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Gerard's P.O.V

"Frankie...please, please tell me...I have to know"
"Well...she lost alot of blood, falling down all those stairs...a-and by the time they got there she was already unconcious" Tears began to prick my eyes.
"What happened Frank?" my voice almost broke.
"They rushed her straight in to here...gave her several blood transfusions...but it wasn't enough. T-they had to give her a c-section...he wasn't breathing."
"I have a-a son?" Frank gave a watery smile and nodded.
"Oh fuck. I-is...he...okay?"
"He's alive Gee, weak but he's hanging on in there. A fighter...just like his...his mom" Then promptly burst into tears and collapsed into my arms. I rubbed his back and gently shhhh'd him.
"He's so pretty Gee" Frank sobbed against my shoulder. Ray took Frank off me.

My stomach churned as I gently pushed open the door. The room was filled with bright light, she was the only person there. The steady beep of the heart monitor was already annoying me after not even a minute. I walked over slowly to the bed, keeping my eyes on the floor. I didn't want to look at her just yet. I sat down, slowly but surely raising my eyes but to look at her. I saw her pale hand with a drip sticking in it, flinching and shrinking back from the needle. I cast my gaze up a bit further, her pale skin dotted with bruises. Then her neck and finally her face. Thick deep purple shadows surrounded her shut eyes. Cherry red hair surrounded her face like a lions mane. It was every where. I couldn't help but watch her. Her chest rose softly with each breath. I gently stroked the soft skin on the back of her hand before noticing the needle and snatching my hand back.
"Not like needles?" giggled a soft voice from behind me. I whipped my head around to see Mrs Iero.
I shuddered.
"Fair enough...would you like to see your song?" I jumped straight up and she laughed again.
"I'll take that as a yes" I nodded eagerly before turning back around.
"Be back soon. I'm going to visit our son." I giggled and quickly kissed her cheek before adding in an 'I love you' and following her mom out the door.

We walked through a few corridors before finally entering a room with a large glass panel. Behind it were rows of cute little babies in baskets.
"There he is" she whispered, pointing out to a tiny baby in the front row all swaddled up in a blue blanket. All I could see was the top of a little pink head with a few tufts of jet black hair.
"Can...can I see him?" I felt as though I couldn't tear my eyes away.
"I think so...I'll go ask a nurse" I just nodded still mesmorised by the tiny bundle. A few minutes a nurse went in and gently picked up the bundle. A tiny pink fist appeared as my kid...MY kid stretched. After what felt like an hour, which was probably only 2 minutes, the nurse appeared holding my kid. She gently placed him in my eyes. He was the damn cutest thing I ever saw. He had the same pale skin as his mom and I...oh god that is so weird saying that. Yet slightly awesome. He yawned and opened his eyes. He had one bright blue eye and one deep chocolate coloured eye.
"Hey baby. I'm your dad. Welcome to life. You'll meet your mom soon hopefully, she's very beautiful. I love her so fu-...very much." I got a snot bubble in responce. I couldn't help but giggle.
"Your Uncle Frank was right...you really are pretty....god help us if you ever take after your Uncle Frank...Your mom will kiiiiill him. Everyone's going to love you baby" My kid yawned before softly falling asleep in my arms. I felt a rush of love like I'd never felt before. I knew that if I ever touched another drink I would loose everything.