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Frank's POV
"Kid back away from the line," the older police officer told me as I tried to get closer.
"I know her! Please let me through! Please! I need to know!"
The cop thought for a second and let me through.
Wow what kind of a police officer is stupid enough to do that.
I looked at the grave Alex laid on.
"Anthony Gallaghar "

The blood stained and splattered on the tombstone.
I held my breath for a couple seconds.
Alex's beautiful pale face was stained with past worries and what was left of her heart.

-- Alex's house –

Alex's guardians remembered me from last time I came,
They think I'm just a study partner.
But so much more happened.
Her guardians were crying and didn't care, they thought I was gathering stuff for a school dedication.

I went to her house because I knew she wouldn't leave me and Gerard like that.
On her black and purple lace bed was a little white envelope.
Titled "Frerard" , I put it in my pocket to save it for Gerard and I to read.

Mikey's POV

Gerard sat up awake smiling as my friends tried to cheer him up.
Kate's shoulder length black hair, red lips, and cat eyes could be seen anywhere.
Ray and Robyn held hands the whole time.
Jeanine sat next to me, I had my arm wrapped around her, "Anyone know if Alex is coming?"
"She has to come," Robyn said she directed it to Gerard," You and Alex are amazing friends, right?"

Gerard just nodded and looked out the hospital window.
Frank walked into the room, crying.
"Frankie…" Gerard's voice was worried, frank got close and Gerard wiped his tears.

Gerard's POV
Frank wasn't smiling he was crying.
Elena walked in, "Guys visiting hours are almost over time to say goodbye."
Frank was going to walk out, Elena stopped him, "Frank you're the only exception."
He nodded and laid next to me on the hospital bed.

Everyone smiled and left their gifts.
Balloons that said Get well soon, flowers, and stuffed animals.
"I'm going to take Mikey and his friends home, you guys be good." My grandma's sweet smile made me feel better.
Frank laid his head on my chest, "Gerard what was it like?"
I grabbed his hand, "What Frankie?"
He moved so he was laying on his side, with his hand wrapped around my waist.
"What was it like to die for a second?"

His question didn't surprise me, "I don't remember. But I think I was at the Black Parade. I saw Alex there, what a dream. "
Franks slow breathing on my chest "Gerard, Alex didn't come because she commited suicide."My heart sank, "Gerard, it was my fault. Alex and I , we kind of .. We had sex. We did it after me and you fought. I thought I needed to be more normal."
He cried on my chest.
Frank did it because I couldn't see what was in front of me.

I kissed his cheek.
"Gerard," he pulled out a small envelope with the word "Frerard" on it.
"I wanted to save this so we can both read it," Frank crawled up towards me.
I put my arm on his shoulder and kissed his head as he opened the envelope.
Creepy, small handwriting written on red splattered paper:

Dear Frankie and Gerawrd,
I am sorry for what I have done.
Gerard, you were always a good friend to me, I am so sorry for treating you terrible. You helped me when I need help 3 years ago. But I influenced you, I pretty much put cyanide in your drink. But you are immortal, you survived and still helped me through you all.

Frank, I am so sorry for intimidating you. I was being selfish. The night you were suppose to come over. I was going to make you help me. I wanted you to end it all. But you did something to me no other boy would ever do to me. You helped me enjoy myself, you hugged me, and kissed me. But I'm sorry for taking away your innocence, I knew you and Gerard were meant to be. I knew you deserved better than me.

You both deserve better, thank you for helping me realize what needed to be done. Frank you did do what I wanted you to do in the end. You helped me pull the trigger. Now live your lives my loves, you are strong than I ever was.
Love,
Alex