FicWad

Forbidden words follow you. I can never speak these words to you, because you will never be mine.

I cannot let go of the path I have walked for so long, I don't know what to do.

Will you be mine?

I can never fully be yours; I have to follow these people to my death.

I promised you that I would never leave, but here I am gone and back and gone again

And now you know the truth about me, the cruel truth.

But you will never know exactly why I did everything I did.

You will never understand why I chose to organize this plan of complete death.

Because you do not know the pain I feel, you have not felt this pain.

My pain will never be your pain, because you can not feel this.

Once you have lost it all, then you can ask of me, to leave it all.