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Stevie's POV
I couldn't believe it. It was my worst nightmare come true. I had never planned on getting her pregnant. I wasn't ready to be a father... and I knew for a fact that Nikki wasn't ready to be a mom. She was only fourteen. Me, on the other hand, I had just turned 18. Which, if her parents wanted to, they could sue me for rape. No matter what Nikki said in my defense, I would end up in jail. I was just hoping that her parents would understand.
I had been waiting for Nikki to get to the airport for about half an hour. I called her as soon as the plane landed, and I knew that it shouldn't have taken her this long to get here. I sighed and stood up. I was about to walk out the front doors when I saw Nikki jump out of a taxi that had just pulled up. She smiled and ran over to me. I dropped my bags and wrapped my arms tightly around her small frame.
She smiled and kissed me lightly, “I would have been here sooner, but traffic was horrible.”
I laughed, “That's not surprising. This is New York City after all.”
She shook her head and laughed, “Come on. He's waiting for us.”
I nodded and picked up my bags. I followed her to the bad and loaded them into the trunk. When all my bags were in the trunk, I closed it and climbed into the backseat next to Nikki. She told the driver where to go, which happened to be her house.
After a long silent car ride we finally arrived in front of her house. Her mom and step-dad were getting in their car. I got out of the taxi and waved at them as they pulled out of the driveway. Amy smiled and Josh didn't even look at me. I shrugged and grabbed my bags from out of the trunk. When I had my bags me and Nikki walked inside. We went straight to her bedroom. I set my bags down on the floor next to her bed. Then I sat down on the bed. She sighed and sat down in her computer chair.
She sat in silence fidgeting with her hair for a while before I couldn't take the silence anymore, “Nikki, have you thought about what you're going to do?”
She looked up at me and I could a million emotions in her face. She shook her head, “I have no idea... “She sighed, “There is no way in hell that I am going to get an abortion. I just don't believe in it.” She paused and took a deep breath, “When I asked the doctor about what I should do, he said that my best option was to do an abortion... because actually having the baby could kill not only me, but the baby too...”
I nodded, “Well, that doesn't really leave with us with any other options.” I took a deep breath and walked over to her. I got down on my knees and grabbed her hands, “Nikki, you know that I don't want to lose you. I would tell you to just have the abortion, but I know that you don't want to.”
She sighed, “I know... I just don't know what to do...”
I looked up at her and I could see small tears falling from her eyes. I shook my head and squeezed her hands, “Maybe you should talk to someone that has personal experience with this...”
She sighed, “Like who, exactly? I don't really know anyone that has been in this position before.”
“Nikki, yes you do. You know two people that have been in a situation like this. One of them lives in this house.” I stated.
She pulled her hands out of mine and stood up, “I'm not going to ask my mother for advice. I know exactly what she is going to tell me.”
I shook my head and stood up, “Then what is she going to tell you?”
“That I should get the abortion. She's always told me that if something like this ever happens that's what I should do.” she sighed.
I shook my head, “But she didn't get an abortion with you or with Danni...”
She shook her head, “But that was different! She wasn't in the same situation! She didn't have to choose between her life and her baby’s life!” she yelled.
I sighed, “Then maybe you should talk to someone else.”
“Like who, Stevie?” she sighed.
I shook my head, “It should be obvious who I'm talking about, Nikki.”
She started shaking her head, “No! There is no way in hell that I am going to talk to my fucking father about this! Are you kidding me? He would probably tell me the same thing!” she yelled.
I sighed, “Nikki... I don't know what else to tell you.” I turned and grabbed my bags. I walked to her bedroom door and paused, “Just know that whatever decision you make, I love you.”
Her eyes widened, “Where are you going?” she asked, frantically.
I shook my head, “I'm going home and I'm going to let you think about this some more. Call me when you've made a decision.”
She nodded and I walked out of her bedroom. I felt bad for leaving her like that, but she needed the time to think. When I was out of the house I walked to the sidewalk and waited for a taxi to drive by. When one did, I stopped it and climbed in. I told the driver my address and before I knew it I was in front of my house. I paid the driver and climbed out of the taxi with my bags.
I walked to the front door and unlocked it. I quickly ran inside, shutting the door behind me, and made my way to my bedroom. I threw my bags on the floor. I could unpack them later. I sat down on my bed and put my head in my hands. What was I going to do? I wondered what Danni was thinking about. Her sister was pregnant. Not only that, but pregnant by a guy that's much older than her.
Then it hit me, I would call Danni. I could talk to her about what we should do. I know Danni would be able to talk some sense into Nikki. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and dialed Danni's cell phone number.
I couldn't believe it. It was my worst nightmare come true. I had never planned on getting her pregnant. I wasn't ready to be a father... and I knew for a fact that Nikki wasn't ready to be a mom. She was only fourteen. Me, on the other hand, I had just turned 18. Which, if her parents wanted to, they could sue me for rape. No matter what Nikki said in my defense, I would end up in jail. I was just hoping that her parents would understand.
I had been waiting for Nikki to get to the airport for about half an hour. I called her as soon as the plane landed, and I knew that it shouldn't have taken her this long to get here. I sighed and stood up. I was about to walk out the front doors when I saw Nikki jump out of a taxi that had just pulled up. She smiled and ran over to me. I dropped my bags and wrapped my arms tightly around her small frame.
She smiled and kissed me lightly, “I would have been here sooner, but traffic was horrible.”
I laughed, “That's not surprising. This is New York City after all.”
She shook her head and laughed, “Come on. He's waiting for us.”
I nodded and picked up my bags. I followed her to the bad and loaded them into the trunk. When all my bags were in the trunk, I closed it and climbed into the backseat next to Nikki. She told the driver where to go, which happened to be her house.
After a long silent car ride we finally arrived in front of her house. Her mom and step-dad were getting in their car. I got out of the taxi and waved at them as they pulled out of the driveway. Amy smiled and Josh didn't even look at me. I shrugged and grabbed my bags from out of the trunk. When I had my bags me and Nikki walked inside. We went straight to her bedroom. I set my bags down on the floor next to her bed. Then I sat down on the bed. She sighed and sat down in her computer chair.
She sat in silence fidgeting with her hair for a while before I couldn't take the silence anymore, “Nikki, have you thought about what you're going to do?”
She looked up at me and I could a million emotions in her face. She shook her head, “I have no idea... “She sighed, “There is no way in hell that I am going to get an abortion. I just don't believe in it.” She paused and took a deep breath, “When I asked the doctor about what I should do, he said that my best option was to do an abortion... because actually having the baby could kill not only me, but the baby too...”
I nodded, “Well, that doesn't really leave with us with any other options.” I took a deep breath and walked over to her. I got down on my knees and grabbed her hands, “Nikki, you know that I don't want to lose you. I would tell you to just have the abortion, but I know that you don't want to.”
She sighed, “I know... I just don't know what to do...”
I looked up at her and I could see small tears falling from her eyes. I shook my head and squeezed her hands, “Maybe you should talk to someone that has personal experience with this...”
She sighed, “Like who, exactly? I don't really know anyone that has been in this position before.”
“Nikki, yes you do. You know two people that have been in a situation like this. One of them lives in this house.” I stated.
She pulled her hands out of mine and stood up, “I'm not going to ask my mother for advice. I know exactly what she is going to tell me.”
I shook my head and stood up, “Then what is she going to tell you?”
“That I should get the abortion. She's always told me that if something like this ever happens that's what I should do.” she sighed.
I shook my head, “But she didn't get an abortion with you or with Danni...”
She shook her head, “But that was different! She wasn't in the same situation! She didn't have to choose between her life and her baby’s life!” she yelled.
I sighed, “Then maybe you should talk to someone else.”
“Like who, Stevie?” she sighed.
I shook my head, “It should be obvious who I'm talking about, Nikki.”
She started shaking her head, “No! There is no way in hell that I am going to talk to my fucking father about this! Are you kidding me? He would probably tell me the same thing!” she yelled.
I sighed, “Nikki... I don't know what else to tell you.” I turned and grabbed my bags. I walked to her bedroom door and paused, “Just know that whatever decision you make, I love you.”
Her eyes widened, “Where are you going?” she asked, frantically.
I shook my head, “I'm going home and I'm going to let you think about this some more. Call me when you've made a decision.”
She nodded and I walked out of her bedroom. I felt bad for leaving her like that, but she needed the time to think. When I was out of the house I walked to the sidewalk and waited for a taxi to drive by. When one did, I stopped it and climbed in. I told the driver my address and before I knew it I was in front of my house. I paid the driver and climbed out of the taxi with my bags.
I walked to the front door and unlocked it. I quickly ran inside, shutting the door behind me, and made my way to my bedroom. I threw my bags on the floor. I could unpack them later. I sat down on my bed and put my head in my hands. What was I going to do? I wondered what Danni was thinking about. Her sister was pregnant. Not only that, but pregnant by a guy that's much older than her.
Then it hit me, I would call Danni. I could talk to her about what we should do. I know Danni would be able to talk some sense into Nikki. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and dialed Danni's cell phone number.
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