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Secret's POV

Hospitals are fucking torture. Especially when you are alone and bored. As if that is not bad enough, my doctor sent a shrink in to talk to me. According to Mr. I-am-so-fucking-happy-you-should-be-too, I now have a weekly appointment with him to talk about my 'feelings' from now until hell freezes over. I just want to bang my head against the closest wall until I pass out as he drones on and on and fucking on.

"Ms. Mason? Ms. Mason!"

"Hmm?"

"Did you hear me?"

"Uh...no?"

Mr. I-am-so-fucking-happy-you-should-be-too sighed and repeated himself.

"I said, your appointments will be every Tuesday at two o'clock."

"Yeah, yeah." I mumbled.

"Ms. Mason, I know this is not the most pleasant situation in the world but I really think it could help you." I only nodded in response.

"Okay. Well, I will see you on Tuesday then, Ms. Mason."

"Yep."

A few minutes after the shrink left Frank finally returned with food.

"How did it go?"

"Eh, I have to go see Mr. Happy Pants every Tuesday, indefinitely."

A smirk played across his lips and he quirked an eyebrow at me.

"Mr. Happy Pants?"

"Ugh! Yes, that guy is fucking ridiculous. I think he has been dipping into his own stash of happy pills."

Frank burst into giggles. "Well, at least you get to go home today."

"Oh thank skittles! I can not wait to get the hell out of here."

"Pete is on his way with clean clothes so why don't you finish your food then get a shower."

"Or we could both finish our meal and you could join me in the shower." I winked at him.

"Hmm.....as tempting as that sounds I think I am going to have to pass."

I pouted at him and he laughed and shook his head at me.

"Pweeeassse?" I pouted, giving him my best puppy dog face.

"Nope." He smirked as he leaned toward me so his lips brushed the shell of my ear. "But tonight? Tonight you are all mine."

I couldn't shake the tingles that ran up my spine or suppress the small moan that fell from my lips as his hot breath hit my skin.

"I like the sound of that."

"Okay. Break it up, slut muffins."

"Who are you calling a slut, whorebag." I teased back and Pete stuck his tongue out at me.

"Anyway, so how is my little cupcake feeling today?"

"Just fucking peachy. Did you bring me clothes?"

"I did you one better than that. Here is your shampoo, conditioner, and body wash as well as your toothbrush and toothpaste. Now go hop in the shower and get cleaned up."

"Pete, you are amazing! Thank you."

I took the bag Pete gave me and went to the bathroom. I adjusted the spray and once it was to my liking I stepped into the shower. I had never felt so elated to have a shower than at that very moment. The hot water cascaded over my body, relaxing my tense muscles and warming my cold skin. After several minutes of just letting the hot water ease my aching body I finally shampooed and conditioned my hair then bathed and got out of the shower. I toweled off, dressed, and brushed my teeth before joining Pete and Frank on the hospital bed.

"Damn, I feel so much better now."

"You look like you feel better, baby." Frank smiled and pecked my lips.

"Now, relax and let me take care of the rest." Pete grinned.

"What are you planning?" I narrowed my eyes at him in suspicion.

"Just relax."

He stood behind me and brushed my hair out before blow-drying it.

"Pete, why are you fixing my hair?"

"I just thought it would make you feel better."

"Hmm....okay." I shrugged.

"Frankie, you finish her hair and I will do her makeup."

Thirty minutes later my hair had been flat ironed and my face had been made up. I had to admit that it did make me feel better.

"Thanks guys. I do feel a little more normal now."

"What's family for, darling?" Pete winked.

"Now, if only the doctor would hurry up and release me." I sighed.

"Waiting for me?" The doctor I was just speaking of smiled as he popped into the room.

"Yes sir!"

"Well, Ms. Mason, here are your discharge papers. You will need to visit your regular doctor in two weeks to have the stitches removed. Until then you may resume normal activities just be careful. Do not submerge your stitches in water. Showers are fine but no bathes."

"Thanks, doc."

"You are welcome. Have a nice day and take care of yourself."

I quickly grabbed my belongings and left the room. I heard Frank and Pete giggle at me but I didn't stop until I reached the receptionist where I handed over my discharge papers and then went straight to the exit. I turned briefly to see Frank and Pete in the distance.

"Hurry guys! I want to see my babies!"

"Relax. We're coming." Frank chuckled.

After what felt like an eternity but in reality, upon inspection of the car's radio, was really only twenty-two minutes we pulled into our driveway. I instantly became suspicious as I noticed a line of very familiar cars lining our drive and street.

"What's going-"

"Shush and come on." Pete ordered after cutting me off. Frank only smirked and shrugged at me.

As Pete strutted into the house and flipped the light switch a chorus of 'surprise!' echoed around us. I was met with smiling faces of every one of my friends as well as Donna who pulled me into a hug and whispered into my ear.

"Secret Leigh Mason, don't you ever scare me like that again. You may be twenty-one years old now but don't think I won't bend you over my knee and wear your ass out."

I could hear the tears in her voice and a wave of guilt washed over me.

"I am so sorry. It will never happen again. I realize now that I have too much to live for."

She pulled from our embrace and cupped my cheeks in her soft hands.

"That you do, sweetheart. That you do."

"Thank you, for everything."

"Of course, dear. You know how much I love every one of you kids."

"I love you, too."

"I know, honey. Now go on. Have some fun."

"Where are the twins?"

"In the backyard with Jeremy and Mikey."

I rushed outside to see my babies. I had missed them so fucking much.

"Mommy!"

I knelt before them and opened my arms wide. They ran into the hug and attacked me with kisses as I did the same to them.

"Mommy missed you guys so much."

"We missed you, mommy."

"Do ya feel better now?"

"Yes Rayne, mommy feels much better now that she is home with you two again."

"Come on mommy, swing with us!" Lyric exclaimed.

I chased them over to the swings and took turns holding them as I swung us high into the air. After a little while I left them with Mikey. I could feel Jeremy's need to talk with me alone. I found him in the old tree house to the side of the house.

"Jer?"

"Seek?"

"Yeah."

I climbed up the old wooden ladder and sat beside him with my head leaning on his shoulder. He sighed.

"Seek, why did you do that to us?"

" I just didn't know how else to handle it."

"Secret, I know you and I how strong you are. This isn't like you."

"Everyone had their breaking point and I think this was mine but I am fine now."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I have too much to live for and I know that now."

"Please don't ever do that to me again."

"I swear."

We shared a much needed embrace before climbing from the tree house and joining everyone else inside.

"There you are!" Brendon squealed when he spotted me. "Come dance with me!"

"Bren, no."

"Please?" He pleaded, giving me his best pout.

Damn him and those fucking adorable puppy dog eyes.

"Fine." I huffed.

"Yay!"

The rest of the night passed quickly as we danced, goofed off, and just generally enjoyed ourselves. Around ten o'clock we began to clean up and I put the twins to bed while Frank showed the last of our friends out.

As I entered my bedroom I found myself immediately pressed against the wall and warm lips on mine. I locked my arms around his neck as his tongue pushed past my lips, deepening the kiss. Frank's lips left mine only to travel down my jaw to my neck where he nibbled and sucked at the tender flesh.

"Mmm....Frankie."

A shiver ghosted along my spine as his lips brushed the shell of my ear and his hot breath tickled my skin.

"I told you, you are all mine tonight."

I let out a gasp of surprise as he lifted me off of my feet and carried me to our bed. Immediately, his lips collided with mine and I wound my legs around his hips, smashing our bodies together. I tugged at his belt before unbuckling it and then unzipping his pants. I shoved the denim down his legs where they puddled at his feet. He kicked them away as he slid my own jeans down my legs and tossed them aside. Both of our shirts along with my bra soon joined the pile of unwanted clothing on the floor. Our lips molded once again as he parted my legs and slowly pushed into me. He rocked his hips slowly, teasingly as I panted for more.

"Frankie, please."

He smirked at me but kept his slow, steady pace, slowly driving me insane. I wrapped my legs around his hips, crushing our bodies together and forcing him deeper. He let out a mixture of a gasp and a moan. I flashed him a satisfied smirk as I tightened my grip around his waist.

"You win." He growled as he gripped my hips and pulled out then thrust in hard. A moan tumbled from my throat and nails dug into his soft flesh as he continued his quick, rough pace.

"Oh, Frankie."

It didn't take long for me to feel the familiar clenching in my stomach before I found myself slipping into that state of ecstasy. Frank joined me soon after as he shuddered and moaned, filling me. As he collapsed against my chest panting heavily a lazy, satisfied smile spread across my lips and I held him tight. After a few minutes he rolled off of me and pulled me close to his chest as he kissed my temple and draped the a blanket around us.

"Mmm...I love you, baby."

"I love you too, Frankie."

"G'Night."

"'Night."


I am soooo sorry this is late but there is a good reason. I had some family issues but hopefully everything is okay now. I am sorry for any mistakes but I am really tired and wanted to get this up for you guys.

xo britt