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"Gee, I'm not feeling that good" Frank said turning around to look at me.
He didn't look good either. He was so pale, he looked dead.

"Shit Frankie" I said hugging him.

We'd been fighting this battle all to long.
The Chemo was where Frank called it quits
He didn't want Bandit seeing her Dad like that.
So, we brung him home like he wanted.

"C'mon Frankie, Go lie down" I said taking his hand.
He sat on the bed instiantly

"Gee?" he said quietly
"Yeah Frankie?"
"Can you please bring Bandit in here?"
"Of course" I smiled walking into Bandit room..
She looked so much like Frankie

I know Frank doesn't have long
And I've got no idea how I'll handle living in this world without him.
I've got the kids to worry about.
Jamia's carrying mine and Franks twins.

Mom and Dad, Mikey and Bert, Jamia and Alicia, Ray and Bob, and Lindsey and Krista have offered to take Bandit when the time comes as well as the twins when they're born
but personly, I think I'm gonna need my kids when I lose my Husband.

I walked into our room to find Frank looking at our relationship scrap book
"You look so beautiful in everyone of these pictures" Frank said with tears falling from his eyes.
"So do you" I smiled climbing in next to Frank, putting Bandits head on my chest. Frank copied our daughter and layed his head on my chest.

"Gee?"
"Yeah Frankie?"
"I think we should name the twins and their God parents"
"yeah, Okay" I smiled

The twins are boys so this shouldn't be too hard.

"The first born will be pur first son" Frank smiled kissing Bandits cheek

"I want him to be called Morrisey Greg Iero-Way what do you think?" he said looking up to me
I couldn't handle this anymore. Tears fell from my eyes

"Gee, please don't cry" He said wiping my tears away.
"I'm sorry Frankie, I just can't do it"
"How about you go ring Mikey and Bert to come over"
"Okay" I smiled.

"Gerard, Is everything okay?" My baby brothers voice echoed through my head.
"... No, can you and-"
"We're leaving now Gee, see you soon" and with that, Mikey hung up on me.

I walked up the stairs to hear Frank singing.

"Is there no one, no one out there
Is there no one, no one who cares-"

"Gee, I didn't know you were listening" he said.
"Obviously" I said lying next to him.
"Mikey and Bert are on their way over" I said wrapping my arms around him.
"Cool, I wanna see them" He smiled
"Me too.... So, we got up to Morrisey. Lets keep going"

I wanted Frank to do all of this, he wasn't gonna be there.

"I was thinking, Mikey and Jamia could be God parents"
"Yeah, absolutely" I smiled at him.
"And I was thinking, Micheal Manuel-Bryar Iero-Way.. That way, Mychem will always be together no matter what"

Hearing him say that reduced me to tears again.

"Baby, Mychem will always be together"
"I know.. What do you think of the names?"
"I love them" I smiled taking Franks hand in mine.

"Okay so, Krista, Lindsey and Ray are Bees God parents. So Micheals can be.. Bert, Bob and Alicia. What do you say?"
"I say, that's one of the best ideas I've ever heard"

"Guys, You in here?" Mikey called walking into the room.

"Hey Mikes" Frank smiled
"Hey brother" Mikey smiled back hugging Frank.

"What's been happening?"
"We've just named the twins and chosen the God parents" Frankie said causing Mikey to give a hurt smile.

Mikey and Bert sat on our bed.
Bert took Bandit out of my arms.

"Well, lets hear them" He said pushing Bandits hair out of her face.

"Well first born's gonna be Morrisey Greg Iero-Way... And the second born's gonna be" Frank said looking up at Mikey taking a deep breath.

"Micheal Manuel-Bryar Iero-Way. It's my way of Mychem always staying together"

I looked at both my brothers to see their eyes clouded up..

"Bert, Mikey?"
"Yeah Frank?" They both answered
"Bert, Would you be Micheals God Father?"
"I'd never say no"
"And Mikey, Would you be Morrisey's God Father?"
"absolutely"

**

"well thank you guys for dinner" I smiled at Bert and Mikey

Frank had fallen asleep long before dinner was even planned.
We had Taco Bell.
I saved some for Frankie.

"You're more than welcome Gerard" Mikey said hugging me.
"I'll let you know if anything happens" I said walking them to the door

Bandit sat playing with coloring pencils and paper.

"Bandit" I called out to her
"Bandit, Uncle Mikey and Uncle Bert are going. Come say goodbye"
As soon as I said Mikeys name she came running.

Mikey held Bandit close to his chest as he hugged her.

"Be a good girl Bee" He smiled
She smiled at her favorite person other than Frank and myself.

"Bye baby" Mikey said again.
"Bye bye 'cle Mikery" Bandit said placing a kiss on Mikeys lips.

"Bye Bandy" Bert said.
"Bye 'cle Bert"

She struggled to say their names.

I put Bandit to bed and went and layed with Frank.

"Gee" Frank said weakly
"yeah baby?"
"Kiss me"
I did excatly as he wanted, Pushing my lips against his own.

His tongue slid through my lips
They say, when you get married and have kids, that special connection goes away. It never did for me and Frank.

"Gee?"
"yeah?"
"Hold me"
I did that, Wrapping my arms around his bony, brittle body.

"Gee?"
"Yeah?"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
"You're the best thing to ever happen to me" His beautiful voice called

I sat there thinking about my life.
The rise and fall of Franks chest stoped.

"Frank?" I asked as fear took over my body.
"Frankie, you awake?" I said looking at him.

His eyes open, His hand interlocked with my own, His life... Gone.

Tears shot out from my eyes
My husband was gone.

I fumbled the phone in my room pushing Mikeys number in.

"Hello?" He answered.
"Hello?" He said getting angry.
"What the fuck do you want?!"
"...Mikey" I sniffed.
"Gerard, Fuck sorry.. Whats up?" He said normaly.

"H-h-he's gone Mikes" I said breaking down.
I dropped the phone, Cuddled up to Franks cold, hard body and screamed as loud as I could.

"FRANKIE I LOVE YOU" I screamed.

Mikey ran in bawling his eyes out.

"Gee" He cried hugging me as tight as he could.
"He's gone" I sobbed.

Bert wouldn't come in, He went to Bandits room.

"call 911" I said in Mikeys direction.
"I'll get Bert to"

Mikey and Bert stayed with me up until the funeral.
That was yesterday.

Mom was with me now.
We sat on my bed talking about Frank being in a better place.

Mikey let the fans know by writting on the MCR blog.

Dear MCR family,
It comes from me with the most pain to tell you this.
As you all know, Frank was fighting a battle, A rather large one.
However, This was the only thing that could beat him.
Monday 4th April 2010 we lost our best soilder.
Frank Anthony Thomas Iero-Way.
You will forever be in our hearts.
We love you more than anything.

Please try not to think about Frank not being here
But think about the good he did. What Frank meant to you.
My heart goes out to Gerard and Bandit as well as Franks immediate family his Extended family and you, His MCR family.
He went out excatly how he wanted to, In Gerards arms.
He also named the twins before he went.

Frank Iero-Way, October 31st 1981- April 4th 2010.

Even though you're dead and gone believe me, Your memory will carry on

Good bye brother, Mikey

It took him 5 hours to write.. He keept crying.

"Gerard?" Jamia asked walking in
"Hey Jay"
"These are for you, The florist just dropped them off"
"Probably another fan" I said taking them

They were the same color roses me and Frankie had at our wedding.. We had to get them from Italiy.
I found the card.

"Gee, I miss you already.
Here's eight real roses and one fake. I promise to love you until the last one dies.
You're always with me as I am you. Take care, Teach our kids to do right as I know you will.
Forever loving you. Your one and only, Frankie Way"


thanks heaps for reading.. R&R? means alot

Love you all, Brit xoxo