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There is a man...
i love like no other...
but he broke my heart,
and tore me down.

its like he took a knife,
and cut out my heart,
threw it on the floor ...
and watched me bleed out.

Instead of letting him know...
i hid behind a mask.
a facade within my own...
and never gave it a real chance.

Anyone..
can you hear?
Anywhere...
I long to be ...
anywhere but here..

I was such a fool,
I thought i would be ok.
but I hate this lonliness...
so bitter in my soul

Somewhere
theres a place...
that i am trying to reach..
someday
i'll be there...
and no longer will i search.

But for now i wonder...
what you do..
at this moment...
I am thinking only of you.

I know the reasons...
why we never were...
but... i know theres more to it...
And we will never know.

I was running from my truths...
I didnt want to admit my heart.
I knew that if i did...
I would get torn apart.

So now as i sit here,
In my room so cold...
I wonder only of...
The things that I've let go.

stupidly... so stupidly...
I kill myself...inside.
when all i should have done...
was call you up and tell you.