FicWad

In this night of silence
I regret it all
Why did I act strong?
Why did I act foolish?
Now it's all to late

Rain falls like my tears
For you even God is crying
My sorrow is deeper then hell

Why couldn't I notice?
Why did you die for me?
I wouldv'e been much happier if you hadn't.

Your hands are so cold
Why don't you answer me?

The days of Sun have ended now there is only gray.

A seed of jelousy planted
And a blade that pierces the heart.
That was how it began.

Where are you my Sun?
Here you have only left me a husk
Where is your love?

I regret it all.
Every word, Every feeling
If I had never known you
You would still exist
You melted my icy heart
Was it all for naught?

Now I can cry
Now I can feel
I hate you for doing this to me!
Because you made me happy
Because you made me love you
Those are the things I hate you for!

I could never wish for you to not have existed
I could never wish you back to life.
Thats why now
As I drip away
I smile
Soon
I
Wiil
be
With
You
Forever.