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I still can’t believe he’s dead. I mean I’m not completely sad, the man did do terrible things to me. But I miss the old Pete who wasn’t… like that. After getting out of the hospital I realized 3 things.
1) If I ever wanted to, it is unlikely for me to have children
2) Pete did write on my back. He wrote PETE WENTZ. The doctor said that it would probably always be a scar.
3) I wouldn’t be doing much with Joe, for a while.
My back has to be cleaned and re-bandaged every day, twice for the first week. And my other area… it’s lucky just to have survived. It also has some bandaging to take care of. Not only is it painful, but also it makes you feel weak and defeated. Pete once said that he’d do that on someone he wanted to die. That was me.
I walk over to Joe, slowly as not to hurt myself. He smiles up at me pulls me into his lap. I feel like I’m Santa, sitting on the kid. He kisses my cheek.
“How are you feeling?”
I shrug “Horrible.”
He frowns “I’m sorry honey.”
I shrug again “How’m I supposed to be?”
“Like that. It sucks that you’ve had to go through all this. I want to make everything better.”
I hug him around his neck “I know. And you will.”
He gives me an Eskimo kiss. (Rubs his nose onto mine.)
I smile and lean on him “I love you….”
“I love you too…”
I sit on the couch, shirtless with an icepack on my back. Joe is beside me, flipping through the TV channels. He gives up and looks over at me, shivering from the icepack. He smiles and takes the icepack off, and re-bandages it. He finishes and kisses me softly. I kiss back, not wanting to move. When we pull apart, I see that his eyes are watering.
“What’s wrong baby?”
“I lied to you…”
“What?” My heart beats faster.
he lied about loving me?
“I told you I wouldn’t let Pete touch you. Not even look at you and I lied! I could’ve helped! I could’ve stopped it!”
“Joe… you didn’t think that they’d be there, just like I didn’t. It isn’t your fault.”
He nods, uncertainly.
I kiss his lips quickly “It isn’t.”
“Ok…” he gives up.
"I hate needing someone to help me all the time."
Joe smiles, "I love taking care of you
I kiss him again.
Sorry so short guys, kinda just a filler I plan to have more soon.
1) If I ever wanted to, it is unlikely for me to have children
2) Pete did write on my back. He wrote PETE WENTZ. The doctor said that it would probably always be a scar.
3) I wouldn’t be doing much with Joe, for a while.
My back has to be cleaned and re-bandaged every day, twice for the first week. And my other area… it’s lucky just to have survived. It also has some bandaging to take care of. Not only is it painful, but also it makes you feel weak and defeated. Pete once said that he’d do that on someone he wanted to die. That was me.
I walk over to Joe, slowly as not to hurt myself. He smiles up at me pulls me into his lap. I feel like I’m Santa, sitting on the kid. He kisses my cheek.
“How are you feeling?”
I shrug “Horrible.”
He frowns “I’m sorry honey.”
I shrug again “How’m I supposed to be?”
“Like that. It sucks that you’ve had to go through all this. I want to make everything better.”
I hug him around his neck “I know. And you will.”
He gives me an Eskimo kiss. (Rubs his nose onto mine.)
I smile and lean on him “I love you….”
“I love you too…”
I sit on the couch, shirtless with an icepack on my back. Joe is beside me, flipping through the TV channels. He gives up and looks over at me, shivering from the icepack. He smiles and takes the icepack off, and re-bandages it. He finishes and kisses me softly. I kiss back, not wanting to move. When we pull apart, I see that his eyes are watering.
“What’s wrong baby?”
“I lied to you…”
“What?” My heart beats faster.
he lied about loving me?
“I told you I wouldn’t let Pete touch you. Not even look at you and I lied! I could’ve helped! I could’ve stopped it!”
“Joe… you didn’t think that they’d be there, just like I didn’t. It isn’t your fault.”
He nods, uncertainly.
I kiss his lips quickly “It isn’t.”
“Ok…” he gives up.
"I hate needing someone to help me all the time."
Joe smiles, "I love taking care of you
I kiss him again.
Sorry so short guys, kinda just a filler I plan to have more soon.
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