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Chester Bennington My number 1 fan part 7
The show was amazing. The guys still had the same enthusiasm and passion that they had all those years ago. Shannon just stood there with her mouth hanging open watching her father. He was truly the greatest singer I had ever seen.
After the show finished Chester ran straight over to us.
"So have I still got it then Ella?"
Oh god did he ever. If I hadn't been backstage I would have been screaming my lungs out. And god was he ever sexy.
"Not bad for an old man Chaz."
I told him with a giggle.
"So what did you think of your old dad the honey?"
"Wow wow wow"
Was all Shannon could say. It must have pleased Chester because he was smiling from ear to ear.
"Do you want to wait for me and I'll give you a lift home?"
I didn't know if we should. But it sure beat having to take the bus.
"Yeah I think we will. Shannon seems pretty tired and I don't think it would be that great to go on the bus at this time of night."
"NO I think your right. I'm just going to take a shower. You don't want to be having to smell me all the way back to your place."
He said as he walked back into the dressing room. It only took he five minutes and he was ready to go.
"That was quick are you sure you had a shower?"
I said as I sniffed him and let out a giggle.
"Cheeky, do I smell ok Shannon?"
"Yeah you smell lovely."
She said smelling him deeply. As she looked at him adoringly. It made me happy to see the way she was taking to him.
"See you don't have any taste Ella."
He said as he walked over to his car. Shannon spoke to him non stop all the way home. Even if I had wanted to I don't think I would have been able to get a word in. When we got back to the apartment building. Chester got out of the car and locked the door.
"Right I'll just make sure you girls get in ok. Then I'll get off back to the hotel."
"Mommy can Chester stay for a hot chocolate? I'm not tired yet."
She said with a yawn. But I knew she just wanted to spend more time with him,
"Its ok with me. If he wants to."
I said looking at him. He looked so handsome tonight. It was as if all the years had melted away. And he was the Chester I had spent the best nights of my life with. The only man I had let touch me in the last 9 years. God I wished I could have gone back to that night. I would have gone through everything again just to spend another night with him.
"Mommy are you going to unlock the door then"
"Sorry I guess I was in a world of my own."
I said as I took the keys out of my bag and tried to open the door. It was only as I tried to put the key in the lock. That I noticed how badly my hands were shaking.
"Hey let me do that for you."
Chester said as he took the keys out of my hand. As his hand brushed mine it started shaking more. No man had ever had this effect on me. And I was suddenly embarrassed. He had noticed how badly I was shaking. Had he noticed how much worse it had got when he had touched me.
"Mommy?"
Shannon said from inside the apartment.
"Sorry honey I'm just coming. So who wants some hot chocolate."
I asked as I walked into the kitchen. I needed to put as much space between me and Chester as possible.
"Yes please mom."
"Yes please Ella"
They both shouted from the living room. I could hear Chester asking what Shannon had thought of the show. I could tell she was impressed with her daddy. I really wished I had not let so much time go past. I should have told him as soon as I had found out about Shannon. But it was to late to think like that. What was done. Was done.
When I had finished making the drinks I noticed how quiet it had become in the living room. When I walked in I saw Shannon asleep on Chester. He didn't seem bothered about it. In fact he looked completely relaxed and content.
"I guess its just two for the hot chocolate then."
I said to him with a smile.
"Yeah she was exhausted. Are you sure? I don't mind if you want me to leave."
"No stay for a little bit. I don't often have anyone to talk to when she's asleep. And it can get kind of lonely."
"Cool I would like that. Have you thought anymore about moving back to LA?"
I had thought of nothing else since Mike had asked me. It would be great for Shannon to be near her dad. And I would love to be able to spend time with all my friends again. But every time I thought about it. Phil popped into my head. Would I ever dare walk the streets of LA again. God I didn't know but I wanted to. If I left to give it a try I would loose my job and my home. And if it didn't work I would have to start all over again. I didn't know if I had the strength to do it again. I had to do what was best for Shannon. I knew what was best for her now was to spend time with her father.
"Chester I really want to. It would be great for you and Shannon and for my career . I would even be able to hang out with all my friends again. And I want that more than anything. But I'm just so afraid."
I told him truthfully. What was the point in lying to him now. As he looked at me with his gorgeous brown eyes I wanted to melt.
"Is it Phil your worried about? You know you don't have to be don't you. He wouldn't ever bother you again. He learned his lesson the last time."
What did he mean by that. There was so much fury in his eyes as he spoke. It scared me a little. I had never seen him look that way before. HE might have acted the rock star on stage with his hard stares. But I knew the real man. He was just so gentle his eyes were like windows to his soul. Kind, soft , gentle and most of all fun.
"What do you mean by that Chester"
I asked him. As he just stared blankly into space.
"I mean he got taught a lesson he wont forget for a very, very long time."
"Why what did you do?"
"It wasn't just me. We all cared about you. Do you know he had the nerve to come and see us play a week after he…..Well you know what he did. He even had the nerve to walk up to Mike and ask him if he had seen you. Mike told him you had gone on holiday to see your family. Then he brought him over to the rest of us guys. I had to fight with my self so I didn't just go up to him. And punch him in the face. But Mike said we had to play it cool. We had a drink with him which led to two three. You get the point. Anyway when he was good and drunk we told him we would give him a ride home. It took the fucker ten minutes to realize we where going the wrong way. By then he had started to panic. He tried to get out of the van. I couldn't help but wonder if he was thinking about how that had made you feel. But had he fuck. Rob asked him if he knew why he was locked in the van. And do you know what he had no idea. Brad the pulled the van over and asked him if he knew where he was. All he knew was that it was a parking lot. Rob climbed out of the van and open the rear door to show him just where we where. It only took a second for it to dawn on him. I dragged him out of the van. And straight to the spot where we had found you that night. And asked him again if he knew what had happened there. He was pleading now and begging. Phoenix grabbed him and shoved his head toward the floor. He asked him if he knew who the blood on the tarmac belonged to. And did he know how it got there. He was crying now, I couldn't believe the nerve of the guy crying after what he had done to you. So I hit him. And I kept hitting him until he was on the ground. I was mad at how he had hurt you. That he had made you leave. I kept shouting at him telling him if you ever came back and he went near you. How I would kill him. He just laughed at me. God I was so fucking mad now. He kept saying I was the one that the whore had fucked. Mike couldn't stand by now and he started beating on him. Then he was begging again saying he would do what ever we told him to. Just to make sure the guys all got stuck into him. When we left him. He was a bloody mess who promised us he would leave town and never come back. And do you know what he hasn't. So you see your safe."
I couldn't believe what he had told me. I should have been sickened by it. But I knew he had done it for me. Because he loved me. All the guys had. I felt better about my decision now.
"Chaz I'm coming home."
I told him as I took hold of his shaking hand. He had been that way since he had started telling me what had happened. He lifted my hand to his lips and kissed it so softly.
"I promise you, you wont regret it. Nobody will ever hurt you while I'm around. And I will always be around for my number one fan."
He said as he kissed my hand again. I had always felt safe with him. And I knew he meant what he said.
The show was amazing. The guys still had the same enthusiasm and passion that they had all those years ago. Shannon just stood there with her mouth hanging open watching her father. He was truly the greatest singer I had ever seen.
After the show finished Chester ran straight over to us.
"So have I still got it then Ella?"
Oh god did he ever. If I hadn't been backstage I would have been screaming my lungs out. And god was he ever sexy.
"Not bad for an old man Chaz."
I told him with a giggle.
"So what did you think of your old dad the honey?"
"Wow wow wow"
Was all Shannon could say. It must have pleased Chester because he was smiling from ear to ear.
"Do you want to wait for me and I'll give you a lift home?"
I didn't know if we should. But it sure beat having to take the bus.
"Yeah I think we will. Shannon seems pretty tired and I don't think it would be that great to go on the bus at this time of night."
"NO I think your right. I'm just going to take a shower. You don't want to be having to smell me all the way back to your place."
He said as he walked back into the dressing room. It only took he five minutes and he was ready to go.
"That was quick are you sure you had a shower?"
I said as I sniffed him and let out a giggle.
"Cheeky, do I smell ok Shannon?"
"Yeah you smell lovely."
She said smelling him deeply. As she looked at him adoringly. It made me happy to see the way she was taking to him.
"See you don't have any taste Ella."
He said as he walked over to his car. Shannon spoke to him non stop all the way home. Even if I had wanted to I don't think I would have been able to get a word in. When we got back to the apartment building. Chester got out of the car and locked the door.
"Right I'll just make sure you girls get in ok. Then I'll get off back to the hotel."
"Mommy can Chester stay for a hot chocolate? I'm not tired yet."
She said with a yawn. But I knew she just wanted to spend more time with him,
"Its ok with me. If he wants to."
I said looking at him. He looked so handsome tonight. It was as if all the years had melted away. And he was the Chester I had spent the best nights of my life with. The only man I had let touch me in the last 9 years. God I wished I could have gone back to that night. I would have gone through everything again just to spend another night with him.
"Mommy are you going to unlock the door then"
"Sorry I guess I was in a world of my own."
I said as I took the keys out of my bag and tried to open the door. It was only as I tried to put the key in the lock. That I noticed how badly my hands were shaking.
"Hey let me do that for you."
Chester said as he took the keys out of my hand. As his hand brushed mine it started shaking more. No man had ever had this effect on me. And I was suddenly embarrassed. He had noticed how badly I was shaking. Had he noticed how much worse it had got when he had touched me.
"Mommy?"
Shannon said from inside the apartment.
"Sorry honey I'm just coming. So who wants some hot chocolate."
I asked as I walked into the kitchen. I needed to put as much space between me and Chester as possible.
"Yes please mom."
"Yes please Ella"
They both shouted from the living room. I could hear Chester asking what Shannon had thought of the show. I could tell she was impressed with her daddy. I really wished I had not let so much time go past. I should have told him as soon as I had found out about Shannon. But it was to late to think like that. What was done. Was done.
When I had finished making the drinks I noticed how quiet it had become in the living room. When I walked in I saw Shannon asleep on Chester. He didn't seem bothered about it. In fact he looked completely relaxed and content.
"I guess its just two for the hot chocolate then."
I said to him with a smile.
"Yeah she was exhausted. Are you sure? I don't mind if you want me to leave."
"No stay for a little bit. I don't often have anyone to talk to when she's asleep. And it can get kind of lonely."
"Cool I would like that. Have you thought anymore about moving back to LA?"
I had thought of nothing else since Mike had asked me. It would be great for Shannon to be near her dad. And I would love to be able to spend time with all my friends again. But every time I thought about it. Phil popped into my head. Would I ever dare walk the streets of LA again. God I didn't know but I wanted to. If I left to give it a try I would loose my job and my home. And if it didn't work I would have to start all over again. I didn't know if I had the strength to do it again. I had to do what was best for Shannon. I knew what was best for her now was to spend time with her father.
"Chester I really want to. It would be great for you and Shannon and for my career . I would even be able to hang out with all my friends again. And I want that more than anything. But I'm just so afraid."
I told him truthfully. What was the point in lying to him now. As he looked at me with his gorgeous brown eyes I wanted to melt.
"Is it Phil your worried about? You know you don't have to be don't you. He wouldn't ever bother you again. He learned his lesson the last time."
What did he mean by that. There was so much fury in his eyes as he spoke. It scared me a little. I had never seen him look that way before. HE might have acted the rock star on stage with his hard stares. But I knew the real man. He was just so gentle his eyes were like windows to his soul. Kind, soft , gentle and most of all fun.
"What do you mean by that Chester"
I asked him. As he just stared blankly into space.
"I mean he got taught a lesson he wont forget for a very, very long time."
"Why what did you do?"
"It wasn't just me. We all cared about you. Do you know he had the nerve to come and see us play a week after he…..Well you know what he did. He even had the nerve to walk up to Mike and ask him if he had seen you. Mike told him you had gone on holiday to see your family. Then he brought him over to the rest of us guys. I had to fight with my self so I didn't just go up to him. And punch him in the face. But Mike said we had to play it cool. We had a drink with him which led to two three. You get the point. Anyway when he was good and drunk we told him we would give him a ride home. It took the fucker ten minutes to realize we where going the wrong way. By then he had started to panic. He tried to get out of the van. I couldn't help but wonder if he was thinking about how that had made you feel. But had he fuck. Rob asked him if he knew why he was locked in the van. And do you know what he had no idea. Brad the pulled the van over and asked him if he knew where he was. All he knew was that it was a parking lot. Rob climbed out of the van and open the rear door to show him just where we where. It only took a second for it to dawn on him. I dragged him out of the van. And straight to the spot where we had found you that night. And asked him again if he knew what had happened there. He was pleading now and begging. Phoenix grabbed him and shoved his head toward the floor. He asked him if he knew who the blood on the tarmac belonged to. And did he know how it got there. He was crying now, I couldn't believe the nerve of the guy crying after what he had done to you. So I hit him. And I kept hitting him until he was on the ground. I was mad at how he had hurt you. That he had made you leave. I kept shouting at him telling him if you ever came back and he went near you. How I would kill him. He just laughed at me. God I was so fucking mad now. He kept saying I was the one that the whore had fucked. Mike couldn't stand by now and he started beating on him. Then he was begging again saying he would do what ever we told him to. Just to make sure the guys all got stuck into him. When we left him. He was a bloody mess who promised us he would leave town and never come back. And do you know what he hasn't. So you see your safe."
I couldn't believe what he had told me. I should have been sickened by it. But I knew he had done it for me. Because he loved me. All the guys had. I felt better about my decision now.
"Chaz I'm coming home."
I told him as I took hold of his shaking hand. He had been that way since he had started telling me what had happened. He lifted my hand to his lips and kissed it so softly.
"I promise you, you wont regret it. Nobody will ever hurt you while I'm around. And I will always be around for my number one fan."
He said as he kissed my hand again. I had always felt safe with him. And I knew he meant what he said.
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