FicWad

What
The
Fuck

“W-wha-“
“I’m sorry Roxy, really I am. Ever since you came back, the first time held you again, your scent has been the only thing my body craves anymore. I can’t smell anyone else, not now I’ve smelt you, nothing else is good enough. I know this isn’t what you want, I’m sorry.” He didn’t look me in the eye once while he was speaking. Once he finished, he pulled himself up from the bed and tried to climb down. In a sudden panic, the fear of him leavening me, I grabbed his arm. He looked back up at me, our eyes connected for the first time since I was stuck in his trance. They were back to his regular brownish-hazel, green flecks danced in the mix as I saw a small look of hope in them. Something surged through me that caused me to pull him up towards me and place my lips against his.
I was shocked at myself, but not half as shocked as Gee was.
His arms flailed about his head for a while, not sure of what to do with them as he kissed back attentively.
Once, I guess, he was sure that this was actually happening and when my arms placed themselves on his chest, Gerard moved himself back to his original place on the bed and attached his hands to my waist.
I kissed him back hungrily; unsure where all of this sudden want came from.
I didn’t care though, because his lips were on mine, and that was enough to send me places the best quality crack couldn’t (Not that I’ve done crack…).
His tongue felt its way to my lip and mine darted out to meet it, they clashed in the most amazing sensation I’ve felt yet. My taste buds met his coffee flavoured ones. A hint of blood was washed in with it that sent me crazy. I’ve always loved the taste of blood, but on him, it was even more amazing.
Our tongues explored each others mouths as our hands explored each others bodies. Gerard pulled my waist in closer to him as his other hand came up to palm the side of my neck, another weak point I had. Touch my neck and I’m the horniest little bitch you’ve ever seen.
His kisses became sweeter in time. My hands endearingly made their way under his shirt and grazed over his chest as our mouths parted each others.
I watched my hands as they grazed over his flesh, under his shirt.

Obviously noticing my earlier love for it, Gerard attached his lips to my neck as my hand wondered his pale smooth chest in awe.
Wet open mouthed kisses were left of my neck and collar bone.

[Gerard’s P.O.V]

Fuck she’s amazing.

I can’t even get enough of her; she tastes so good, and that’s just her skin!
I traced my kisses up her neck to her pulse. I could feel it pumping beneath my lips, her blood pulsing under my touch, within my reach, yet I could not have it. It called to me as I was so lost it’s aroma. The scent of her sweet, copper blood inflamed my senses. I could barley breath, I was washed over with want. I could tell my eyes had changed again, back to that monstrous red.
I realised I was no longer even kissing her, just breathing panting breaths on her neck as I tried to steady myself. I tried to keep the thoughts of her blood out of my head, but it raced through just as it did in her veins. It was within taking distance, my fangs were already out and waiting. I closed my eyes and pulled myself out of it. I rolled off of her, onto my back.
I shook with fury at myself. I can’t do this it her, this shouldn’t be happening, she shouldn’t have come back.

I love her so fucking much.

So... there isn't much to this chapter. Sorry, my mind has been elsewhere.
Aaaaaaanyways, happy new year everyone xD
I hope you all got well and truly fucked up last night... I know I did xD
R&R plweeeeease ~XO