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7th October 2010.
TL, 6.25 PM.
It's been an awful long time, I think.
Everything came down again, and I've been trying. I haven't cut in abit and I'm trying at school and I'm just trying.
But I'm still feeling trapped. More so than ever. It's the kind of trapped where suicide isn't even a option, and not because it's a bad thing to do, but because it's not an out. I'm just stuck. This is this at it's worse for the first time in 3 years. I'll hopefully figure this out sometime.
It's been crap with my friends too. I feel as if they don't want to tell me anything anymore and like they don't want me around. But I'll survive.
Because that's all I'm doing, surviving.
TL, 6.25 PM.
It's been an awful long time, I think.
Everything came down again, and I've been trying. I haven't cut in abit and I'm trying at school and I'm just trying.
But I'm still feeling trapped. More so than ever. It's the kind of trapped where suicide isn't even a option, and not because it's a bad thing to do, but because it's not an out. I'm just stuck. This is this at it's worse for the first time in 3 years. I'll hopefully figure this out sometime.
It's been crap with my friends too. I feel as if they don't want to tell me anything anymore and like they don't want me around. But I'll survive.
Because that's all I'm doing, surviving.
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