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I walked out to find Gerard comforting his Baby Brother who was crying into Gees chest

"Holy Fuck, Whats wrong?" I said rushing over to our bed and sitting next to Mikey
"Bert finished it with me" Mikeys said trying to hold back his tears

"Why?"
"He said h-he found someone new"

"Oh Mikes. I'm so so sorry"
"what did I do, I thought he loved me?"

"I thought he did to sweetie, But sometimes people are just fuck wits"

Gee looked at me werid when I called Mikey sweetie but I don't care. He needs comforting

"I'm gonna go see him"
"Gee dont"

"Frank, hes made my Brother cry. No one does that. NO ONE!"
"Yeah I know honey but please just stay here, you'll hurt the poor guy"

"So. He hurt Mikey"
"Don't go down to his level, Please Gerard. I'm begging you to stay here" I said as I touched his hand.

"Can I atleast call him?"
"... I spose so"

He got up and left. I pulled Mikey so he could lean on my shoulder.

"I'm really sorry Mikey, you don't deserve this, Your far to good for him"
"Your Just saying that"

"No Mikey, I'm not"

He looked up at me and I kissed his forehead

"I love you Frank"
"I love you too Mikes"
"Your the little brother I never had"
"And your the big brother I always wanted" I smiled at him

We could hear Gerard yelling and Mikey started shaking.

"I don't want him to hurt Bert, I still love him and I know deep down somewhere he loves me to"
"I bet he does Mike. He'd be stupid if he didn't"

"YOU WAIT TILL I SEE YOU TOMORROW!!!" Gerard yelled

Then there was a thud. The phone I take it
Mikey was shaking more than before and sobbing.

"Its ok Dude" I said patting his head.

"fuck that Guy Mikey, Hes a fucking retard you don't need him"
"Yes i do Gerard I-I fucking love him so much"

"Mikey please just forget him"
"No Gerard. I wont forget him I LOVE HIM what part of that dont you understand?"

"The Love part"
"I don't tell you to forget Frank do I?"

I did not like where this was going.

"No because Frank hasn't fucking cheated on me. Its a completely different story"
"How?!"

"Gee baby" I warned
"but Frank that guy is a creep who deserves to rot in hell"

"DONT TALK ABOUT HIM LIKE THAT" Mikey screamed as he got up and left
"what the fuck?"

I got up and walked around so I was standing infront of Gee with my arms around his waist and my head on his chest

"what did I say Honey?"
"he loves Bert gorgeous, And its not our choice to choose who he can and can't love"

"but I just wish he could see how much of a creep that guy is"
"He will. But in time Gerard and when he sees it we need to be there to help him"

"Yeah ok"
"I'll go check on him"

I knocked twice on Mikeys door

"GO AWAY"

I just went in.

"I said go away"
"I'm not going anywhere"

I sat on Mikeys bed I could see where his tears had fallen down his face.
Then I saw Blood running down Mikeys arm

"What the fuck Mikey!" I said pulling the sleeve of his top up
"Fuck off Frank!"

I put my hand over my mouth when I had read what his pouring with blood arm said
I love you Bert

I put my hand over his wrist and held on as tight as I possiably could to try stop the bleeding and as I did so he tried to pull his arm away

"Please just leave me Frank" He said crying and I didn't even notice I was crying too. Until then
"No Mikey. No fucking way"

"I want to die! I don't want to be in anymore pain please just go and shut the door behind you"
"No Mikey!! I'm not leaving"

"Frank- Frank please" Mikey Managed to say after finialy breaking down.

I pulled him against me so his head was at my chest and I wraped my arms around his neck

"Don't worry Mikey, It will all be ok, You don't need him"
"Yes I do. I fucking love him please let me go"

"Stop talking Mikey, go to sleep I'll hold you and I'm not letting you go I promise"
"Frank please I don't deserve your help"

"Course you do"

I heard Gerards car start and leave

"fuck!"
"What?"

"Nothing Mikey"

it took about half an hour before Mikey was fully asleep.
I layed his head on his pillows then checked his wrist. It stoped bleeding but I took a bandana and wrapped it around his wrist just in case

I pulled the blankets over him and kissed his forehead

"I love you Mikey"

I walked out his door, Shut it, and turned off his light.
I washed the blood off my hand and changed my clothes


I Pushed in Gerards phone number it rang five times

"Hello?"
"Honey, where are you"

"It doesn't matter"
"Yes it does please come home I need to talk to you"

"I'll be home soon"
"Please come home Gee Please, I need you"
"ok Baby, I'll come home now"

"thank you"
"I love you"
"I love you too"


*

"Frankie?, Frank baby I'm home"

i got out of bed and met him in the hall way

"whats the matter, You've been crying"
"Its Mikey. baby, I'm really scared"

"Why?"
"He tried to kill him self"

"What?!" he said with his voice breaking then the tears began falling from his eyes
"I'm really sorry Babe"

"what do you have to be sorry about?"
"I hurt Mikey, I tried to stop the bleeding but I was hurting him and he was yelling at me to leave but I didn't"

"I know, i know I heard. You didn't hurt Mikey, You saved him"
"And he was crying saying he loved bert and all of this other stuff and I just feel so bad"

"its not your fault. Its Sean Dylan's"
"the guy from art school?"

"yeah"
"Oh my God him and Bert?"

"Don't tell Mikey, Please"
"I wont"