Categories > Celebrities > Fall Out Boy > Parker Lewis Can't Lose But I'm Gonna Give It My Best Shot

Thinking Of You

by mandy9207

Patrick doesn't want to lie to his best friend anymore but Parker doesn't have the heart to tell Pete.

Category: Fall Out Boy - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama,Romance - Warnings: [!!] [X] - Published: 2010-01-06 - Updated: 2010-01-06 - 1599 words - Complete

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Patrick's POV

"Do you want to come in?" Pete said as he gathered his things out of my car.

"Uhh" If I say no he'll ask why that would make me look guilty not wanting to go in his house and seeing his wife. "Sure."

"Cool." He said as he got out of the car.

Pete walked over to his door searching his pockets.

"Shit! I forgot my key." He said as he raised his hand and started knocking.

"Hi Petey." Parker said as she opened the door.

"Hey baby it's cool if Patrick hangs out here right?"

She shot her eyes at me looking nervous. "Of course Patrick is always welcomed here." She said as she smiled.

I walked in and took a seat on the couch next to Pete.

"You want something to drink?"

"Uh sure I'll get something for the both of us." I said as I was about to get up.

"Don't worry Patrick I already got it." Parker said as she poured two glasses of soda.

"Here you go." She said as she handed me a glass I noticed her hand was shaking.

"So Parker how's everything going at work?" I already knew how everything was going at work Parker works for Rolling Stone that's how she met Pete.

"Everything is going great they're gonna let me write an article." She said as she sat down.

"Wow that's really cool congrats." I said as I took a sip of soda.

"So what did they talk you guys about at the office?"

'It's a kind of weird idea but I don't know I think it will be cool. They asked us to do a greatest hits album." Pete said.

"Oh wow that is cool! Are you guys gonna do it?"

"Yeah were gonna go for it." Pete said then his phone rang and he left the room.

"Stop looking so guilty." I said as I checked to see if Pete really left.

"I'm sorry I just feel like it's going to slip out at any second now."

"Parker if you can do it for two years I think you can wait until I leave."

"What?? Your gonna let me do this alone?!"

"He's your husband!"

"Patrick I thought we agreed on telling him together." She said as she put her hand on her forehead.

"I can't do it." I said as I looked down at my feet.

"Patrick he won't hurt you...I won't let him." She said as she put her hand on mine.

"It's not that it's just...I don't want to be here when you tell him because I know it's going to kill him."

"Alright fine if that's how you feel about."

"Tell Pete I had to leave." I said as I walked out the door.

Parker's POV

Why is he so stubborn? Him and Pete are so much alike yet they're so different. I love them both so much I can't imagine my life without Pete
and I don't know what I would do without Patrick.

"Hey where'd Patrick go?" Pete asked with a disappointed look on his face.

"He had to go." I said as I walked out of the living room trying not to cry.

"Parker? Honey what's wrong?" Pete asked as he followed me to our bedroom.

"It's nothing something I got in my eye." I said as I made it look like I was trying to get something out of my eye.

"Are you sure?" He said as he put his arms around my waist.

"Yes sweetie I'm fine."

"Well do you still want to go out to lunch?"

"No I'm not feeling too well I think I'm gonna stay home. You can go if you want."

"Nah I'll stay with you I hate eating alone."

"Okay well I'm gonna take a little nap. Wake me if you need anything."

"Alright." He said as he left the room and shut the door on his way out.

Flashback

"Parker?"

"Yes Patrick?"

"I think I'm falling in love with you."

"Patrick why?"

"Parker your all I think about. When I'm with you I'm so happy. When I'm not your all I think about. I love you.

"Oh Patrick I love you too." I said as I kissed him.

"It's like your face is in engraved in my mind. I can't stop thinking of you and I don't want to stop."

Our lips met once again I loved his lips they're gorgeous. They're red full and so smooth.
Patrick now had me up against the wall of his apartment trailing kisses down my neckline
and back up to my ear nibbling on it. I pushed off his hat my fingers tangling through his
thin hair. I kissed him again this time I opened my mouth allowing his tongue in sucking on
his bottom lip. I kissed my way to his neck and lightly sucked on it. "Mmm Parker." He moaned
as I sucked harder. He grabbed the back of my head with one hand and kissed me intensely while
his other hand was going up and down my spine giving me goosebumps through out my whole body.

"Oh Patrick I need you." We kissed eachother fiercely all the way to his bedroom he closed
the door with his foot we both fell on top of his bed. I felt Patrick's hands going up my
skirt as mine played with the hem of his shirt he lifted his arms helping me remove it he
did the same to me as I fumbled with his belt removing it from the loops and throwing it
on the floor Patrick undid my skirt as I undid his jeans. I slid my hand down his boxers
and gently grabbed his errect cock pumping it in my fist I went faster as I heard Patrick
moaning my name out. Patrick grabbed my hand tightly I could tell from the way he was
looking at me he wanted me to stop and get this show on the road.

I let my head hit the pillow as Patrick climbed on top of kissing me sweetly and giving me
sloppy kisses down my body stopping at the fabric of my panties he slid them down with his
teeth making me wetter as I thought of what he was going to do. Patrick was now licking and
biting at my woman hood sucking all of my juices. I called his name out uncontrolably my thighs
were shaking and my muscles were stiffening. Patrick noticed my reaction he stopped and kissed
me roughly biting at my lip. He snaked his arms around my back unclasping my bra and threw it
across the room. Patrick sucked at my nipple licking and teasing it with his teeth he driving
me insane. His other hand squeezing and kneading at my other breast as his thumb flickered over
my nipple as multiple shivers went down my spine. I was moaning god knows what as his hand worked
my inner thigh slipping two fingers inside of me making circles. "Jesus christ Patrick! Oh my god!"

He removed his mouth from my breast and leaned his forehead against mine."So you like that."
He said devilishly as his fingers went faster."Very much!" I yelled as my voice trembled.
He removed his fingers out of me and kissed me once again flickering his tongue in my mouth
making me moan in his."Are you ready?" He asked as he kissed me repeatedly. All I could do
was nod. He seperated my legs and slowly placed himself inside of me another moan escaped
from my mouth. Patrick grabbed my hips tightly and rode me like a skateboard and he was
doing an amazing job I was enjoying all of this so much but every time Patrick's lips
touched mine Pete's voice came to my mind his smile his eyes. As Patrick pumped himself
inside of me a tear rolled down my cheek. I quickly closed my eyes so he doesn't notice I
didn't want him to think he was doing something wrong and he definetely wasn't.He picked up
the pace and went faster inside of me. "Fuck Parker I'm so close!" He groaned as he grabbed
my pelvis even tighter.

"Ohh Patrick I'm almost there baby!" I shouted as I pulled at his hair thrusting my hips
into his Patrick pushed himself into me with all of his strength as we screamed eachother's
names out. We climaxed at the same time and Patrick rolled over on his back attempting
to catch his breath back.

"I don't think I could ever look Pete in the face again." He said as I noticed his eyes tearing up.

"Patrick I'm sorry-"

"Don't be sorry I love you and you love me it's just I feel horrible...but this was so amazing."

"You sure are." I said as I drifted to sleep in another man's arms.

End Of Flashback

I woke up with tears in my eyes how could I do this to them. Way to go Parker you fucked
up your husband's friendship with Patrick. Patrick every time I imagined his face I wanted
to cry he really loves me and there isn't a damn thing he can do about it. This was all
just a fling a two year fling I'm wasting that man's time and love I have to end it I don't
want him to wait for me and he knows he can't but he won't leave me. I love the both of
them so much but I have to do something this is getting ridicoulos.
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