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Elsa1749, Disenchantedxo, Sock Monkey, MsMalMal...you are awesome! Go you! You guys are now in my official friends club. Woo! Which sounds so gay but whatever. Haha. I love you guys.
Also Dia exlpains why she was crying. It wasn't like a straight away thing.


Lydia's P.O.V

I woke up half an hour later with a cushion under my head, only to realise it wasn't a cushion. I looked up slowly to see Gerard's chin. He was sitting with hie head tilted back fast asleep. His face was round and boyish in sleep. His pale pink lips forming into a little pout. I couldn't help but think how adorable he looked. Frank and Mallory came in 2 minutes later. I was now sitting up watching him sleep as those soft looking lips occaisionally let out a quiet snore.
"Hey" said Frank softly. Mallory gave a little wave which I returned.
"How are you now Dia?" asked Frank, he looked so worried.
"Okay I guess...I'm so fucking embarassed though. Everyone saw me flip out" I blushed and burried my face in my hands.
"It's not as bas as you think" offered Mallory.
"Really?" I asked, my voice still muffled by the over-long sleeves and my own hands.
"Yeah. We were all talking and-" she began
"-Wait, wait, wait! Whose we?" I snapped at her, looking up. Gerard woke up with a snort.
"Wha?" he asked, his voice riddled with sleep.
"The girls" Mallory answered. I just nodded, watching Gerard.
"LYDIA!" screeched Frank. Everyone stared at him with wide eyes. I've never seen him so pissed off.
"You do not talk to my girlfriend like that!" he hissed. I just nodded. Frank glared at me. Apologies were something I didn't do every often and even then reluctantly.
"Sorry I snapped at you" I said quietly. Mallory just nodded before tugging gently on my brother's arm.
"Come on Frankie...they need to talk" she said softly. Frank shot me one last glare before kissing Mallory and left without dragging her for once.
It was so fucking awakard and I was trying my best to just not pounce on him. It was hard being on my own with him. So many thoughts and so little time to do them. I gave a giggle at them an Gerard looked at me questioningly.
"Sorry. I, uh, thought of something kinda random" I blushed
"Oh...what was it?" he asked
My brain went into hyperdrive. Okay...what can I say? Brain, any suggestions? WE WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABIES!!! Okay...brain clearly isn't working. Anywhere else? Nope...nothing at all? Not even one tiny little thought.
"I...um...saw this like, uh...really fat pidgeon yesterday...I'm suprised it could fly...It was...funny" which was what my brain eventually thought of.
Gerard looked at me blankly for a minute before laughing his gorgeous high-pitched giggle. Which I wanted to bottle so I could play it when ever I liked.
"You say some of the most weirdest things" he grinned. I just nodded, not trusting what I would say next.
"I should...um...go, yeah...go" I mumbled. Gerard just nodded.
"We should talk later on" he said. I froze in my tracks to the door.
"Why?" I asked, trying not to show emotion.
"Because of what happened earlier on...a-and why you cried?" he said looking down at his lap.
"Oh...um...yeah I guess that makes sense" I flidgeted with the sleeves for a while, standing awkwardly in the doorframe.
"Lydia?"
"Yeah" I said, not looking up.
"Weren't you, um, leaving?"
"Fuck! I knew there was somthing I was doing" I slapped my forehead before turning around and quickly leaving.

The livingroom/kitchen was filled with the same people as before. The girls were all sitting around one table whilst the guys, minus Gerard, were gathered around the couch. Both groups were talking to each other and eyeing/perving on each other. No one looked up at me as I entered and banged about moodily getting a clean mug then banging about again as I filled it with coffee.

Every seat was taken so I flung open the door and was sure to slam it shut behind me. I wasn't really in a bad mood, I just wanted everyone to think I was so they'd leave me the fuck alone. As to be expected Frank and Mikey appeared a while later. The stood directly in-front of me. I wasn't really a sun person but travelling on a bus all day everyday you begin to miss it.
"You're blocking my light dumbasses" I growled. They each took a side, picking me up by the elbows and dragged me inside. Me kicking and screaming all the way.
"I know my rights!" I screamed as I was dragged to the back room and locked in it.
"Let me out motherfuckers!" I screamed, banging on the door.
"Please?" I added nicely.
"Aw come one Mikey she said please?" Frank whinned.
"They're in there till they get together...and you better not hang about the door" Mikey was stern with Frank, something that didn't happen very often cause Mikey wasn't really a stern kinda guy. Wait! Whose they???

I turned around to see Gerard sulking, arms-crossed with a pout on his face.
"Your face'll get stuck like that if the wind changes" I smirked.
"Don't start your shit right now Dia. It's your fault we're stuck here." he growled.
"My fault??? How the fuck is it my fault???"
"CauseyoursofuckinghotandIthinkIloveyou" he blurted. His face turned bright red and he turned away.
"Oh fuck" he whispered
"Cause what?" I asked slowly walking over to him.
"Cause...I,eh...don't make me say it again"
"But I want you too" I said softly. Gerard looked up at me unsurley.
"Why?...why can't you just...just..." he sighed and shook his head, mumbling to himself.
"Just what? I asked. This dude was getting weirder by the minute.
"Just...gah! I don't know okay?" he sighed and buried his face in his hands. I sat down next to him, resting my head on his shoulder. Gerard didn't say anything. We sat like that for a while, neither was us uttering a single word.

Then came a soft knock on the door.
"Er...come in?" I said, looking up at Gerard, he just shrugged. The door swung open softly to reveal the girls.
"Hey" they all said.
"Um...hey" I frowned, wondering what they were all doing here.
"We brought you coffee" said Erin.
"Thanks" I grinned as she handed me and Gerard a cup. Fucking hell! This stuff is like liquid sex!!! By the look on Gerard's face I'm guessing he thought the same thing.
"We have to go. Mikey says we've to leave as quick as possible" Elsarina sighed, then hugged us both.
"Thank Elsarina" I said.
"Call me Elsa"
"Cool"
"Where's Amanda?" asked Mallory. Then crazy laughter was heard.
"She's trying to straighten Ray's fro and he's trying to run away" giggled Frankie. Everyone turned to look at him and Mallory took his hand.
"Where did you slink from?" I smirked.
"From the same place as you" he grinned.
"And with that disturbing thought...I'm off to kill Mikey" Gerard said seriously, he gave me a sly wink before leaving. I felt a blush on my cheeks and I turned away hoping he never saw.

The girls left after the all hugged me and Gerard came back in 2 minutes later. I was curled up in the corner of the sofa, my head tilted back
"Hey" he said quietly. I sat up, looking right him.
"Hey"
"We, um, really need to talk...as much as I wish we could avoid it" I just nodded in agreement. he sat next to me before continuing.
"Why did you cry after I left?" he asked his finger tips running up an down my arm. I froze.
"I..um, well...do I really have to answer?" I asked, not wanting to look at him.
"You answer and I'll tell you what I said earlier on"
"...fine" I didn't say anything more, just staring at my hands, wondering where to begin.
"Well..."
"I'm getting there" I snapped. His finger tips stopped moving and he took his hand back. Aw shit!
"Sorry. I didn't mean to snap...I just...don't know where to begin" Hid hand hovered just above mine.
"Can I...um..." he never said anything more than that and he took his hand back. He sat it on his knee and I took it, gently played with his fingers. He didn't say anything but when I took a quick peek through my hair he looked pleased.
"Okay...well...when you um, moaned" I blushed redder than I had ever done and I'm pretty sure he did too. " I froze. I thought you were fucking about with me and it hurt so much...Then Mikey came and spoke to me. He thought it was funny I was wearing your hoodie" I held out my arms showing him it. He cocked his head, looking at it.
"I thought it was Frank's" he frowned. I somehow managed to blush redder.
"Uh, no. It's yours...But yeah. Mikey told me you liked me too, alot. And I got so worried about everything. I thought I had fuck it all up...that you'd never talk to me again. I just got more and more worked up about it...I feel so fucking stupid. I just flipped and screamed at everyone"
Gerard never said anything. I watched him out the corner of my eye. His skin had become paler and his expression was blank. I tried to stand up and leave but his grip on my hand tightened.
"You-Are-Not-Going-Anywhere" he growled. I shuddered slightly at his words and sat back down.


Ray's P.O.V

There was nothing but silence coming from behind the backroom door, everyone was getting worried. Half my hair was straightened and the rest was my usual curls, no thanks to Amanda. I sighed, shaking my head, feeling only half of it bounce...it's unnatural!
"That's it!" snapped Frank. "I'm fed up waiting. Can't we just go in?" he whinned. Mikey rolled his eyes.
"Fine" he sighed. "We probably should check on them. But Frank you have to be quiet"
Frank nodded and pretended to zip this lips shut. I couldn't help but snort with laughter and he glared at me.

Mikey silently opened the door to reveal Riley straddling Gerard, who was lying on the couch. Their mouths were locked together and all that could be heard was the small wet sounds their kissing made. Frank looked like he was about to kill someone and Mikey looked like he was about to throw up. Mallory gently pulled Frank away and Erin did the same with Mikey. Elsa giggled then shut the door quietly whilst Bob watched over her shoulder, hands gently stroking cirles on her stomach. We never noticed the interuption.