Our lips move together and soon his tongue is trying to pry through my lips. I decide not to give in so quickly. He moans in annoyance. I quickly shoot my tongue through his lips. I lick every inch of his mouth. He moans into my mouth. I exited his mouth so he could get into mine. I push myself out of the swing, with our mouths still together. I pull Joe down on the grass on top of me. He kisses me forcefully. I groan into his mouth. Before we pull apart it began to rain. When we finally release each other, we’re soaking wet from the rain. Joe helps me up and kisses me again.
“I’ve always wanted to kiss someone in the rain.” Joe grins.
I kiss him again.
Hello! I've been working on that one for days. I'm happy with the way it turned out. I'm sure you noticed I didn't put the N-word because I don't say that. I respect people for who they are. Anywhoo I'm gonna work on the next chapter, Hope you enjoyied, Rate and Review?
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