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Heeeey! I'm back to this story for the time being. I think It's about time I wrapped it up. If I ever figure out definatley what's going to hapen. Lol. On with the story. And I'm so so so so greatful to those who didn't give up on this. I love you guys. You know who you are and if you don't check the reviews for the previous chapter i.e the AN from me. Lol. Enjoi xo

Alice's P.O.V

Hip hip hooray for me!!! I'm leaving hospital today. After what? 2 weeks? I really thought I was going to kill someone. It was insanley boring and sometimes they took some of my blood. I frigging hate needles! Stupid doctors...sticking frigging needles into me...dicks.

Anyway...Bob and quite possibly everyone else should be arriving very soon to take me back to the buses and on with the tour and keeping Brian in check. It really is a full time job. I'm pretty much his P.A/runner/shadow.

Gerard came and seen me a week ago, told me he was going to propose to Frankie. He didn't care that they weren't gogin out that long. He loved him far too much to wait. And I knew Frank was totally going to say yes. He told me himself. Although I never told him Gerard was planning too of course. We have girly conversations like that. I love them, being friends with guys is kinda hard. You need the girly conversations to feel more like a girl again.

I forgot how marvelous it was to have normal clothes on again. The hospital gowns don't leave much to the imagination and they don't keep you warm. I had on my familiar bright red skinnies with a black tank top and the usual studded belt. Battered black converse had been pulled on last minute. Gerard promised to bring me eye-liner and Frankie was bringing himself. Which he took offence to when everyone laughed.

I sat on the bed as patiently as I good, playing with my fingers or occaisioanlly flicking through an ancient copy of 'Kerrang!' I'd read a hundred times before. And thats when I heard them and the usual choas that surrounds them. I alwasy hear them before I see them.
"Geeeee, Geeeee!" whinned the unmistakable voice of Frank.
"Mikey poked meeee" he whinned again.
"Mikey, quit poking Frank" said Gerard bordly, no doubt this had probably being going on all morning and he was dying for coffee, a smoke and quiet, all at the same time.
"I did not" said Mikey offendedly. "It was fro man"
"Raaaay" whinned Frank. I giggled quietly to myself hearing their voices getting louder and louder.
"Okay, whoever is poking Frank, quit it" snapped Gerard.
Surley they had to be close now and sure enough all 5 of them came bursting in the door 2 seconds later.
"Alice" squealed Frank, running across the room and flung himself at me. His arms clung around me neck.
"Hey Frankie" I said, my voice being muffled by his neck. He eventually let go and sat himself next to me. shuggling into me. He was like a puppy in some way. Always had to be clinging onto someone and was a complete attention whore. Gerard rolled his eyes and I grinned at him. Gee walked over and hugged me before pulling over a chair and sitting down. Ray and Mikey followed suit, both doing the same thing. I still felt uncomfortable around them but I trusted them. Being with strangers would be worse, alot worse. But I won't think about that now. I still had nightmares occaisionally and a few bruises were ribs had been broken, then re-broken to get set in the right place.

Bob stood awkwardly in the door frame for a few minutes watching all of this going on. His ice blue eyes sparkled as bright as ever and I held out my hand for him. He bit is lip, looking at it for a few second before deciding to walk over. Ray pulled over a hair from him. He walked over and took my hand, pulling me up off the bed and into his arms. Frank flopped onto the bed from the sudden movement.
"Yeah" he whinned. But for once I didn't care about him. I could only feel the rush of love I felt for Bob. I knew it was love. Pure un-adulterated love in the purest form. Which stunned me slightly. It was nothing like the love I felt for Alex. I felt safe, warm and complete in Bob's arms I never wanted him to let me go. I could feel the warmth of his body, his heart beating intime with him and his breath tickled the back of my neck. I hugged him back pulling us even closer together. There were no gaps between us now, in a way I guess we became one. As cheesy and cliche as it sounds. I loved Bob with my whole heart and that was that.
"I loved you" I heard in whisper. If died right then I would have be happy.
"I love you too" I whispered back. I couldn't hear anyone else, as far as I was aware it was me and Bob, no-one else mattered or existed at this precise moment in time. For once, my life made perfect sense and I felt happy and complete within myself.

Bob let me go and I instantly missed the warmth of his body and that gorgeous smell that could only belong to him. He looked deeply into my eyes for a minute and he gently held my face between his large hands. His thumb gently stroked my cheek and he brought our heads together till out noses were almost touching and he stopped, waiting for me to fill the gap. Which I did. I pressed my lips to his soft pink ones. I could feel the cool metal of his lips ring and I moved my lips against his. I heard his breath catch in his throat and his lips began working hard against mine. Fireworks exploded through every cell in my body, sending tingles from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.


Some one then tapped me on the shoulder breaking the magic of the moment. It was Frank.
"What Frank?" I sighed. He pointedly nervously to the door frame and there was a nurse.
"Um...M-Miss Bowen. If you'll follow me we'll get you paperwork to sign and you can leave" she said quickly. The poor women looked terrifyed and no wonder. Mikey was "searching" Ray's fro for ssomething. Gerard was lost in his thoughts with a promiant smirk on his face. Frank was on all fours grolwing at her like a dog and was glaring at her.
"Down boy" I said as though talking to a dog and patted Frank's head. He said ina doggy style and panted.
"Good boy" I giggled patting his head once more. I ruffled Gerard's short, now back to black, hair and he jumped.
"Try and stay with us Gee. And I'd keep a tighter leash on Frankie" I said with a grin. He turned around in his seat to see Frankie on all fours again gorlwing again. I giggled before pecking Bob n the lips catching him un-awares and left, following the now ever more teffifyed nurse.
"Here you are Miss Bowen" she said quietly, showing me where to sign.
"Call me Alice" I said flashing a quick grin at her before I began signing. I felt scared shit-less standing next to the Nurse's station signing things whilst people especially the men wandered about going about their buisness. Most didn't even look at me but I was still trrifyed.
"Ali?" said a voice right behind me. I jumped and whipped around to see Bob and Gee watching me worridly. I clung to Bob pressing my face into his chest. He hugged me back, one hand on the small of my back the other stroking my hair.
"What's wrong baby?" he asked.
"Nothing" I sniffed, desperatly trying not to burst into tears. "Just scared, thats all" He hugged me tighter.
"It's okay baby. I'm here now" he said trying to soothe me.
"I brought you some eye-liner" came Gerard's quiet voice from behind me. I turned around slowly. He was standing with a small smile on his face, holding out the eye-liner. Bob didn't let me go, his arms crossed across my chest, holding me tight against him. I took the eye-liner, examining carefully, my lips pursed.
"Does it pass inspection?" joked Gerard.
"We'll see" I grinned.
"You ready to go babe?" Bob said quietly into my ear.
"HmmMmm" I nodded.
"Good, let's go." He let me go and took my hand. I thanked the nurse and she told me I was free to go.

It took a good few hours to get to get back to the buses. Bob walked me back to my bus. It was pretty late at night and it was fairly cold. Bob gave me his jacket. It was far too big but it was warm and smelled like him.
"Aren't you cold?" I asked him on the way back. He shook his head.
"Even if I was. You need it more than me" he grinned. I blushed lightly and looked away hoping he didn't notice. We got to my bus fairly quickly. I didn't really want to leave him but I knew I had to. I looked up at the moon. It always had a calming affect on me. Tonight it was almost full and there were a few satrs littered around it. Dark clouds boardered it. Everyone on my bus knew I was coming back tonight. They were my friends. Although I never spoke to them
much it would be nice to see them again. After a few minutes silence Bob finally spoke.
"Okay, now I'm getting cold." I laughed before unzipping his jacket and handing it back to him.
I couldn't help but notice how his t-shirt clung to his very nice body.
"Alice, stop checking me out" Bob said with mock seriousness. I blushed deeply and looked away quickly. I heard him laugh.
"You were, weren't you?" he asked, sounding shocked by this.
"I...um...well...no?" Fuck knows why it came out as a question. I mentally slapped myself for that incredible piece of stupidity and found my converse very facinating all of a sudden. He laughed again. Then gently held my face in his large hands again and titled my head up till I was looking at him. He kissed me softly for a minute and I didnlt want to move. I was certain if I moved this would all be a dream and the magic would be again lost, just like with the nurse. My knees felt weak and was very glad my bus was two steps away. I shivered involuntary with cold and Bob pulled away. He stroked my cheek with his thumb again.
"Go inside before you freeze. I'll see you tomorrow at some point." I felt sad I had to leave him and he looked sad at that thought too.
"We're very busy tomorrow but I'll try and make time. Even if I have to be all James Bond-y" he winked again and I couldn't help but laugh at what had happened that day. He kissed my lips softly once more.
"I love you" he whispered.
"Love you too" I said. He grinned at me.
"I know" he laughed. I rolled my eyes and turned to go into the bus. I stood on the firt step onto the bus and watched as Bob walked away. he tunred left and dissapearded between some buses. I shut the door behind me and was warmly greeted back. Everyone told me how awful it was for that to happen to me, how lucky I was Bob was there and that Brian was hopeless without me. I sighed happily. Bid everyone good night and crawled into my bunk, not even bothering to change into pyjamas.

I just about fell asleep when my phone vibrated in my pocket. I sighed, opened my eyes, fished out the phone and saw the text was from Bob, which wakened me up straight away. Shit! I hope he got to his bus alright.

Sorry if I woke you up babe. I'm home safe on the bus. Knew you would worry. Night, sweet dreams, love you. xx

I giggled quietly before texting him back.

Almost woke me up. :P Glad your safe. Are you a mind reader? Cause I did worry. Phones going off, Brian has a habit of texting at odd hours. Night, sweet dreams, love you too. xx

And just like I said I switched my cell off, rolled onto my stomach and fell fast asleep happy with the knowledge that once in my life I was truly loved.

OMGee! I was thinking how much this chapter wraps everything. I could leave it like that cause honestly all there is left is the Frerard bits and maybe Bob and Alice's proper date. Not a concert this time, we all know who that went.

I think the date will happen. But it'll be like a bit like the filler chapter; complete;y unre;lated nad a little bit mad. :P Soooo let me know if you want the Frerard wedding or just to leave it like this. Oh! And let me know what you think of this chapter as well. Yeah I'm a lil bit of a review whore, but who isn't? XD Plus there is akinda sublte MCR lyrics in there as well. Which was unintended. HINT: It's from the second album and it's near the top of this chapter. Also sorry for typing/spelling errors. It's early morning I'm tired so it's not ebing done. :P

xoxo Sam