FicWad

You want me to believe...
In everything you say.
You want me to see you...
In a completely different way.
How can I do that...
When you make it damn near impossible?
How can I really...
Make you see i love you?

You dont believe me..
When I tell you that i care.
You swear I am lying...
Pitying you with my stare.
Its frustrating...
Theres no hope ahead.
As much as i love you...
This relationship is dead.

I need to break your habbit.
I need to let this die and fade.
Beacuase...
You spin me around in circles...
Endlessly leading me back
The begining is tiring me
I can't trust It to ever change.
No matter what I feel for you...
Part of me will never
Be within your range.

Walking away...
May be the hardest thing i ever do..
But its well near the time...
Moving on leaving out without you.
You wont find me here..
When you come back to this apartment.
The lonley coldness surrounding...
Will sting as you enter.
But to me...
Youre already dead.
Even though Ill Always love you..
There was no other choice
The tragety in front of me..
Was our love...
That we held on.
Now You know its time...
I'm sorry I had to run.

I cant give you the closure...
But i'll tell you all these truths.
When you awake i wont be there...
Becuase i knew you loved me too..
It was just too hard...
To tell me face to face.
So I quit this...
I quit this losing race.