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Secret's POV
"What?!"
"You mean...."
"Oh. My. God."
"B-But....."
"What. The. Fuck?"
These were just a few of the responses from my friends but the one that rang the loudest in my ears, the one that cut the deepest was Alyx's.
"H-How could you?"
"Alyx, I'm sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I-I...."
"Y-You......I-I-I......"
The hurt etched across her face made my insides twist painfully but the hot, salty tears trailing down her cheeks made what was left of my already broken heart shatter completely. I could feel my own hot tears burn behind my eyelids before leaking over and staining my cheeks.
"A-Alyx, I-I'm s-sor-ry."
"I-I...." She spluttered before turning on her heel and rushing from the room. Pete jumped up and ran after her. I bowed my head in shame as the tears flowed freely down my face.
"Sugar, don't cry. It's going to be okay."
"How Gerard?! How?! I have successfully fucked my life over! My friends hate me, I am a slut, and a fucking idiot!"
"No one hates you, Secret. Does anyone in this room hate Secret?" Gerard questioned. There were several 'no' and 'of course not' responses.
"See Sugar, no one hates you. We all love you. Every person in this room has made mistakes. Some small, some big but we've all made them."
"Alyx hates me!"
"Alyx doesn't hate you she's just upset." Mikey sighed.
"I hate me." I replied quietly.
"You shouldn't hate yourself, baby. I love you and so does everyone in this room, including Alyx. Just give her some time, okay?"
"O-Okay, Frankie. I love you, too."
"So, twins again?" Gabe chuckled.
"Y-Yeah." I laughed quietly.
"Go figure. Keep it up and you can start your own country." He teased.
"Yeah. We'll call it Ieroran and everyone will convert to Ieroism." Brendon giggled.
"I love you guys. You always know how to make me feel better."
"That's what we are here for." Nikki grinned. "You know, having your kids is becoming less and less appealing, Jeremy."
"Yeah. He probably has freaking super twin sperm." William snorted.
"What can I say?" Jeremy shrugged.
"Ew! Gross! I would appreciate it if we didn't talk about my brother's sperm." I wrinkled my nose in disgust, earning several laughs.
Pete's POV
"Alyx! Please stop!"
I chased her out into the cold night air. She didn't stop until she had rounded the back of the hospital and stopped in an abandoned alley. My heart ached as I watched her slide down the brick wall onto the icy concrete. I slowly made my way to where she sat and slumped down beside her.
"Alyx, please talk to me."
"H-How could you, Pete?"
"I'm sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to hurt you. I just....."
"I know we weren't together but I-I.....it just hurts because I still love you Pete and I thought...."
I sighed. "Alyx, I still love you, too. I always have and I always will. You will never know how truly sorry I am for what I did to you."
"Pete, why do we always hurt the ones we love the most?"
"I don't know."
"Why can't it be simple? Why can't we just go back to being those naïve sixteen year old kids who thought we would always be together?"
"I don't know but I would give anything to go back to that."
"I'm sorry. i am being stupid. We weren't even together and here I am crying like a baby."
"Alyx, I...."
I glanced over at her tear stained face. Bright green orbs shimmering with tears stared back at me. A single hot tear escaped my left eye and trailed down my cheek. As I reached out to wipe the salty liquid from her face she did the same. A spark of electricity shot through me from that one feathery touch. Before I could register what was happening Alyx's soft lips were smashed into my own. Our lips worked together in a needy urgency. My tongue snaked out to caress her bottom lip and she parted her lips for me. Our tongues collided in a hungry frenzy.
Alyx straddled my lap and ground her hips into mine. I moaned into her mouth as she continued to grind our bodies together. We only parted from our kiss when the need for oxygen became too great. She clawed at my jeans until she had my belt undone and was able to slip her hand inside. She palmed at my growing hardness as I nipped and nibbled at her neck.
"Pete, I want you. I need you. Please."
"I-I....are you sure?"
"Yes, Pete. Please make me feel better."
I gripped her hips and lifted us from the icy concrete sidewalk. Alyx connected our lips once again as she shoved my jeans from my hips. In one fluid motion she found her jeans in a puddle at her ankles. She stepped out of them and I gripped her ass as I lifted her from the ground and pressed her back against the cold brick wall. She hissed as the cold grazed her thighs before wrapping them around my waist. I slid her underwear aside and pushed into her slowly.
"Ohhh god....Pete."
I moved in and out slowly, savoring the feeling of once again being inside of her.
"Harder Pete! Faster!"
I happily obliged her request as I thrust in and out of her quickly. Her nails dug sharply into my shoulders as we moaned and grunted against one another. I sucked at the sensitive skin on her neck. Oh how I had missed this. I don't think I would ever understand why I had hurt this amazing girl who I knew without a doubt I loved. This beautiful girl I knew I could never live without.
It didn't take long for me to feel that familiar bubbling in the pit of my stomach. I felt her legs tighten around me just before she let out a loud moan and clamped around me. I couldn't hold back any longer and found myself emptying deep within her.
"Oh f-fuck....I l-love you, Pete."
"I love you too, Alyx."
I let my head fall against her chest as we panted through our aftershocks. I felt Alyx's hands stroke through my hair and I kissed her chest tenderly.
"Pete?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you and I want us to work but if you ever hurt me again I will castrate you."
"Never again, baby. Never."
I pulled myself out of her and set her back on her feet. The cold hit us and we scrambled to redress ourselves.
"Alyx?"
"Yeah?"
"W-What if.....what if these babies are mine?"
"It's okay. We'll deal with it when the time comes, okay?"
"Okay."
"Come on, I have to talk to Secret."
"Okay."
I followed Alyx back to Secret's room where our friends seemed to be doing their best to cheer her up.
Secret's POV
"Shut up, Brendon!"
"You know you love it." Brendon giggled.
"Secret?"
My head immediately snapped in the direction of Alyx's voice.
"A-Alyx?"
"Can I talk to you? Alone?"
"O-Of course."
I watched nervously as everyone filed out of the room leaving just Alyx and myself left.
"A-Alyx, I'm sorry. I-" She cut me off.
"Secret, what you and Pete did hurt me. It hurt a lot but it will be okay. I will get over it because I love both of you. I can't picture my life without either one of you in it. Plus, Pete and I were not together so I can't say he cheated on me. Just promise me this will never happen again because now we are together and it would fucking kill me."
"I swear, Alyx. I love Frank and I don't want to destroy what we have anymore than I already have."
"Secret, I love you. I hope you know that."
"I love you too, Alyx. You are like the sister I never had."
"Same here." She smiled as she wrapped me in a tight hug. I gratefully returned the gesture.
"Alyx, what about th-"
"We'll figure it out when they get here. Either way it doesn't matter. I will love them just the same. I can't say it won't hurt because it will but like I said before I love both of you too much to live without you."
"Thanks Alyx."
xo britt
"What?!"
"You mean...."
"Oh. My. God."
"B-But....."
"What. The. Fuck?"
These were just a few of the responses from my friends but the one that rang the loudest in my ears, the one that cut the deepest was Alyx's.
"H-How could you?"
"Alyx, I'm sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I-I...."
"Y-You......I-I-I......"
The hurt etched across her face made my insides twist painfully but the hot, salty tears trailing down her cheeks made what was left of my already broken heart shatter completely. I could feel my own hot tears burn behind my eyelids before leaking over and staining my cheeks.
"A-Alyx, I-I'm s-sor-ry."
"I-I...." She spluttered before turning on her heel and rushing from the room. Pete jumped up and ran after her. I bowed my head in shame as the tears flowed freely down my face.
"Sugar, don't cry. It's going to be okay."
"How Gerard?! How?! I have successfully fucked my life over! My friends hate me, I am a slut, and a fucking idiot!"
"No one hates you, Secret. Does anyone in this room hate Secret?" Gerard questioned. There were several 'no' and 'of course not' responses.
"See Sugar, no one hates you. We all love you. Every person in this room has made mistakes. Some small, some big but we've all made them."
"Alyx hates me!"
"Alyx doesn't hate you she's just upset." Mikey sighed.
"I hate me." I replied quietly.
"You shouldn't hate yourself, baby. I love you and so does everyone in this room, including Alyx. Just give her some time, okay?"
"O-Okay, Frankie. I love you, too."
"So, twins again?" Gabe chuckled.
"Y-Yeah." I laughed quietly.
"Go figure. Keep it up and you can start your own country." He teased.
"Yeah. We'll call it Ieroran and everyone will convert to Ieroism." Brendon giggled.
"I love you guys. You always know how to make me feel better."
"That's what we are here for." Nikki grinned. "You know, having your kids is becoming less and less appealing, Jeremy."
"Yeah. He probably has freaking super twin sperm." William snorted.
"What can I say?" Jeremy shrugged.
"Ew! Gross! I would appreciate it if we didn't talk about my brother's sperm." I wrinkled my nose in disgust, earning several laughs.
Pete's POV
"Alyx! Please stop!"
I chased her out into the cold night air. She didn't stop until she had rounded the back of the hospital and stopped in an abandoned alley. My heart ached as I watched her slide down the brick wall onto the icy concrete. I slowly made my way to where she sat and slumped down beside her.
"Alyx, please talk to me."
"H-How could you, Pete?"
"I'm sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to hurt you. I just....."
"I know we weren't together but I-I.....it just hurts because I still love you Pete and I thought...."
I sighed. "Alyx, I still love you, too. I always have and I always will. You will never know how truly sorry I am for what I did to you."
"Pete, why do we always hurt the ones we love the most?"
"I don't know."
"Why can't it be simple? Why can't we just go back to being those naïve sixteen year old kids who thought we would always be together?"
"I don't know but I would give anything to go back to that."
"I'm sorry. i am being stupid. We weren't even together and here I am crying like a baby."
"Alyx, I...."
I glanced over at her tear stained face. Bright green orbs shimmering with tears stared back at me. A single hot tear escaped my left eye and trailed down my cheek. As I reached out to wipe the salty liquid from her face she did the same. A spark of electricity shot through me from that one feathery touch. Before I could register what was happening Alyx's soft lips were smashed into my own. Our lips worked together in a needy urgency. My tongue snaked out to caress her bottom lip and she parted her lips for me. Our tongues collided in a hungry frenzy.
Alyx straddled my lap and ground her hips into mine. I moaned into her mouth as she continued to grind our bodies together. We only parted from our kiss when the need for oxygen became too great. She clawed at my jeans until she had my belt undone and was able to slip her hand inside. She palmed at my growing hardness as I nipped and nibbled at her neck.
"Pete, I want you. I need you. Please."
"I-I....are you sure?"
"Yes, Pete. Please make me feel better."
I gripped her hips and lifted us from the icy concrete sidewalk. Alyx connected our lips once again as she shoved my jeans from my hips. In one fluid motion she found her jeans in a puddle at her ankles. She stepped out of them and I gripped her ass as I lifted her from the ground and pressed her back against the cold brick wall. She hissed as the cold grazed her thighs before wrapping them around my waist. I slid her underwear aside and pushed into her slowly.
"Ohhh god....Pete."
I moved in and out slowly, savoring the feeling of once again being inside of her.
"Harder Pete! Faster!"
I happily obliged her request as I thrust in and out of her quickly. Her nails dug sharply into my shoulders as we moaned and grunted against one another. I sucked at the sensitive skin on her neck. Oh how I had missed this. I don't think I would ever understand why I had hurt this amazing girl who I knew without a doubt I loved. This beautiful girl I knew I could never live without.
It didn't take long for me to feel that familiar bubbling in the pit of my stomach. I felt her legs tighten around me just before she let out a loud moan and clamped around me. I couldn't hold back any longer and found myself emptying deep within her.
"Oh f-fuck....I l-love you, Pete."
"I love you too, Alyx."
I let my head fall against her chest as we panted through our aftershocks. I felt Alyx's hands stroke through my hair and I kissed her chest tenderly.
"Pete?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you and I want us to work but if you ever hurt me again I will castrate you."
"Never again, baby. Never."
I pulled myself out of her and set her back on her feet. The cold hit us and we scrambled to redress ourselves.
"Alyx?"
"Yeah?"
"W-What if.....what if these babies are mine?"
"It's okay. We'll deal with it when the time comes, okay?"
"Okay."
"Come on, I have to talk to Secret."
"Okay."
I followed Alyx back to Secret's room where our friends seemed to be doing their best to cheer her up.
Secret's POV
"Shut up, Brendon!"
"You know you love it." Brendon giggled.
"Secret?"
My head immediately snapped in the direction of Alyx's voice.
"A-Alyx?"
"Can I talk to you? Alone?"
"O-Of course."
I watched nervously as everyone filed out of the room leaving just Alyx and myself left.
"A-Alyx, I'm sorry. I-" She cut me off.
"Secret, what you and Pete did hurt me. It hurt a lot but it will be okay. I will get over it because I love both of you. I can't picture my life without either one of you in it. Plus, Pete and I were not together so I can't say he cheated on me. Just promise me this will never happen again because now we are together and it would fucking kill me."
"I swear, Alyx. I love Frank and I don't want to destroy what we have anymore than I already have."
"Secret, I love you. I hope you know that."
"I love you too, Alyx. You are like the sister I never had."
"Same here." She smiled as she wrapped me in a tight hug. I gratefully returned the gesture.
"Alyx, what about th-"
"We'll figure it out when they get here. Either way it doesn't matter. I will love them just the same. I can't say it won't hurt because it will but like I said before I love both of you too much to live without you."
"Thanks Alyx."
xo britt
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