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lying silent,
unmoving on the groud.
staring at the ceiling,
oblivious to all around.
memories consume my thoughts,
trapping me within.
inside a world from the past,
in which i never win.
Of scars that never healed,
both inside and out.
Realizing weaknesses,
Reliving every doubt.
Watching those i've loved,
slip right through my fingers,
And trying to let go,
of the emptiness that lingers.

Numb to every motion,
any words taht people say,
tightly closing my eyes,
i start to fade away.
to a dark abyss of dreams,
realities i wish to be real.
anything to escape my life,
To a world where i cant feel.