FicWad

Everything is different..
nothing stays the same..
i only wish it would..
that no one knew my name..

would things be simpler?
would i still be hiding away?
would i still be wishing on stars..
that things will be better... someday?

im sick of all this..
i am going to write a letter..
Dear life i want you to know..
you have left me very bitter.

I could laugh at how dumb..
this reality really is..
everything is wasted...
on a stupid hopeless wish.

you wait half your life..
for something to come to an end..
to live.. is to die...
to have a foe is to have a friend..

nothing is as it seems...
nothing is this life.
and if i could find the courage..
my fingers would find the knife.

rip this thing from my chest..
the beating drives me crazy.
It always makes me cry..
and my tears make my life hazy.

stop wasting my time i ask..
just cut out my heart ..
theres no reason it should be beating...
When its falling apart