FicWad

Author's Note:Hi readers! I'm debating with myself right now! I really don't know if i should continue on with this story... I know if i don't the next chapter or two is the final chapter, but i enjoy writing this story, but i feel like i shouldn't continue if not a good amount of people like it. Because i have so much more this story can go on forever, but i don't know,How do you think the story is overall? Should i end it or keep going?! If i do end it i promise you it will be the most craziest shocking vivid just overall pretty damn amazing chapter ever. I appreciate the feedback, thank you xoxo

Gerard’s POV
As the day fades, the sky grew darker. The sun was out but a tint of black was showing through now. I stared out my window for a new inspiration for drawing. I could hear Mikey and Frank playing video games upstairs. I would close my door but I could hear Frank’s laugh and how angry he got when Mikey would beat him.
As I looked out my window I saw a streak of light, a falling star. I smiled, my grandma told me some really weird story about falling stars when I was little. I smirked and a small tear of joy fell down my cheek. My hand didn’t start to draw. I started writing words.
“Came a time when every star fall brought you to tears again. We are the very hurt you sold, and what’s the worst you take, from every heart you break. And like the blade you stain, well I’ve been holding on tonight.” I held my breath for a second, as I exhaled I read over it.
I looked down again at the paper, I wrote down what I was thinking.
“What’s the worst thing I can say,” I hesitated and thought of the day Elena died ,”Things are better if I stay, So long and Goodnight, So long Not Goodnight.”
I wrote “Helena” at the top of the paper, the name my therapist called my grandma.
Hand’s covered my eyes.
“Guess who?”
“Hmpf, well I can’t hear video games and I see ink’d fingers so I’m guessing, Frank.”
He kissed my hair,”No shit.” He winked, “I got a surprise for you!”
“Oh okay, hold on. Give me a minute I’m going to change.”
Frank smirked, “Damn Gerard, you’re making me want to stay but I’m going to go start the car so it’s warm when you come, I’ll be outside when you’re done.”
“Okay, wait, what? What car are you talking about?” My eyes grew wide.
Frank just laughed,”It’s Ray’s okay? Calm down he’s letting me borrow it.”

Frank’s POV
Okay maybe Ray wasn’t letting me borrow his car. I just “Borrowed” it for Gerard’s sake.
I don’t think he even realized that his birthday is tomorrow. I sighed and turned the key.
The car started up, I wasn’t the best driver, but that’s only because my mom was so paranoid and wouldn’t let me near a car.
The dark leather seats were cold; the heater blew against my face. Gerard came out in his same old dark skinny jeans, they fit perfectly on his never sun kissed skin. Right as he opened the passenger seat door, Mikey slid right in.
“Shot gun!”He laughed like a little kid.
Gerard sighed and got into the back seat with questioning.
“Uh Frank, Do you even know how to drive?” Mikey questioned me though.
“Don’t question me and my driving skills!” I smiled and started backing out the car.
“I have a learners permit, but I’m sure you know how to drive Mikey.” I laughed.
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The sky grew darker, the trees were turning back to green, the sound of the radio was drowned by Mikey and Gerard arguing over some song lyrics.
“Mikey that doesn’t make any fucking sense!” Gerard argued.
“Your mom doesn’t make sense!” Mikey glared
I laughed,” Mikey that’s your mom too.”
Gerard smirked, “Anyways, and you can cry all you want to I don’t care how much you invest yourself in me, makes way more sense and sounds better than what you had in mind.”
Mikey glared at me, “What sounds better My lyrics or Gerards?”
I kept my eyes on the road, knowing I could crash this car if I didn’t pay attention, “Sorry Mikey but Gerard’s make sense and they sounds really good.”
“Erm, fine but –“Gerard cut him off as always, “Where are we going?”
I snickers, “We’re here.” I turned the corner, a small vacant house before us covered by trees.
I drove slowly into the driveway.
“See I’m good at driving,” I said as I got out of the silver car.
Mikey glared and Gerard just smiled.
“Psh whatever,” we all got out, Mikey went into the house.
“Shit Gerard I need you help!?”
“What is it?” Gerard raised an eyebrow.
I turned around, back facing Gerard.
“Does my ass look fat in these jeans?”
He laughed and slapped my ass, “C’mon! I want to see your ‘big surprise’”
I grabbed his hand, “I love you.”
“I love you too,” he replied and we walked into the house.
Everyone was there, but they were all talking and not paying attention, as the shitty banner that said ‘Happy Birthday Gerard’ hung above them.
I fake coughed.
They all looked at us .
“Shit! Thanks A lot Mikey, you distracted us with your hungoverness!” Robyn exclaimed.
Gerard giggled.
They all hugged Gerard, “Happy Birthday!”

Gerard’s POV
I almost forgot my birthday was tomorrow!
“Thanks guys.”
Mikey and Jeanine seemed to stay on the opposite side of the room.
Kate and Robyn were jumping off the walls.
Surprisingly, Chloe was there, guessing her and Robyn hit it off, she was in the kitchen drinking some Pepsi.
Ray was talking to Frank secretly to the side, and Bob slid into the bathroom.
I looked at Frank ,”Thank you.”
He shot both his hands up, ”Don’t thank me it was all Robyn’s idea , of course.”
Robyn blushed a faint pink color.
I pulled her into a hug with made her blush even more.
“Gerard, you are just so damn…” Kate stopped to think.
“Gorgeous…” Chloe added but Frank cut her off for a finish.
“Motherfucker.” He winked.
I kissed Kate and Chloe’s cheek, and kissed Frank gently on the lips.
Bob came out of the bathroom, “I thought this was a party?!”
Everyone went to the kitchen and pulled out bottles of alcohol and presents.
I just stared, I didn’t deserve this really.
Kate looked down at her phone and up at Robyn, she said something and answered her phone, walking to another room.
Mikey was drinking, again.
I popped myself a can of beer, “Trying to cure that hangover I see.”
I took a sip of the beer and remembered how amazing the taste of alcohol was.
“It doesn’t matter, were all going to have a hangover in the morning.”
He was probably right.
The door swung open luckily to make this conversation less awkward.
Andy and Delilah came in holding hands while Daniel and Luce came in with wine bottles.
“Happy Birthday Gerard!” Delilah hugged me firmly, “Thanks for letting us come Frank.”
He just winked and went back to helping Luce out with where to put the bottles.
Delilah put wore a red v-neck and black skinny jeans, her hair was newly cut/layered, and dyed a darker brown. Andy held out his hand and pulled me into a hug/pat on the back kind of thing.
“Happy birthday,Erm, How old are you turning?” he glanced.
“18 thank fucking god.” I laughed.
Bob was distracting Daniel with the Xbox he was plugging into the TV, I never really talked to him, and I couldn’t tell if he was gay or just a boy who is very theatrical.
When I looked at Luce I couldn’t help but notice that a majority of her hair was dyed black and this big giant chunk of blonde in the middle of her bands. She got tanner and she wasn’t so moody like she was last time. She was smiling and talking to Jeanine.
It was all amazing, we were just missing someone.
I shook my head and took another drink from the beer can.
Frank slid right next to me, “Gerard, this wasn’t my surprise for you.”
I looked into his eyes; he put on a devilish grin, “Follow me.”
We moved away from the party into the only room this vacant house had.
It had a bed and a counter.
Frank kissed me again, a little rough, “Happy Birthday Gerard.”
He pulled off my shirt, I looked down at him kissed him with a little tongue.
“Won’t they notice the birthday boy gone?” I winked.
“They don’t care, trust me.” He smirked and I took off his shirt.
I kissed his neck as he unbuckled my belt.
A single finger slid up my spine, I moaned, and shivered.
I took off his pants and he handed me the lube.
“Don’t mind if I do.”
This time everything felt right, no hesitation between the two of us, even with the 11 people in the room next to us, and Frank did things to me that night that words can’t describe how amazing it was. And I’m sure I did things to Frank that he’ll never forget, if I don’t say so myself.

Frank’s POV
We lay in the bed, panting, smiling, and laughing our hurt asses off.
We put on our clothes and tried to walk it off a little.
“Happy Birthday, Gerard,” I snickered.
He kissed me again.
A scream coming from the next room broke us apart.
We stormed out into the room, as much as it hurt us we had to see.
As soon as we got into the room, everyone was laughing, by the way It looks someone’s drunk ass broke a wine bottle.
I glared at Mikey but he raised his hands up and pointed at Robyn.
She laughed and put her hands up in surrender.
A sober Luce helped Robyn clean the wine and glass off the floor.
“I thought someone got shot,” I laughed.
Gerard nodded and held my hand.
A knock at the door made me jump.
“Look what you’ve done know! That’s probably the police!” Delilah exclaimed and laughed.
“HIDE THE ROBYN, MIKEY, AND THE BOOZE!!” Kate laughed and yelled.
“Psh you’re blowing our cover,” half drunk Ray whispered.
Jeanine sat on the couch squirming trying to act casual with Andy half asleep on the other side.
Gerard, Luce, Delilah, and I being the most sober had to answer the door.
Delilah laughed and calmly opened the door.
I looked at Gerard and smirked.
A scream and a yell, I looked at Delilah her eyes terrified, a gun held to her neck.


Sorry I'm like MIA right now, i have writers block. The last and final chapter should be up next week at the latest. Hopefully by the weekend like i planned. I am currently writing this one and another personal realistic fiction so that's why its taking me awhile, im really sorry, Xoxo -AV