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here's the next chapter. I hope you likey.
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Nikki

Brendon's POV

I had been preparing what to say to Ryan. I was nervouse and I was shaking so much that people in the middle of the street were askign me if I was okay. I had to walk because there was no possible way on earth I could drive. I stumbled towards his apartment. I still had my set of keys, so I let myself in. I walked into the apartment, and then into the bedroom. I honestly wish I had never walked through that door. Seriously, I regret it. I stared at the scene in front of my and fell to my knees, blinded by tears. The couple on the bed had stopped moving and were insstead staring at me. Ryan and NK. I was scared and confused. I wnated to die. I glanced up and noticed two shocked and puzzled faces glaring at me. I quickly pulled out the box that was under the bed and grabbed a razor. I shot them a fake smile and made as many deep cuts as I could. I saw my life flash in front of me, through my mind, before being plundged into darkness.