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As Bob dragged me out of the McDonalds my head was still totally spinning from what he just told me. He didn't seem to notice though. I wondered what I did to deserve this. Why would Lia do that to me? I mean Halloween? Fucking Halloween. Where was I when this happened? I thought back...
Oh yeah... I was with Paul... ugh.. and Jeff. I felt sick and it wasn't from all the fries Bob just force fed me. I remember how it felt my skin touching theirs...I remembered every little detail of that fucking night. It was making me sick. I mean its not like I never did anything like that before... I always figured what the hell - I was young and I honestly didn't really care...
But to think that all this time I could've been with Gerard if wasn't for Lia... I'm a big believer in karma and I cant remember doing anything that was so bad that would have equaled to this...
As we crossed the street I noticed a guy slouched against a run down building. He was more than likely homeless. He had a coffee can by his feet that people had thrown some change into. My eyes lit up suddenly. I started walking right towards him. Bob was two steps behind me. He called out my name but I ignored him.
"Were gonna miss the bus!" He yelled. Oh Bob! This is fucking New York City! Do you know what the chances are that the bus is even gonna be on fucking time! And even if we miss it...there's another one every ten minutes... I ignored him again and walked straight up to the homeless dude. This was it. This was how I was gonna get my good karma back in line... I reached into my pockets. Fuck... they were empty.. I opened my purse and dug through it...Oh fuck! I forgot I had no money left!!! I looked down at the man...
"Oh dude!" I cried out. "I don't have any money left!" I said shaking my head. He just nodded at me. Bob reached out and grabbed my arm nervously.
"Elle lets go." he said looking at the man carefully.
I turned to Bob. Oh this was a fucking disaster! My only chance at fixing my karma is slipping away...If only I had some money to give him... or even some food. I glared at Bob.
"Fuck you Bob!" I said loudly, he just looked at me confused. "Why'd ya make me eat all those motherfucking fries!" I said punching his arm. He winced a little since he wasn't expecting it... I turned my attention back to the guy on sitting on the floor.
"Oh man... I'm so sorry!" I told him. "All I've got is uh... fuck a half a pack of gum and some shoes!" I sighed. Bob grabbed my arm and started to pull me away.
"Hey uh you don't think he happens to wear a women's size 6 mary jane heels do you?" I whispered to Bob. He shook his head no. That's when it hit me. "Wait" I cried out and turned around. I pulled out my cigarettes. I stuffed the roach from the joint Bob and I smoked before in the bottom of the pack. Bob was too scared to ditch it anywhere after we smoked. I was gonna toss it but once I started shoe shopping I kinda blacked out and forgot about it... "Hey dude you want to smoke this?" I asked holding it out to him. He took it and kinda nodded at me. Bob was shaking his head. "Here you can have my lighter too." I said tossing to him as Bob dragged me away. “What the fuck Bob?" I said as headed towards the bus. We managed to get on right before it pulled away. Bob was just shaking his head at me and not saying anything. After we sat he finally turned to me. He was chuckling softly.
"I don't believe you did that!" he whispered.
"What?" I whispered back. He didn't answer. "Oh come on Bob haven't you ever heard of karma?" I asked.
"uh yeah." he said looking out the window.
"Well that's what that was." I said plainly. Bob groaned.
"I think he was looking for money Elle." Bob chuckled. "or maybe even some food... he looked hungry " he added. I nodded. He really did...
"Well I would've given him those fries Bob." I said poking him." but noooooo, you made me eat them all!" I laughed remembering. He smiled at me.
"Elle you do realize... that if was hungry before..." he started laughing again.."That after he smokes that he's gonna be starving!" Bob said shaking his head.
My face dropped. Holy shit! He was right. What did I do??? I went to stand up and pull the stop cord on the bus. Bob pulled me back down. "What are you doing?" He hissed.
"Bob we have to go back!" I cried out. He shook his head no and folded his arms.
Well my intentions were good. I wonder if its still gonna work? I asked Bob. He said he didn't know. I mean I was trying to do something good and I might have done something bad. Does that mean something bad will happen that's actually good? I asked Bob again. I kept pestering him the whole way home about it until he told me to just shut up already...
Oh yeah... I was with Paul... ugh.. and Jeff. I felt sick and it wasn't from all the fries Bob just force fed me. I remember how it felt my skin touching theirs...I remembered every little detail of that fucking night. It was making me sick. I mean its not like I never did anything like that before... I always figured what the hell - I was young and I honestly didn't really care...
But to think that all this time I could've been with Gerard if wasn't for Lia... I'm a big believer in karma and I cant remember doing anything that was so bad that would have equaled to this...
As we crossed the street I noticed a guy slouched against a run down building. He was more than likely homeless. He had a coffee can by his feet that people had thrown some change into. My eyes lit up suddenly. I started walking right towards him. Bob was two steps behind me. He called out my name but I ignored him.
"Were gonna miss the bus!" He yelled. Oh Bob! This is fucking New York City! Do you know what the chances are that the bus is even gonna be on fucking time! And even if we miss it...there's another one every ten minutes... I ignored him again and walked straight up to the homeless dude. This was it. This was how I was gonna get my good karma back in line... I reached into my pockets. Fuck... they were empty.. I opened my purse and dug through it...Oh fuck! I forgot I had no money left!!! I looked down at the man...
"Oh dude!" I cried out. "I don't have any money left!" I said shaking my head. He just nodded at me. Bob reached out and grabbed my arm nervously.
"Elle lets go." he said looking at the man carefully.
I turned to Bob. Oh this was a fucking disaster! My only chance at fixing my karma is slipping away...If only I had some money to give him... or even some food. I glared at Bob.
"Fuck you Bob!" I said loudly, he just looked at me confused. "Why'd ya make me eat all those motherfucking fries!" I said punching his arm. He winced a little since he wasn't expecting it... I turned my attention back to the guy on sitting on the floor.
"Oh man... I'm so sorry!" I told him. "All I've got is uh... fuck a half a pack of gum and some shoes!" I sighed. Bob grabbed my arm and started to pull me away.
"Hey uh you don't think he happens to wear a women's size 6 mary jane heels do you?" I whispered to Bob. He shook his head no. That's when it hit me. "Wait" I cried out and turned around. I pulled out my cigarettes. I stuffed the roach from the joint Bob and I smoked before in the bottom of the pack. Bob was too scared to ditch it anywhere after we smoked. I was gonna toss it but once I started shoe shopping I kinda blacked out and forgot about it... "Hey dude you want to smoke this?" I asked holding it out to him. He took it and kinda nodded at me. Bob was shaking his head. "Here you can have my lighter too." I said tossing to him as Bob dragged me away. “What the fuck Bob?" I said as headed towards the bus. We managed to get on right before it pulled away. Bob was just shaking his head at me and not saying anything. After we sat he finally turned to me. He was chuckling softly.
"I don't believe you did that!" he whispered.
"What?" I whispered back. He didn't answer. "Oh come on Bob haven't you ever heard of karma?" I asked.
"uh yeah." he said looking out the window.
"Well that's what that was." I said plainly. Bob groaned.
"I think he was looking for money Elle." Bob chuckled. "or maybe even some food... he looked hungry " he added. I nodded. He really did...
"Well I would've given him those fries Bob." I said poking him." but noooooo, you made me eat them all!" I laughed remembering. He smiled at me.
"Elle you do realize... that if was hungry before..." he started laughing again.."That after he smokes that he's gonna be starving!" Bob said shaking his head.
My face dropped. Holy shit! He was right. What did I do??? I went to stand up and pull the stop cord on the bus. Bob pulled me back down. "What are you doing?" He hissed.
"Bob we have to go back!" I cried out. He shook his head no and folded his arms.
Well my intentions were good. I wonder if its still gonna work? I asked Bob. He said he didn't know. I mean I was trying to do something good and I might have done something bad. Does that mean something bad will happen that's actually good? I asked Bob again. I kept pestering him the whole way home about it until he told me to just shut up already...
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