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forever ill love him...
forever ill cry.
forever ill need him...
with out knowing why.

should i be ashamed?
of the feelings in my heart?
should i vainly keep on loving him?
when i feel so torn apart?

If i dont...
will i still feel this void?
if i do,
will it be worse?
Either way...

im empty...
because hes not here in my life...

either way...

i cant forget him...
because loving him feels right.

so what should i do?
i ask my lord above...
i ask him for a sign...
am i really in love?

or is this thing im feeling...
just a petty crush..
is this thing im feeling...
just a feeling of lust.

for now ill say i love him...
because it feels i do.
for now ill say i need him...
because i feel that might be true.