Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > two hearts for you

you were the memory that kept me alive...

by acideyeliner

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Angst,Romance - Published: 2010-06-22 - Updated: 2010-06-23 - 2194 words

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MIKEY'S POV

i hated the idea of leaving elly behind like that but i was so happy when frank said he would stay with her, and in all honesty after everything that had happened i felt confortable knowing that elly was with frank, i knew he would keep her safe.
we were gonna leave in two days and the whole we were in LA i just thought of how she was recovering.

"im gonna call frank see how elly is doing"
"alright man im gonna take a quick shower" gerard replied walking upstairs. i grabbed my cell phone and i walked into the kitchen dialing franks number it rang a couple of times and i sat on the counter waiting, i was about to hang up when he finally answered

"hey how are things developing with elly'
"well actually theres some one i want you talk to" oh god i hope its not another doctor thats gonna tell me something else is wrong, i sighed leaning back and i closed my eyes.

"hey mikes" i opened my eyes quickly and sat up when i heard her voice "oh my god elles"
"hey when are you coming"
"today were back today, are you okay are you hurting"
"just a little" she whispered, i closed my eyes feeling the tears fall "god i missed you we thought we lost you" i sniffled crying more "im here mikes dont worry" i wiped my face jumping off the counter and i ran upstairs banging on the bathroom door. "thankgod, elles let me get gerard ok"
"ok mikes" i was practically banging on the door when he finally opened it "what the fuck mikes" he yelled "shut and here" i gave him the phone and he looked at me all weird "who is it"
"just talk" i smiled. "okay" he replied putting the phone on his ear "hello"
"gee" he looked at me quickly, i shook my head smiling "elles your awake oh my god" he smiled putting the phone on speaker "i missed you guys"
"we missed you two" we both said in unison and we heard her laugh
"i missed hearing my own laugh" gerard laughed to "i dont have your laugh"
"ya you do sis"
"you do elles" we got closer to the reciever waiting for her laugh and she did "see there it is" gerard smiled "elles were gonna catch a flight tonight okay and dont worry were gonna call trace and were all gonna be there as soon as we can"
"okay mikes, i love you guys"
"love you two elles" i hung up the cell phone and we packed up quickly "im gonna book the earliest flight right now" gerard grabbed his phone and called the airline.

i dialed traces cell and he wasnt picking up, "fuck come on trace pick up" i whispered i heard the click and i sighed "trace you awake man"
"ya why just got up"
"we have to go back to vegas now"
"did something happen to elly, how is she"
"shes doing better man, shes awake"


TRACES POV

i was laying in bed just thinking about elly, i turned over and looked over at the spot were elly was suppose to be, i closed my eyes just picturing her beautiful face. " i miss you so much elly" i whispered falling asleep.

DREAM SEQUENCE

i looked around as i walked thru a church, there was so many people as looked closer i noticed that it was all of our friends and family as i walked down the asile i heard the music start and everybody turned around and i heard a door open and i turned to see elly walking down the asile, she looked so beautiful as she got closer to me i stepped to the side getting out of her way, and she slowly turned towards me smiling, i smiled back and she kept walking stopping at the altar i walked closer to the alter trying to get a better look and i stopped when i saw frank standing next to her she turned and kissed him when she pulled away she turned to look at me smiling "dont you wan to marry me" she replied i nodded and when i blinked i was standing next to her wearing a tux, she leaned down and i felt her lips on mine for a brief second and she pulled away, i looked over at her and frank was still standing up there, "who do u wish to marry and spend the rest of your life with" the priest spoke out, she turned to look at me and then she turned back to frank 'i dont know, i love them both" she whe whispered looking at me "trace i..." all of sudden i couldnt hear her all i heard was ringing.......and she disappeared.


END DREAM


i sat up quickly and i ran my hands thru my hair taking a deep breath, i looked over at my night stand and my cell was ringing.i reached over and i answered it.

"trace you awake man" i heard mikey on the other end.
"ya why just got up" i yawned walking into the bathroom pourning a glass of water.
"we have to go back to vegas now"
"did something happen to elly, how is she" i practically yelled.
"shes doing better man, shes awake" mikey replied, i grabbed onto the sink feeling like i was gonna fall when he told me she was awake. "are you sure, did they call you from the hospital"
"i called frank and i talked to her man, were gonna leave tonight so pack up some stuff and meet me at my house as soon as possible"
"okay man" i hung up my phone and i jumped int the quickest shower ever, i packed what ever i could grab in a duffle and i grab my wallet and keys and raced over to mikeys house, the whole way over i couldnt stop smiling, "thankyou god for bringing her back to me" i whispered as i was pulling into the driveway. i got off running and i rang his doorbell like crazy.

"hey man" mikey smiled " hey so what time we gonna leave" i replied walking in.

"the flight leaves in 2 hours so were gonna head to the airport right now man, i just wanna get there" mikey sighed 'so when did she wake up, i mean is she okay"

"today i guess, shes doing good, she sounded good on the phone"
"god i wish i could have heard her voice" i leaned back in the couch, man if i just would have stayed with her instead of frank i would have been the one to be there when she opened her eyes, i could only imagine what frank was doing.

"alright lets get going everything is set" gerard replied running down the stairs grabbing his stuff, "god i cant wait to get there" mikey smiled walking out the door "ya me eaither" i whispered walking out the door with that dream still on my mind.



ELLY'S POV-coma dream


I remember closing my eyes just feeling the pain and knowing i was alone that no one would find me in time, i tried to hold but in the end i just let go taking my last breath. it felt like i had been asleep for a short while and i opened my eyes looking up and i saw the blue sky, i sat up slowly and i saw the ocean waves hitting the shore and i took a deep breath smelling the fresh ocean water.

i got up looking around at the scenery around me taking in everything i walked over to the shore and i kneeled down running my hands thru the perfect blue water. "its so beautiful" i whispered

"your beautiful" i turned around and i saw frankie standing a distance from me. i got up slowly walking towards him and he reached out embracing me into his arms "i thought i was here alone" i whispered into his ear. he slowly pulled back and he looked into my eyes smiling "love im here because you hold me so close and tightly in your heart, im the one memory that your holding on to right now"

"you mean i really am dead then" he shook his head and caressed my cheek softly "no your just sleeping right now, you came to me asking me to give you a chance to live on your own"
"when am i gonna wake up" i asked with so much curiosity in my voice
"really soon i promise you" he said never breaking eye contact with me.
"am i gonna be alone" he gave me a smile and shook his head.
"no im gonna be there with you just like im here for you now"
he replied leaning down and kissing my lips softly. "i love you so much i wish i would have stayed with you"

"you are with me love always"
"always" i smiled as he took my hand in his, we can be anywhere you want and you can have anything you want love" he replied as we walked down the beach "can we sit and watch the sunset and just have a romantic moment"
"ya of course, close your eyes and think of what you want" he whispered, i smiled closing my eyes picturing what i wanted and i felt his soft lips on mine, i felt him wrap his arms around my waist as he deepened the kiss, it gave me the best feeling ever.

"open your eyes love" i nodded opening them slowly and we were sitting on a blanket surrounded by candles that kept getting brighter as the sun set even lower.

"oh my god frankie" i looked up him smiling "i told you can have anything you want here"
"well then i want you here because i cant have you out there" i sighed laying my head on his chest as he hugged me tighter "you know you can always have me, i cant have you though i lost you you belong to someone else now" he said as he looked out at the ocean, i lifted my head off his chest and i sat kneeling in front of him "i only belong to you frankie, just you" i whispered as i straddled his lap
"when you wake up, im gonna lose you again" i slipped my hands behind his neck and i rested my forehead against his "i promise you i will come back to you" he was looking into my eyes and i felt him slip his hands up my tighs pushing my dress up as he caressed me "i was made for you" i murmured against his lips as he kissed me. I closed my eyes tightly as we deepened the kiss and all of sudden i heard his voice all around us, he was singing to me. he pulled me closer against his chest and he moved his kisses down to my neck. i panted running my hands thru his hair humming to the song as he gentley bit the side of neck. "can i make love to you" he panted as he looked up at me, i nodded "your singing my song" he nodded as he flipped us over laying me on the blanket. "im gonna miss you love" he said as he slipped his hand behind my neck running his thumb across my cheek "but im here" he shook his head smiling "i love you" he leaned down kissing my lips. i closed my eyes feeling the tears fall " i love you to" i replied slowly opening my eyes expecting to see him smiling but he was gone i sat up quickly getting up looking around for him but he had vanished "frankie i want you to come back" i screamed crying falling back down to the sand. "please come back frankie please" i looked up at the sky and i suddenly heard his voice all around me.

"i love you so much, elles i need you, i miss your beautiful smile, i miss the way you light up a room when you laugh how you could make me smile no matter how i was feeling, how you took care of me, most of all i miss everything about what use to be us, the way your lips fit mine perfectly, how you fit into my arms, waking up next to you every morning bein able to hear you say you loved me, making love to you the feeling of your skin against mine as we became one"


i could hear him crying but i couldnt see him anymore i didnt understand.

"please wake up love"

i was awake why was he doing this to me...i suddenly felt really strange and i closed my eyes "love your going back now dont be scared okay" i opened my eyes a little and i saw frankies face "you came back"
"ya and your coming back to me to" he smiled holding me and everything faded.....
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