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Sorry for the wait, I've got alot of shit going on at the moment. Anyway, here's chapter...somthing.. Bah, the effort to find out defeats me...
[Gerard’s P.O.V]

Oh shit. This is it; god see looks so cute when she’s frightened.
I think I’d probably jizz my pants from the look on her face if she ever found out…
NO. None of that, she will never know, that’s why I can’t keep doing this.
She’s gonna find out sooner or later, but I choose later personally.
I want to spend some time with her before she runs away from me again.
This time, on her own accord.
But gosh, she looks so amazing, just like she always does. Her cute little curvy frame was in my hands.
I pulled her close; man, she even smelled amazing. Like coffee flavoured Skittles. Hey, they should make those.
Oh shit. The guitar into is nearly over.
Here goes nothing, man she’s so cute…
And those eyes…

Without a sound I took her down,
and dressed in red and blue I squeezed,

-I pulled her waist closer to mine, our hips and stomachs touched and she rested her hands on my chest. It felt so right.-

Imaginary wedding gown,
That you can't wear in front of me,

- I dragged my hand down her side, resembling her‘Wedding gown’.-

A kiss goodbye,

-Something I never got. And never will.

Your twisted shell,
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet.

-I stoked her cheek with a single curled finger; she shuddered under my touch, oh no. that wasn’t supposed to happen. I was supposed to be stopping this, but she was so irresistible. And she smelled to damn good.-

Let’s say goodbye, the hundredth time,
And then tomorrow we'll do it again,
Tomorrow we'll do it again

-I never wanted her to leave me if I ever saw her again, never again wanted to say goodbye.-

I dragged her down I put her out,
and back there I left her where no one could see

- I pulled our heads together, it was hard to stay away from her for much longer; my hand cradled on the back of her head, and our foreheads together. I stared into her eyes as I sung, I was mesmerized. It made it harder to sing, and that was clear to everyone that herd it, my voice soft and breaking as I stared into those yellow-amber orbs.-


And lifeless cold into this well,
I stared as this moment was held for me,
A kiss goodbye.

-I brought my hand up to her face and gently placed two fingers on her lips and let them fall down. She moved into the touch, and I new this was getting to her. And that was a bad thing, I wasn’t supposed to be doing this, she shouldn’t have to be with someone like me, it wasn’t fair on her, she had no idea what she would be getting herself into.
I really couldn’t hold off for very much longer, but I couldn’t bring myself to release her. I never wanted to let her go again.-

Your twisted shell,
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet,
Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time,
And then tomorrow we'll do it again.

-My voice was still shaken from her embrace. And I needed it for the next part, so with all my strength, I pulled away from her and settled for staring into her eyes, so I could sting directly into the mic-.

I never thought it'd be this way
Just me and you, we're here alone
And if you stay, all I'm asking for is
A thousand bodies piled up
I never thought would be enough
To show you just what I've been thinking

And I'll keep on making more
Just to prove that I adore

-I palmed her cheek and stroked it with my thumb, just to put that like across.-

Every inch of sanity
All I'm asking for is, all I'm asking for is

C'mon

These hands stained red
From the times that I've killed you and then
We can wash down this engagement ring
With poison and kerosene
We'll laugh as we die

-I pulled my head back in a fake murderous laugh, and spun her round so I was holding her up by her waist as I dipped her like you would in ballroom or something.-

And we'll celebrate the end of things
With cheap champagne.

-I emphasized the champagne part by stroking her throat with my free hand and I watched her dip her head back even further, exposing the side of her neck to me. My face was already close to her neck, I knew what I wanted. -
[Roxy’s P.O.V]

Oh my god, what am I doing? Why am I letting him do this to me? I know he said to let him do what he wanted, but hell, this is so not what I had in mind.
But that’s not what’s bothering me; the problem is that I’m enjoying it.
Why was this so exciting? Why did it feel so good? So right?
He had four bars until he had to sing again, and I soon found out what he planed to do with that time.
He lowered his head down to my neck, I could feel his breath tickling it, warming it through, and damn it felt too good. The feeling of longing was intense.
He closed the gap after what felt like a lifetime. And it was pure bliss, he started of placing light kisses down my neck, jaw line, then my collarbone, but he soon returned to my neck, that seemed to be his favourite place, soon his kisses got heavier and then he was licking and nipping at my skin. It got more and more intense, he was sucking on my skin, hard. He bit down again, hard. I knew there was going to be a mark, if not the draw blood, but I didn’t give a flying fuck, because it felt so fucking good.
I suddenly became aware of how sharp his teeth were; I think I just wasn’t paying attention at first, but I was now very sure that I was bleeding.
I was beginning to feel faint, I didn’t realize just how much blood I was loosing, but it felt like more that your average bite.
I felt numb, a mixture of pain and pleasure was washed over inside me, but I soon became neglected of both, he had licked up the last of the blood and had now pulled me back upright so he could sing the rest of the song into the mic. Holding me up as I regained my strength a bit.

[Gerard’s P.O.V]

SHIT.
SHIT.SHIT.SHIT

I knew I should have stopped sooner. Oh man, she tasted so good; I can still taste her metallic flavour on my tongue. Oh man this song better end soon because I need to get out of here. Her taste was running through my system as I sang and I knew I soon wouldn’t be able to control myself.-

Without, without a sound
Without, without a sound
And I wish you away
Without a sound
And I wish you away

-Arghhh. PLAY FASTER DAMMIT.

Without a sound, without a sound
And I wish you away
And I wish you away
And I wish you away…

I didn’t even wait until the end of the song played out to run off stage. I pulled Roxy of with me but left her at the side stage. I ran off through the back door, and lent against the building. My breath quickened and I felt my head go dizzy; my instincts had kicked in now that I had a taste. And that tinny taste was so good, I needed more of it. I tried to hold back, but I found myself heading back towards the door which I had just come out of. I tried to pull myself back, but I just couldn’t do it. This force was so strong. She tasted so good, like nothing I had ever had before. She was the most amazing thing I ever had the pleasure of tasting, and if someone didn’t stop me soon, I was going to drink every last drop in her body.
Before I could pass the door though, I was met by a very angry looking Frankie.
“What the HELL was that! What the fuck were you thinking?!” He could tell I was already in a trance with her taste, so he pushed me against a wall, I was unable to move, but the power that was driving me forward was growing. Soon he wouldn’t he able to hold me, I need blood, even though we had hunted earlier that night, my body wanted more, I was hungry again.
“Gee, I’m so angry at you right now, but we don’t have time, I will shout at you later, but we need to get back to the show. Here.” He tilted him head to expose his neck. ”Drink, quickly. I will be alright. You don’t need that much, just enough to calm your hunger and get the taste out of your mouth, I can tell it was good to you your eyes are darker that I’ve ever seen them, once you get a good taste, you should be more stable; we need to get back out there.” Frank had always been more knowledgeable about these things that I was. I did as I was told and latched my teeth onto his neck my mouth filling with that sweet metallic taste That my body craved o much. Franks wasn’t as good as Roxy’s but it satisfied me. After only two gulps, I was good to go.
We got back to the stage, but Roxy was nowhere to be found. I hoped she wasn’t too freaked out. But frank had already pulled me onstage so I didn’t get a chance to go find her.
We played out the show, I didn’t talk to the crowd anymore, I didn’t waste a minute more than I need to, I had to find Roxy.
I ran off stage to find her, but she wasn’t there once again, I checked all over backstage, but she just wasn’t there. I told the guys to stay at the venue for a while so I could go and find her. I needed to see how she saw things, I didn’t know if she was freaked out about the blood, or that I was making a move on her onstage; but the both need to be dealt with, she had to know the truth about me.
I ran back to the tour bus in hope to find her there, I didn’t see her at first, but I checked the bunks. Sure enough, she was in there crying her eyes out on my bunk. It made my heart ache to see her like that. Why she chose my bunk, I didn’t know, surely I was the last person she needed reminding of right now.
She didn’t even look up at me, but she could sense my presence.
“What the HELL was that?” Her voice was dry and raspy from crying for so long. My heart hurt even more.
“What part are you most angry about?” I needed to know which was bothering her the most, my affection for her, or my taste for her. I was hoping it was the latter.
“…” silence she wouldn’t answer me. I was beginning to loose hope. But she surprised me but saying something I hadn’t even thought of. “Why you didn’t just tell me?…”
“.. I didn’t know how you would react, I didn’t want you to freak out and leave me.
“I would never leave you Gee, even if you were a mass murderer. “
“I well… I, err…kind of am…”
“And I’m still here.” She finally looked up at me, her eyes tear-stained but full of hope, and beautiful as always.
I slowly climbed up onto the bunk, I still wasn’t sure if she was ready to be around me.
But to my surprise she leapt into my arms the second I sat down.
“Wow” I mumbled into her hair, damn she smelt so good. “How can you want to be near me to quickly?” sniff “For all you know I could chomp on your neck the second I get close enough.” Truly, I loved how she trusted me so easily. Hell I still don’t know if I can trust myself yet.
“Chomp? You’re not a cannibal are you?” she said as she released me from the hug.
“Ha, Nah. I’m just your regular old-school Vampire.”
“Thank Bruce Dickinson for that, I don’t like the idea of my brains being eated by anything other than a Zombie. That, I could deal with.”
I had to laugh; she’s so childish and adorable. How I survived eight years without her, I will never know.
“Bruce Dickinson?” I had to ask.
“Yep, he’s a God.” She said it like it was a matter for fact. It was for her I guess, and well, I have to agree. I pulled her into another hug, I held her tight.
“You are amazing, here I am telling you I’m a Vampire, and you’re off thinking about Bruce.”
She giggled into my chest. Oh Bruce, she’s so cute.
“Vampires are sexier.” She muttered it into my shirt, I had to strain to here it, and that’s saying a lot with my Vampire hearing.

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