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A/N: Okay so I decided to make the rest of the story out of Maxie's P.O.V. I just wanted you all to get a feel for what Frankie is feeling like. Oh and some of the other chapters may have Frankie's P.O.V. also. R&R

Frankie’s P.O.V.

I sat on the couch in the tour bus tired as hell. We had a concert in like an hour

and a half though. We would be at the concert place in about 10 minutes to get ready and

do a sound check. Yippee. I just wanted to get out of London and finish this tour. I was

really tired and I needed a break really bad. The guys could tell that I needed one. I

wasn’t the same Frankie that I used to be. Maybe I was just lonely. I don’t know. I know

Gerard stopped liking me a long time ago. Which is why we don’t really do Frerard moments

on stage anymore. He turned straight on me. I mean he wasn’t gay before but he wasn’t

straight. I guess I’m glad he is just my best friend though. It could have ended worse. We

could have never talked again after he fell heads over heels for a girl. I guess I always

knew that would happen. Mikey walked over and sat down next to me.

“Frankie, can you help me with my hair. It’s being a bitch.” Mikey said. I nodded and sat

up taking his brush and hair gel.

“Mikey, can I ask you something?” I asked as I started to do his hair.

“Yeah, ask away.” He said. I sighed.

“Well, do you think there is anyone out there for me?” Just as I asked that Ray, Gerard,

and Eve walked out of the bunk room. I frowned and finished Mikey’s hair and the bus

stopped.

“There you go Mikes.” I said standing up and grabbing my stuff for the concert before

walking out of the bus as fast as I could. I didn’t like talking about my feelings with

anyone other than Mikey. He understood me. I heard someone call my name and turned around

to see Gerard running over to me with his makeup case and clothes in his hand. I waited

for him to catch up to me.

“Hey Gee.” I said. He sighed.

“Frankie, its not my fault is it? I was a kid. I didn’t know what I wanted.” He said.

“What?” I asked.

“I’m the reason the real Frankie is gone aren’t I? I mean I really did like you at the

time but not so much that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you it was just a

fling but-” Wow. That hurt. Big time.

“It was just a game for you. I get it Gee.” I said walking at a faster pace trying to get

rid of him.

“Frankie, you know I didn’t mean it that way. I just want my best friend back. Please

understand.” He pleaded. I sighed and turned to him. Eve, Mikey, and Ray passed us

quickly. I frowned and had the urge to slap Gee but didn’t. He was still my best friend

even though he tore me to pieces.

“Just drop it Gerard.” I said.

“You called me Gerard.” He said frowning and taking a step towards me. “You have always

called me Gee.” He said.

“yeah well you better get used to me calling you by your real name because when I called

you Gee, that was when I thought you cared.” I said before stomping off to the dressing

room.

“But I do care Frankie!” I heard him yell after me. Was I just a toy to everybody. I have

feelings too but nobody seemed to think that I did. If only they knew what I did every

night because of all of the things they have joked around about me. The most hurtful one.

My sexu-fucking-ality.