Categories > TV > Criss Angel Mindfreak > if i shoudl fall from the sky would you twice or just pass me by...
letting my mind wander is umm well idk really....
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I was feeling my way across the floor in the darkness trying to find any sliver of hope to get out of this mysteriously weird place and as I felt across the floor my left knee crashed onto something sharp slicing it in an instant causing a few tears to spring to life as a cold whimper escaped my lips as the blood ran down in a slow trickle making my nose burn and as I took another step to the side my body fell into nothing but air causing everything to whip past me as I fell into a dark abyss………
It was normal for me to wake up screaming from my haunting nightmares even though they are not that scary or anything it’s me being able to fall and not know where I am and my ghost killing myself if you would call it that yes I’m very fucked up in the head to think like that but its true I’ve had a dream of me dying in some way every night science I was kicked out of the fucking orphanage “4 months ago” and if you ask me it’s kind of depressing and criss and J.D. can both tell that I’m more tired and that I’m fighting to stay awake and be happy but lately it’s been hard and I know that everyone around can tell that I’m not who I used to be
It’s only been about a week at the most and I’ve been sleeping in criss’s bed because of my night mares and the disturbing images well that’s what J.D. calls them but I think it’s something different something that’s deeply hurting me or some shit like that but I really don’t fucking care because I’ve learned how to meditate in the morning and at lunch well most of the day when everyone is running around well let me rephrase that when “family” is running around the house just eating having fun all types of good shit blah blah blah……
And criss thinks that it is good for me to try and block the night mares and bad things from my dreams because he’s the one that got me into this but it’s really helping me right now and with my mom’s anniversary coming up of her death its taking more of a toll on me than anyone else because I have never known my mom I have heard a lot of story’s from criss and the rest of the family but I wish that I could of meet her after I was born
And I’m happy that she is in heaven right now because I didn’t want her to suffer with me and my problems because even though I never really truly knew her I love her and I could never not love her…..
“BOO!!!!”
“SHIT MONKEYS ON ICE!!” I screamed falling off of the coffee table and onto the floor glaring at J.D. as he was laughing his ass off at me
“CRISSS!!!!” I screamed at the top of my lungs still keeping myself in the mangled up position on the floor when I heard heavy footsteps from the ceiling and the thud of footsteps in the living room and a loud “SMACK!” with a cry at the end as I got picked up to sea snickering J.D. and before I could flip him off criss had me out of the room
“What happened axel?”
“I was sitting on the coffee table and being a good little angel for once when J.D. came in and yelled
“BOO!” in my ear and I fell attacking the floor and he started to laugh at me so then I called you and now I’m explaining to you what had happened”
“well I will talk to J.D. about scarring you but do you not remember the rule we have made for you….?” he asked looking at me with a sigh
“to not sit on anything but the proper seats that I cant fall off of and get hurt from…..yes I remember criss but the cat wouldn’t leave me alone” I say with the slight glimmer of tears threatening to tear down my porcelain face making me sniffle just a little bit but also get crushed into a bone hurting hug from criss groaning as I tried to get free from his grip as he chuckled and let me go
So right after he did I ran as fast as I could up stairs and into the guest room grabbing my sketch book and running back out of the house
“BYE IM GOING TO BE AT THE LAKE JUST UP THE ROAD!” yelling just before the door closed and making my way down to the lake letting my thoughts whipped around my head not knowing what I really was thinking about until I was looking at the beautiful sun rise into the morning sky drawing exactly what I just saw sighing when it was finished laying back letting the sun kiss my pale white skin just a little bit saying hello while I lay there
And if I didn’t burn that badly and easily I would of stayed there in the sun a whole lot longer letting the sun kiss me more than just for an hour but I did have to go back for lunch and to get ready for work and that’s what I did I made the short journey back to criss’s house lost in my powerful thoughts once again
It was normal for me to wake up screaming from my haunting nightmares even though they are not that scary or anything it’s me being able to fall and not know where I am and my ghost killing myself if you would call it that yes I’m very fucked up in the head to think like that but its true I’ve had a dream of me dying in some way every night science I was kicked out of the fucking orphanage “4 months ago” and if you ask me it’s kind of depressing and criss and J.D. can both tell that I’m more tired and that I’m fighting to stay awake and be happy but lately it’s been hard and I know that everyone around can tell that I’m not who I used to be
It’s only been about a week at the most and I’ve been sleeping in criss’s bed because of my night mares and the disturbing images well that’s what J.D. calls them but I think it’s something different something that’s deeply hurting me or some shit like that but I really don’t fucking care because I’ve learned how to meditate in the morning and at lunch well most of the day when everyone is running around well let me rephrase that when “family” is running around the house just eating having fun all types of good shit blah blah blah……
And criss thinks that it is good for me to try and block the night mares and bad things from my dreams because he’s the one that got me into this but it’s really helping me right now and with my mom’s anniversary coming up of her death its taking more of a toll on me than anyone else because I have never known my mom I have heard a lot of story’s from criss and the rest of the family but I wish that I could of meet her after I was born
And I’m happy that she is in heaven right now because I didn’t want her to suffer with me and my problems because even though I never really truly knew her I love her and I could never not love her…..
“BOO!!!!”
“SHIT MONKEYS ON ICE!!” I screamed falling off of the coffee table and onto the floor glaring at J.D. as he was laughing his ass off at me
“CRISSS!!!!” I screamed at the top of my lungs still keeping myself in the mangled up position on the floor when I heard heavy footsteps from the ceiling and the thud of footsteps in the living room and a loud “SMACK!” with a cry at the end as I got picked up to sea snickering J.D. and before I could flip him off criss had me out of the room
“What happened axel?”
“I was sitting on the coffee table and being a good little angel for once when J.D. came in and yelled
“BOO!” in my ear and I fell attacking the floor and he started to laugh at me so then I called you and now I’m explaining to you what had happened”
“well I will talk to J.D. about scarring you but do you not remember the rule we have made for you….?” he asked looking at me with a sigh
“to not sit on anything but the proper seats that I cant fall off of and get hurt from…..yes I remember criss but the cat wouldn’t leave me alone” I say with the slight glimmer of tears threatening to tear down my porcelain face making me sniffle just a little bit but also get crushed into a bone hurting hug from criss groaning as I tried to get free from his grip as he chuckled and let me go
So right after he did I ran as fast as I could up stairs and into the guest room grabbing my sketch book and running back out of the house
“BYE IM GOING TO BE AT THE LAKE JUST UP THE ROAD!” yelling just before the door closed and making my way down to the lake letting my thoughts whipped around my head not knowing what I really was thinking about until I was looking at the beautiful sun rise into the morning sky drawing exactly what I just saw sighing when it was finished laying back letting the sun kiss my pale white skin just a little bit saying hello while I lay there
And if I didn’t burn that badly and easily I would of stayed there in the sun a whole lot longer letting the sun kiss me more than just for an hour but I did have to go back for lunch and to get ready for work and that’s what I did I made the short journey back to criss’s house lost in my powerful thoughts once again
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