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Take my breath away...
Take my life as well.
I dont want to be here..
If its going to be this much hell.
My heart pounds so fast..
Its only a nightmare..
Will I never win?
These Reoccurences... are too much..
So let me go... I need to begin.
My heart is tied up..
with feelings of unknown origins..
The words you say..
break my heart... tear it in two..
I just cant take this twist..
its not what i needed..
nor what i wanted..
i cant deal with this.
This time... I need to let go..
so cut out my heart..
and watch me bleed..
I cannot fill my lungs anymore..
i need to be released..
Running out of places to hide...
afraid of being alone..
waking up to nothing..
i know i will..
for you are not really here..
but thousands of years away.
I cant find my home..
I thought i had..
but alas i did not..
so listen to my heart..
the one youve ripped out..
its beating your name..
Of that.. im not ashamed..
so right now..
theres nothing here..
but my nightmares...
Its so dark..
I could almost laugh..
I never thought it would end this way..
this quick..
but i guess thats just how it goes..
everyone cries..
everyone lives..
and everyone dies.