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Gerard’s POV
There is a beast inside each of us that protects the things we hold dear, I swallowed the pills, and sipped my poison. Anything that makes me feel better.
I put it all back into my closet and looked back at Frank.
Everyone Strand of his hair laid perfectly on his face.
His lips slightly open, the blue blanket covered his shirtless chest and boxers.
We were so close to it. So close to going all the way, but I guess the only hope for me is the Frank, alcohol and ,the drugs.

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His eyes Barely open as he sipped his Coffee , he could manage to laugh at Mikey’s jokes, and flirt with me.
“Anything Happen last night , guys,” Mikey raised an eyebrow,” Robyn said she heard some moaning.” He laughed and drank some more of his beloved coffee.
Its got awkward for a second, until Frank shocked me.
” I almost had sex with your brother.”
Mikey chocked on his coffee.
Frank started laughing, He got up, and he slung his bag around his shoulder.
“I think I need to go home,” he grabbed his coffee and kissed me on the head.
Warm impressions left on my head.
The door closed, Mikey’s eyebrow still raised,” Is he serious?”
I played with my fingers hoping Mikey would just drop it.
He didn’t.
“So What Mikey!?, I snapped
He tugged on the wrist band he always wears and shrugged.
“ I have No problem with it Gerard,” he opened his arms asking for a hug.
I accepted the brother love request. Mikey leaned in and whispered,
“The only part I have a problem with is the fact my friends were right there.”
I looked at his black glasses with white on top of the lens.
I pulled away, “ So you wouldn’t mind if next Friday you went out with grandma and Frank and I could have the house to ourselves?”
He sighed, he put on his black jacket with silver zippers and nodded ,”Fine.”

Frank’s POV
It slowly dripped down my arm, she smiled at my pain, “You Never Ask For Permission!!”
She throw a towel at my face, “Clean yourself up!” She walked downstairs, her red heels were the last thing I saw.
I turned on my shower, my bathroom was a mess, red eyeliner smeared on the sink,
Black hair dye stained on the shower walls, but I didn’t mind.
My naked Italian body was exposed to the cold air, the warm drips of water slid down my skin, and the hot steam rose above me.
The blood went down the drain, thoughts of Gerard filled my mind, without him I would probably would live my life alone forever.
I imagined his pale chest on mine, his lips locked in mine, the way he touched me, I felt the sensation go down my body, and I couldn’t help but let out a moan.
I touched my cock, slowly rubbed it, don’t worry mom I’ll clean up, thoughts of Gerard over me breathing into my neck.
I started jerking off, slowly rubbing, and I felt it coming.
The weakness of his warm breath, thoughts of his lips kissing me, another moan slipped and my toes crinkled.
My body fluid from jerking off finally released.
Relief filled the air as it went down the drain, I was panting , thinking about what I had just done.

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After I cleaned up, I crept into my bed, and fell asleep.
Families at a carnival, smiling, happy, they all got on rides ,and ate cotton candy.
A 5 yr old girl brown short hair ,in a polka dot dress boarded the ferris wheel.
Her Tall Tan Blonde haired Brother ran after her and sat next to her.

The whole thing went into flames, the steel melted like wax, screams, and crying filled the air.
Men in vampire mask walked through, a red haired Gerard showed up in front of their, placing his hand on a gun holster, he winked.

I woke up tears in my eyes, my alarm went off, I sat up and thought about my dream.
Why would I think of something so demented and morbid.

School awaits, I grabbed a green shirt, black skinny jeans, and black jacket.
Where the hell did my gloves go?
Must’ve left them at Gerard’s
Coffee was waiting in the kitchen, a note on the counter,
“Okay! (She didn’t even care to write son or frank )
I’m going to be gone today and tomorrow, I swear if I find the house a mess, or you have a gay slumber party , you won’t live to see another day boy!”
What a great wake up call!

Gerard’s POV
I held Alex’s suicide note, she wouldn’t put this pressure on us, she surely thought with this happening we would live a better life, it would bring us together.
They found cyanide in her body, she did want to go, even if she didn’t have the guts to pull the trigger.
I drank some more, I’m drunk I suppose, but Mikey or Grandma didn’t mind me sleeping on the couch.
School would be hard if it got to my head, I slipped the pills in my bag , no one would notice

-- School---
First person to greet Mikey and I was Kate.
She gave us hugs, her blue and black eyeliner made her hazel eyes pop.
“Where’s Frankie?!” She asked, looking around , as if Frank was behind my back hiding from the ugly world, but Frank was beautiful to me.

“Oh! There he is!!” she pointed, I turned around to see the familiar face walking towards us.
Oh things I could’ve done to him.
He looked like he was crying, he managed a smile and a kiss.
Some people turned to look over ,” Faggots!”
Kate gave them a dirty glare, “Fuck You!”
Frank giggled , “Where’s everyone else?”


I pointed to the group of misfits sitting by the wall.
Laughing, drawing, singing, and just over all a perfect group.