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Gerard's POV
I was running. Running in the rain. Running away from you , running away from you cold body. Running away from your cold blade. Running away from my death. I woke up from my nightmare.
It was 5 a.m. I put on my black jeans and a random black shirt.
"Gerard!" I walked into my kitchen. I sat down at the table and stared at tablecloth it was red with little orange stitched pumpkins on it.
Mikey sat down in front of me his hair was everywhere and his eyes were barely opened."What are you looking at? Have you looked at yourself in the mirror yet?"
He was right, I brushed my fingers through my long black hair and got my fingers caught in it. We both laughed. But today wasn't a joke.
I knew I wasn't going to live at a new school today. "What do you want to drink boys?" I gave her a are-you-serious look , she smiled "Okay Coffee for Gerard, Mikey?"
"Coke Zero!" she ignored his request and gave him coffee too. Mikey didn't care coffee was his favorite too. It was time to leave, time to go to hell.
Frank's POV
It was 3rd hour I had Social Studies,"We have a new student , class"
My body became tense as Gerard Walked into the room, "This is Gerard Way. Gerard you can sit next to Frank Iero" He looked at me and smiled. My heart felt warm."Today is September 11, so you know what we will be talking about today." Mr.Kreger said. I looked at Gerard, his eyes filled with fear, did he lose someone during 9/11?
Gerard's POV
What a great day to go to school. I ignored today's lesson. I kept looking at the boy next to me. Frank Iero was his name. He had deep brown eyes filled with pain but hope. He was losing as much sanity as I was. The bell rang.
I followed frank out and grabbed his arm and pulled him from the rest of the crowd. He looked at me with confusion. "Mr.Kreger said we have Lunch together next, walk with me."
Frank's POV
"So, you were at my grandma's house yesterday" he didn't keep eye contact with me. "Ya, it was raining and she didn't want me to be outside."
Gerard Smiled, his smile was so cute."That's my grandma for you."I saw some people look at us weird. Did they think what I hoped they didn't
"Hey faggot!" a strong hand grabbed my shoulder, I didn't look back and I knew Gerard didn't either.
"Is this your boyfriend?" he laughed "Shane just go away" he made me look him in the eye.
"oh im sorry did I beat the faggot out of you? Or did you just clean off the blood?" Gerard looked tense. My body was filled with anger"Fuck off!What Happened to Bert!? Did he get tired of doing dirty work for a coward!!!"
He pushed me against the locker. Shane turned around to make sure Gerard was watching, Gerard punched him in the face, and pulled me up. Shane in fact was a coward he looked back and just walked away.
"Lets take you to the nurse."
"NO!"They can't call my mom!
"Against the system?" He laughed,we walked out of the gates,"Lets just go to my house." I didn't refuse.
School Sucks and so does my house.
The walk to his house wasn't far. We didn't talk. I just stared down at my Black converse.
We walked into his house. It Felt Vacant but warm unlike my house.
He guided me into the bathroom. He put a hand on my face , we both looked eachother in the eye, I wonder if he felt what I felt.
His face slowly crept toward mine, but he caught himself, and He broke off the eye contact , he got the we rag.
He patted the blood off my face.
"Ouch" the cuts hurt, the lockers hitting my head hurts, being criticized for being gay hurts.
"Sorry," he put the now bloody rag down "School bully?"
I shook my head "No , I'm the only one who he hurts, he is the school savior."
Gerard's POV
My heart sank. Frank was so innocent why would someone hurt him?
He sat on the floor "Umm Gerard," I sat next to him , he was beautiful and had a cute smile. Ugh Gerard stop it!
"Ya frank?" He looked down at his skeleton gloves with the cut off finger tips.
"Gerard, the reason Shane hurts me and no one cares is because I'm gay."
It was weird for frank, someone I just barely talked to for like 2 hours would tell me something so personal. I hugged him.
"Your not freaked out about this? You don't hate me?" I looked at his hand and grabbed it "No, I'm not a homophobe."
He looked down at his feet "Thank god.," Frank got up "I'm sorry I know your straight and this might be awkward and ..."Franks voice trailed off.
"Why does everyone know about you now?" Frank started to tear up a bit "Umm Shane was my best friend, I thought I could trust him, he and his friend Bert, told everyone and started calling me a Faggot and hurt me, no one cared because I was gay. My mom doesn't even care about my bruses! She doesn't appreciate me ever sense I told her." He started to cry this time,
I hugged him as he cried on my shoulder.
How could he trust me like that? How can this beautiful innocent boy trust me.
I was running. Running in the rain. Running away from you , running away from you cold body. Running away from your cold blade. Running away from my death. I woke up from my nightmare.
It was 5 a.m. I put on my black jeans and a random black shirt.
"Gerard!" I walked into my kitchen. I sat down at the table and stared at tablecloth it was red with little orange stitched pumpkins on it.
Mikey sat down in front of me his hair was everywhere and his eyes were barely opened."What are you looking at? Have you looked at yourself in the mirror yet?"
He was right, I brushed my fingers through my long black hair and got my fingers caught in it. We both laughed. But today wasn't a joke.
I knew I wasn't going to live at a new school today. "What do you want to drink boys?" I gave her a are-you-serious look , she smiled "Okay Coffee for Gerard, Mikey?"
"Coke Zero!" she ignored his request and gave him coffee too. Mikey didn't care coffee was his favorite too. It was time to leave, time to go to hell.
Frank's POV
It was 3rd hour I had Social Studies,"We have a new student , class"
My body became tense as Gerard Walked into the room, "This is Gerard Way. Gerard you can sit next to Frank Iero" He looked at me and smiled. My heart felt warm."Today is September 11, so you know what we will be talking about today." Mr.Kreger said. I looked at Gerard, his eyes filled with fear, did he lose someone during 9/11?
Gerard's POV
What a great day to go to school. I ignored today's lesson. I kept looking at the boy next to me. Frank Iero was his name. He had deep brown eyes filled with pain but hope. He was losing as much sanity as I was. The bell rang.
I followed frank out and grabbed his arm and pulled him from the rest of the crowd. He looked at me with confusion. "Mr.Kreger said we have Lunch together next, walk with me."
Frank's POV
"So, you were at my grandma's house yesterday" he didn't keep eye contact with me. "Ya, it was raining and she didn't want me to be outside."
Gerard Smiled, his smile was so cute."That's my grandma for you."I saw some people look at us weird. Did they think what I hoped they didn't
"Hey faggot!" a strong hand grabbed my shoulder, I didn't look back and I knew Gerard didn't either.
"Is this your boyfriend?" he laughed "Shane just go away" he made me look him in the eye.
"oh im sorry did I beat the faggot out of you? Or did you just clean off the blood?" Gerard looked tense. My body was filled with anger"Fuck off!What Happened to Bert!? Did he get tired of doing dirty work for a coward!!!"
He pushed me against the locker. Shane turned around to make sure Gerard was watching, Gerard punched him in the face, and pulled me up. Shane in fact was a coward he looked back and just walked away.
"Lets take you to the nurse."
"NO!"They can't call my mom!
"Against the system?" He laughed,we walked out of the gates,"Lets just go to my house." I didn't refuse.
School Sucks and so does my house.
The walk to his house wasn't far. We didn't talk. I just stared down at my Black converse.
We walked into his house. It Felt Vacant but warm unlike my house.
He guided me into the bathroom. He put a hand on my face , we both looked eachother in the eye, I wonder if he felt what I felt.
His face slowly crept toward mine, but he caught himself, and He broke off the eye contact , he got the we rag.
He patted the blood off my face.
"Ouch" the cuts hurt, the lockers hitting my head hurts, being criticized for being gay hurts.
"Sorry," he put the now bloody rag down "School bully?"
I shook my head "No , I'm the only one who he hurts, he is the school savior."
Gerard's POV
My heart sank. Frank was so innocent why would someone hurt him?
He sat on the floor "Umm Gerard," I sat next to him , he was beautiful and had a cute smile. Ugh Gerard stop it!
"Ya frank?" He looked down at his skeleton gloves with the cut off finger tips.
"Gerard, the reason Shane hurts me and no one cares is because I'm gay."
It was weird for frank, someone I just barely talked to for like 2 hours would tell me something so personal. I hugged him.
"Your not freaked out about this? You don't hate me?" I looked at his hand and grabbed it "No, I'm not a homophobe."
He looked down at his feet "Thank god.," Frank got up "I'm sorry I know your straight and this might be awkward and ..."Franks voice trailed off.
"Why does everyone know about you now?" Frank started to tear up a bit "Umm Shane was my best friend, I thought I could trust him, he and his friend Bert, told everyone and started calling me a Faggot and hurt me, no one cared because I was gay. My mom doesn't even care about my bruses! She doesn't appreciate me ever sense I told her." He started to cry this time,
I hugged him as he cried on my shoulder.
How could he trust me like that? How can this beautiful innocent boy trust me.
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