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I had a very strange nights sleep… I mean I slept. And very, very well too which was surprising. I was kinda worried that I wouldn’t be able to sleep after what happened with that dude walking in and all. But being next to Gerard and Bob… I had never felt so safe…

And as much as I refused to admit it, I was still scared about what happened… Gerard was right. I do ignore things… I mean I kinda tried to blow off the incident (of creepy dude breaking in). I made it like it was no big deal and it was… It scared me to death… Not so much what the guys said. –I mean I was way to confused about that to be scared. It was more about the thought of him just walking in like that that terrified me and I hated myself for feeling like this.

I mean I considered myself a ‘modern’ woman… Independent, strong and all that crap, but deep down inside I don’t know if I am… Is it wrong to be scared? Is it wrong to want a guy to protect you? I don’t want to be some weak stereotypical girl who hides behinds some guy. Unable to take care of herself.

But yet that’s exactly what I'm doing now… Snuggled up next to my boyfriend and my best friend…Fuck I'm a disgrace to all those women who fought for equal rights. I'm a disgrace to my race… Wait no its species… isn’t it? No… I think species is just for animals… animals… Fuck I wish Gerard’ll take me to the zoo tomorrow to see the hippopotamuses instead of Bob! I really want him to go! Fuck I wonder if girl hippopotamuses get scared? I mean they live in groups right? I wonder if there's like a fire if they would go and hide behind the boy hippos…

Aw fuck Elle… Don’t be stupid… They’d just go in the water if there was a fire cause they can swim… Can’t they?… Fuck. I'm just gonna have to ask the zookeeper…

I tossed a little in frustration over my lack of knowledge on hippos. I peeked my eyes open to try to check what time it was but it was pointless. The room was pitch black. But I wasn’t afraid. I could feel Bob next to me.

When I had rolled over I kinda pulled away from Gerard and moved towards Bob. He was lying on his back with his arms stretched out over his head like he usually does. I curled up next to him on my side and reached my hand over and placed it on his chest right over his heart.

I wanted to see if I could feel it beating. I mean he was so still it was like he was dead… But he had his shirt on still so I couldn’t feel anything… I guess he felt me touching him cause he lowered one arm down and placed his hand on top of mine on his chest and squeezed it a little. Kinda like ‘I'm still alive, stop checking and leave me alone.’

I smiled to myself in the dark, as I pressed closer to him. Aw Bobby you're so silly… Its like you are reading my mind sometimes… I thought to myself as I lifted my leg and laid it on top of his trying to get more comfortable.

I guess Gerard felt me shift this time cause he moved closer to me, pressing himself up against my back, spooning me against him… He reached over and put his hand on my hip and pressed his face into the back of my neck a little and I felt myself starting to drift back to sleep…

Then Gerard slid his hand lower down my leg, around the front of my thigh and I guess his hand must’ve touched Bob at that point cause I could feel Bob tense up a little as I felt Gerard lifting my leg off of him and pulling me back once again from Bob and closer to himself.

Gerard shifted back on the bed pulling me along with him and I groaned slightly in protest…I was comfortable… I liked my spot! Why did I have to move? Gerard rolled me over and pulled me on top of him wrapping his arms firmly around me holding me against him… I tried to groan again in protest but he had slid his hands down my back and rested them on my ass rubbing it somewhat and I sighed instead enjoying his touch.

He had slid his hands up the bottom of my shorts and was running his fingers along the edge of my panties. “mmm.” I sighed a little as he pulled me up higher, bringing my hips more even with his own. “Mmm stop.” I moan into his ear softly.

“What?” He whispers back running his hand along my panties. “I thought I taught you how to be quiet.” He says and I can feel my heart rate picking up… He was fucking with me… He wasn’t gonna do anything. Not with Bob here at least…

He was teasing me, like I had teased him that morning and it was fucked up… Usually I have the upper hand with guys. Most girls do right? But he… fuck… he had me wrapped around his little finger and he knew it… He loved making me desperate, that was obvious from before…

“What's the matter Elle?” He whispers in my ear, grazing his lips lightly along my earlobe sending shivers up my spine.

“Nothing.” I whisper back shifting on top of him. Intentionally causing friction in his jeans… He didn’t take off his pants… I guess cause Bob was still here… I don’t really know. All I know was it was working in my favor.

As I did this I felt something jabbing me… “Belt…” I whisper in his ear as I shifted on top of him again.

“What?” I hear him whisper in my ear. He was wide awake…me too…I could make out Bobs outline next to us. He was sleeping. I could tell by the way he was breathing so steady like…

“You were suppose to take it-” I sigh a little as he shifts me against him again and I can feel it poking me even harder… “Off.” I exhale in his ear as he rubbed my ass harder now.

“I did.” I hear him say softly in my ear and I smile. “That’s not my belt baby.” He says his breath hot on my ear.

“Well lets see how quiet you can be…” I say reaching my hand down and he stops me.

“Elle!” He gasps loudly and Bob shifts a little. I think Gerard's outburst woke him up.

“Aw what's the matter baby.” I tease him.

“You're bad.” He exhales a little as I sat upright on top him… I'm bad? Whatever! He fucking started this not me… I mean I didn’t want to be sucking him off next to Bob, but he started it and I wasn’t gonna be the one to back down…

“If you have a ‘problem’ I say running my hand along the bulge in his pants. “Its your own damn fault.” I say trying not to laugh. “You started it.” I whisper at him. I could faintly see Gerard grinning at me in the dark.

“Oh you're gonna get it Elle.” He says leaning forward and whispering roughly in my ear.

“Oh I'm counting on it.” I tease him back.

Bob rolled over a little huffily as Gerard pushed me down on to the bed next to him.

“Quiet Gerard you're bothering my Bobby!” I say jabbing him with my elbow.

“You're Bobby!” Gerard laughs. Kinda like I did when he called Frankie ‘his Frankie’…

“You guys want me to leave?” Bob grumbles a little shifting like he was gonna get up.

“No!” I cry out grabbing Bobs arm and holding him down. “You stay right here.” I say to him snuggling up against him again.

“What the fuck time is it anyway?” I hear Bob grumble as I shut my eyes.

“Mmm I don’t know.” I sigh as I reach my foot over and rub it against Gerard's leg. “Just go back to sleep, we have to get up early if we’re gonna go to the zoo.” I say and Bob coughs. Gerard chuckled a little.

“The what?” Bob says loudly.

“The zoo.” I sigh again rolling onto my stomach and pressing my face down into my pillow.

“Elle we are not going to the zoo!” Bob laughs a little now too and I frown lifting my head back up again.

“But you promised!” I whine and I can feel Gerard stroking my back lightly trying to comfort me.

“I did not!” Bob cries out.

“You did to Bobby.” I pout.

“The ZOO!” Bob repeats louder and I nod.

“I figure we can go after I stop at Wills.” I say and it was silent for a second.

“No.” Gerard finally says as he reaches over and flicks the light on blinding me.

“No to what the zoo?” I say squinting trying to adjust my eyes to the light and he didn’t answer me. He better not be saying no to the zoo! I look over and they were both frowning at me. “You mean no to Wills?” I ask when he still didn’t answer and he makes a face at me.

“Uh yeah.” Gerard replies and I frown.

“No, you wont come with us to Wills but yeah you’ll come to the zoo?” I say weakly hoping to trick him into agreeing.

“Elle we ain’t fucking going to Wills!” Bob says throwing his hands up in the air a little.

“But I have to get my box!” I cry out and they both frown. “I need it!” I try to tell them…

“For what!” Gerard says trying to keep his voice steady as he climbed out of bed and reached for his cigarettes…

“For what?” I repeat back. “To fucking bring to Point Pleasant.” I reply and he makes a face.

“You think you're going to Point Pleasant.” Gerard scowls at me .

“Uh yeah I am.” I tell him…

“You’ll go… over my dead body Elle…”