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Dear Loneliness,
How have you been? I've been okay. Some days better than others. It hasn't been easy, as you can understand but I'll make it through... I hope so...
You know, sometimes I wonder. I wonder what it would be like if I haven't met you. Would I be succesful? Would I be doing something I like? Would I have lots of friends? Would I have a girlfriend? I wonder how it would be like if I didn't have this constant rush to be hold. This present feeling of emptiness. As I write this letter, I imagine what it'd be like if I had someone beside me.. Someone to call after a breakdown, someone to warm me when I'm cold, someone to wipe my tears and say everything will be okay. Will everything be okay, my friend?
You see, this is one of my least favourite things about you! You seem to be very fond of me but you never, ever talk to me. But I have to accept it. I have to, you're my only partner.
Lately, I've been crying a lot. I never did but at night, when I'm in the dark of my room, I feel my heart tighten and my eyes wet. Sometimes when this happens I like to open my arms and hope that someone will hug me. Silly huh? Well, but I never got lucky, no one ever came..
What did I do wrong? I've been a good kid, haven't I? Why did you choose me? Why did I have to be cursed with this feeling of loneliness? Why me?!
I just want to be loved, I just want to be remebered, I just want to be happy...

Yours truthfully, Michael James Way