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How could you lose it?" He says looking over at all the crap I dumped on the floor.
"I don't know." I cried as Lia appeared in the doorway.
"What the fuck did you do to her?" She snaps at Gerard. He glared at her as he helped me up off the floor.
"Lia I had an envelope in my purse." I tell her grabbing her arm. "It was a big white envelope." I say and she nods.
"Did you see it?" I ask her.
"uh yeah, you gave it to me with those papers." She said looking at me like I'm nuts.
"Where is it?" I try not to yell at her.
"I gave it to Bob." She says shrugging. I let go of her arm and almost knocked her down as I went through the doorway. Bob was sitting on the couch pouring the bacardi into a cup over some ice...
"The envelope!" I yell at him. He looked startled. "Lia gave you an envelope." I repeat and he nods. "Give it to me." I start to panic.
"Whoa." He says pulling it out of his back pocket. I grab it from his hand quickly.
"Oh thank god." I cry out and jump up and kiss Bob quickly.
"Holy Fuck!" Lia yells. "Are you gonna kiss everyone tonight?" She laughs.
"Everyone but you." Gerard laughs a little. Lia makes a face at him.
"What the fuck is in it anyway?" Lia says wrapping her arms around Bob's waist.
"It's nothing." I say softly taking a step back. Lia got a funny look in her eye. She let go of Bob.
"Let me see." She said taking a step forward.
"Leave it alone Lia." Gerard said picking up one of the cups Bob just poured and drinking it.
I took a step back. Lia took a step towards me again. "Let me see." She said reaching her hand out.
"No!" I yelled taking another step back.
"Lia come on." Bob said grabbing her arm and pulling her back.
"Fine." She said and she smiled at him. I can't believe she just listened to him... Damn, she must really like him...
I ran my hand along the edge of the envelope and bit down on my lip as I went into the bedroom. Gerard was behind me holding the bacardi. I took the bottle from him and took a long drink from it...twice... I sat on the bed just holding it... looking at it...
"I cant do it." I finally said handing him the envelope. "You do it." I said softly leaning my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes briefly.
"Elle.. I couldn't..." He said hesitantly.
"Please...I love you." I tell him as he wrapped his arm around me. He nodded a little.
"I love you too." He said.
"Then open it." I whispered.
He ran his finger along the seam tearing it slightly. I held my breath listening to the paper tear. "This is it." He says softly as he tilts the envelope on its side a little and reached his fingers in. I shut my eyes and held my breath...
"I don't fucking believe it." I hear Gerard say....
I open my eyes and Gerard is holding a smaller pink envelope now. I couldn't help but laugh. I take it from him. It had my name written on it... It was definitely my moms writing. I ran my finger along it and smiled...
"That's my mom for you!" I laughed as Gerard just shook his head. I got up and put the pink envelope in to the wall safe.
"What are you doing?" Gerard said getting up. I shut the safe door and punched some numbers in. It beeped a little.
"Its not meant to be." I say taking the bottle from him and drinking from it.
"Does insanity run in your family?" He laughs.
"Look Gerard my mom knew it would take a lot for me to open that envelope." I say unzipping my suitcase. He nods.
"So the only reason she'd put another envelope inside is if it was really really bad." I say pulling my shoes out of the suitcase.
"That doesn't make any sense" He says totally confused.
"Its hard to explain." I say sighing. "That's just how my mom was... overly cautious... I guess she was afraid I might have ripped the envelope open with out being prepared for what it says so she doubled it up." I laughed. "You know she was giving me time to make sure that I was ready." I say lining my shoes up on the floor.
"And you are no longer ready.?" He says sitting on the floor next to me.
"I tell you what." I say laughing a little. "If you can guess what numbers I put in and get the safe to open, you can read it now." I say admiring my shoes. Gerard smiled and got up. I finished unpacking listening to the sound of the safe beeping over and over again as Gerard punched in numbers, cursing under his breath.
I guess he couldn't figure it out and gave up. We ending up drinking both bottles of Bacardi and smoking a lot of weed before heading downstairs to the street. Needless to say we were pretty wasted as we made our way through Times Square... It was still pretty early and we somehow ended up in the middle of this group of people surrounding a table from some sorta radio station. It was almost midnight now...
From what I gathered they were trying to make some sorta record for the most people married in this year at least , all at the same time or some shit and all you had to do was show them your license and pay like 30 bucks and they would marry you.. right there... in like 10 minutes they were gonna start so that when they said kiss the bride it was midnight...
"Can we do it?" I asked Gerard. I was so fucked up it wasn't even funny.
"No Elle." He laughed trying to pull me away from the table.
"You don't love me." I say sadly pouting a little.
"Don't be fucking stupid." He laughs. "Of course I love you but when I marry you it wont be like this." He says waving his hands around at the chaos. He was real wasted too...
"I think it'd be kinda cool." Bob laughed. Lia frowned.
"You and Lia should do it." I said getting excited again.
"I cant I'm not 18 yet." Lia said shrugging. Bob lit a cigarette up and handed it to her. She smiled at him.
"But if you were you'd fucking do it?" Gerard asks her laughing a little. She just looked at him. "You'd marry.. fucking Bob!" He says laughing.
"What's wrong with Bob?" I say to Gerard while looking over at Bob. He's pretending to be hurt by Gerard's comment. I laugh.
"So you're saying you'd marry Bob too?" Gerard laughs and kisses my forehead.
"Yeah I would." I say folding my arms. "Bob is a great guy, he's sweet and kind and cuddly." I say and Bob smiles a little.
"Yeah he'd make a great pet." Gerard laughs and Lia does too.
"Fuck you." I say wrapping my arm around Bob. "I'd marry you any day Bob." I said hugging him a little.
"I dare you to." Lia spits out glaring at me a little.
"No don't dare her." Gerard says panicking a little. I guess remembering what happened in ISS. I smiled.
"She wont do it." Lia proclaimed folding her arms and smirking at me.
"Watch me." I said turning to Bob. "Bobby Bryar, will you marry me?" I say as dramatically as I could to him. He laughs and looks over at Gerard.
Gerard lit up a cigarette to now. "I dare you motherfucker." He says to Bob smiling a little. "Go fucking marry my girlfriend and see what happens."
Bob laughs and turns back to me. "Yes Elle. I accept." He says and I laugh.
"Come on Bob." I say pulling him back to the table.
"They're not gonna fucking do it." I hear Lia say to Gerard as we walk away.
Ten minutes and thirty dollars later the voice booms out over the speakers 'you may now kiss the bride.' Bob leans over and kisses me softly on the lips...real quick.. so quick I didn't even feel it...
He pulled me back through the crowd and around a corner and I don't even know where the fuck we were going.. All I could see was people everywhere and my mind was spinning. And then I saw Gerard... He was standing with Lia. She was leaning against him a little... Argh! Pretending like she was cold... damn her...
She sees us coming and steps back from Gerard a little. "Tell me you didn't!" She yells out. Bobs holds up the marriage license thing they gave us and smiled.
"Fuck." Gerard mumbles pulling me into his arms. He leans over and kisses me... "Happy new Year baby." He says leaning back a little. Then he leans forward and kisses me again, forcing his tongue into my mouth and running his hands down my back and resting them on my ass.
"Hey take it easy with my wife!" Bob yells. Lia frowns and drags him a few feet over.
"You KNOW you're gonna have to get a divorce or some shit now." Gerard says as he pulls away from me.
I look over at Bob and Lia. She's saying something to him and he's shaking his head no at her...
"Actually I may not have to." I say pointing at them.
"What do you mean?" He says looking over at them starting to argue...
"Well, I think when Lia's through with him.... I may be a widow!"
"I don't know." I cried as Lia appeared in the doorway.
"What the fuck did you do to her?" She snaps at Gerard. He glared at her as he helped me up off the floor.
"Lia I had an envelope in my purse." I tell her grabbing her arm. "It was a big white envelope." I say and she nods.
"Did you see it?" I ask her.
"uh yeah, you gave it to me with those papers." She said looking at me like I'm nuts.
"Where is it?" I try not to yell at her.
"I gave it to Bob." She says shrugging. I let go of her arm and almost knocked her down as I went through the doorway. Bob was sitting on the couch pouring the bacardi into a cup over some ice...
"The envelope!" I yell at him. He looked startled. "Lia gave you an envelope." I repeat and he nods. "Give it to me." I start to panic.
"Whoa." He says pulling it out of his back pocket. I grab it from his hand quickly.
"Oh thank god." I cry out and jump up and kiss Bob quickly.
"Holy Fuck!" Lia yells. "Are you gonna kiss everyone tonight?" She laughs.
"Everyone but you." Gerard laughs a little. Lia makes a face at him.
"What the fuck is in it anyway?" Lia says wrapping her arms around Bob's waist.
"It's nothing." I say softly taking a step back. Lia got a funny look in her eye. She let go of Bob.
"Let me see." She said taking a step forward.
"Leave it alone Lia." Gerard said picking up one of the cups Bob just poured and drinking it.
I took a step back. Lia took a step towards me again. "Let me see." She said reaching her hand out.
"No!" I yelled taking another step back.
"Lia come on." Bob said grabbing her arm and pulling her back.
"Fine." She said and she smiled at him. I can't believe she just listened to him... Damn, she must really like him...
I ran my hand along the edge of the envelope and bit down on my lip as I went into the bedroom. Gerard was behind me holding the bacardi. I took the bottle from him and took a long drink from it...twice... I sat on the bed just holding it... looking at it...
"I cant do it." I finally said handing him the envelope. "You do it." I said softly leaning my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes briefly.
"Elle.. I couldn't..." He said hesitantly.
"Please...I love you." I tell him as he wrapped his arm around me. He nodded a little.
"I love you too." He said.
"Then open it." I whispered.
He ran his finger along the seam tearing it slightly. I held my breath listening to the paper tear. "This is it." He says softly as he tilts the envelope on its side a little and reached his fingers in. I shut my eyes and held my breath...
"I don't fucking believe it." I hear Gerard say....
I open my eyes and Gerard is holding a smaller pink envelope now. I couldn't help but laugh. I take it from him. It had my name written on it... It was definitely my moms writing. I ran my finger along it and smiled...
"That's my mom for you!" I laughed as Gerard just shook his head. I got up and put the pink envelope in to the wall safe.
"What are you doing?" Gerard said getting up. I shut the safe door and punched some numbers in. It beeped a little.
"Its not meant to be." I say taking the bottle from him and drinking from it.
"Does insanity run in your family?" He laughs.
"Look Gerard my mom knew it would take a lot for me to open that envelope." I say unzipping my suitcase. He nods.
"So the only reason she'd put another envelope inside is if it was really really bad." I say pulling my shoes out of the suitcase.
"That doesn't make any sense" He says totally confused.
"Its hard to explain." I say sighing. "That's just how my mom was... overly cautious... I guess she was afraid I might have ripped the envelope open with out being prepared for what it says so she doubled it up." I laughed. "You know she was giving me time to make sure that I was ready." I say lining my shoes up on the floor.
"And you are no longer ready.?" He says sitting on the floor next to me.
"I tell you what." I say laughing a little. "If you can guess what numbers I put in and get the safe to open, you can read it now." I say admiring my shoes. Gerard smiled and got up. I finished unpacking listening to the sound of the safe beeping over and over again as Gerard punched in numbers, cursing under his breath.
I guess he couldn't figure it out and gave up. We ending up drinking both bottles of Bacardi and smoking a lot of weed before heading downstairs to the street. Needless to say we were pretty wasted as we made our way through Times Square... It was still pretty early and we somehow ended up in the middle of this group of people surrounding a table from some sorta radio station. It was almost midnight now...
From what I gathered they were trying to make some sorta record for the most people married in this year at least , all at the same time or some shit and all you had to do was show them your license and pay like 30 bucks and they would marry you.. right there... in like 10 minutes they were gonna start so that when they said kiss the bride it was midnight...
"Can we do it?" I asked Gerard. I was so fucked up it wasn't even funny.
"No Elle." He laughed trying to pull me away from the table.
"You don't love me." I say sadly pouting a little.
"Don't be fucking stupid." He laughs. "Of course I love you but when I marry you it wont be like this." He says waving his hands around at the chaos. He was real wasted too...
"I think it'd be kinda cool." Bob laughed. Lia frowned.
"You and Lia should do it." I said getting excited again.
"I cant I'm not 18 yet." Lia said shrugging. Bob lit a cigarette up and handed it to her. She smiled at him.
"But if you were you'd fucking do it?" Gerard asks her laughing a little. She just looked at him. "You'd marry.. fucking Bob!" He says laughing.
"What's wrong with Bob?" I say to Gerard while looking over at Bob. He's pretending to be hurt by Gerard's comment. I laugh.
"So you're saying you'd marry Bob too?" Gerard laughs and kisses my forehead.
"Yeah I would." I say folding my arms. "Bob is a great guy, he's sweet and kind and cuddly." I say and Bob smiles a little.
"Yeah he'd make a great pet." Gerard laughs and Lia does too.
"Fuck you." I say wrapping my arm around Bob. "I'd marry you any day Bob." I said hugging him a little.
"I dare you to." Lia spits out glaring at me a little.
"No don't dare her." Gerard says panicking a little. I guess remembering what happened in ISS. I smiled.
"She wont do it." Lia proclaimed folding her arms and smirking at me.
"Watch me." I said turning to Bob. "Bobby Bryar, will you marry me?" I say as dramatically as I could to him. He laughs and looks over at Gerard.
Gerard lit up a cigarette to now. "I dare you motherfucker." He says to Bob smiling a little. "Go fucking marry my girlfriend and see what happens."
Bob laughs and turns back to me. "Yes Elle. I accept." He says and I laugh.
"Come on Bob." I say pulling him back to the table.
"They're not gonna fucking do it." I hear Lia say to Gerard as we walk away.
Ten minutes and thirty dollars later the voice booms out over the speakers 'you may now kiss the bride.' Bob leans over and kisses me softly on the lips...real quick.. so quick I didn't even feel it...
He pulled me back through the crowd and around a corner and I don't even know where the fuck we were going.. All I could see was people everywhere and my mind was spinning. And then I saw Gerard... He was standing with Lia. She was leaning against him a little... Argh! Pretending like she was cold... damn her...
She sees us coming and steps back from Gerard a little. "Tell me you didn't!" She yells out. Bobs holds up the marriage license thing they gave us and smiled.
"Fuck." Gerard mumbles pulling me into his arms. He leans over and kisses me... "Happy new Year baby." He says leaning back a little. Then he leans forward and kisses me again, forcing his tongue into my mouth and running his hands down my back and resting them on my ass.
"Hey take it easy with my wife!" Bob yells. Lia frowns and drags him a few feet over.
"You KNOW you're gonna have to get a divorce or some shit now." Gerard says as he pulls away from me.
I look over at Bob and Lia. She's saying something to him and he's shaking his head no at her...
"Actually I may not have to." I say pointing at them.
"What do you mean?" He says looking over at them starting to argue...
"Well, I think when Lia's through with him.... I may be a widow!"
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