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We’re in the livingroom eating pizza when mom comes in from work.
“Boys?”
“In here!” Mikey yells.
I’m sitting with my legs across Frank’s lap, my back against the arm of the couch. She walks in and rolls her eyes at what we’re watching, The Nightmare Before Christmas.
“How do you not get sick of that movie?”
I shrug “Want some pizza?”
She nods “Yeah what kind?”
“Well there’s Pepperoni and Cheese, cause Frankie’s a vegetarian!” I smile at him.
“Oh you are? I didn’t know that dear...” she grabs a piece of cheese “I’m tired, so if you guys are staying, that’s fine but you’re going to school tomorrow, so don’t stay up all night, Gerard!”
I grin “I love how I was singled out!”
“Ray usually goes to bed early and so does Mikey so, Frank and Gerard, do not be up all night.” she teases.
I blush and roll my eyes “Whatever.”
She then leaves the room.
“So um... do you need a ride home or do you wanna stay?” I look at Frank, then Ray.
Ray shrugs “I’ll stay.”
Frank nods “My mom wont even notice I’m not there.”
I frown “It’s almost summer... You’ll be able to stay over more then!”
He smiles and nods.
After the movie, we decide its best to go ahead and go to bed. Frank and I walk into my room and I yawn. He frowns and tells me that he doesn’t have any clothes for tomorrow. I dig through my clothes for some suitable pajamas for him.
“I ah...” Frank blushes “Can I borrow some boxers? I’m jsut really... I have to be clean...”
I nod and hand him a pair, without paying attention to what they are.
He giggles “Cute Gee.”
I look and blush “Sh-Shut up!”
“Did your mommie pick out these for you?” he holds up my teddybear boxers.
“Well I sure as hell didn’t pick them! Shut up or you don’t get to wear them!” I frown.
He smiles “I’m just messing with you Gee, calm down!”
I sigh and grab pajamas for myself “Hey I’m going to take a shower...”
He nods “Ok, I’ll look through all of your things while you’re gone!”
I blush “P-please don’t!”
He smiles “Maybe you should take me with you so you can be sure.” he winks, with a giggle.
My blush deepens “A-As tempting as that is... I d-don’t think my mom would like walking in to that.”
He smiles “I wont go through you’re stuff Gee.”
I smile back “Thanks... while I’m gone you can change and put your clothes on top of the washer, I’ll start a load after I’m out and I’ll leave mom a note to put it in the dryer before we’re up.”
He nods “Okie dokie. Thanks for the pj’s Sugar.”
I smile “You’re welcome Frankie.”
I walk into the bathroom and find Mikey and Ray brushing their teeth. I set my clothes on the counter and smile at them. Ray finishes first.
“Hey Gee!”
“Hey.”
“Gonna take a shower?”
I nod “Yeah...”
“Alone?” Ray teases.
I blush “Yes!”
He chuckles as Mikey’s nose scrunches up in disgust. Mikey finishes and looks at me.
“Please, no! Do what you want in your bed, but please, not in the shower! I use that shower! Mom uses that shower!”
I make a face similar to Mikey’s look of disgust “Ugh, Mikey! I wasn’t going to anyways, but if I were you would have totally stopped that from happening!”
Ray shivers “Yeah... I’m scarred now!”
Mikey rolls his eyes “Hey Gee, can I talk to you for a minute?”
I sigh “Yes, but I’m getting undressed so... look away or something, and Ray, you get out!”
Ray shrugs and walks to Mikey’s room. I take off my shirt as Mikey turns to look at the door.
“What Mikey?”
“I have a question...”
I step into the shower and turn on the water “Alright?”
“Have you ever ah.... y-you know...”
I feel my cheeks turn pink “No Mikey...”
“Never?”
“Never.”
“Damn.”
“Um... and why is my lack of a sex life a bummer to you?” I raise an eyebrow.
“Because I ah... I was wondering... I mean I’ve had the sex talk and all but... its different when you’ve got a boyfriend rather then a girlfriend...”
I shrug “Some things are different... like You can’t get Ray pregnant or vice versa...”
He nods “Y-Yeah but...”
“Hey Mikey, I understand this is important and everything but... I’d rather we discussed this after I was out of the shower... with clothes on because this is way too fucking awkward ok?”
“Ok... I didn’t think about that sorry bro!” and he leaves.
I shampoo my hair and shake my head at the thought. Why the hellfuck is he coming to ME about sex advice? I have no idea! Did he honestly think I did? Maybe he should talk to Frankie... he seems to be more...experienced then me. I wonder if Frankie’s had sex. Jealousy forms in the pit of my stomach. The thought of him with anyone else is a bit too much to bare. It’s completely possible so that jealousy needs to go away now. I have Frank now, the past is irrelevant! I bite my lip. What if I’m not as good looking as the last person? No! Stop that! Think Happy Thoughts! Think Happy Thoughts! Think Happy Thoughts! I get my loofah soapy and begin washing my neck. Maybe Mikey should just talk to Ray! Though... I haven’t known Ray to be with... anyone. So he may be as uninformed as Mikey and I. I guess I’ll have to ask Frank... because I kinda have some questions of my own, how the fuck am I supposed to help Mikey? I rinse off and step out of the shower grabbing my towel. How the hell do I go about asking Frank? That will be more than awkward! But, I have to... I put Frank’s clothes into the washer, then mine. I smile and dig for Frankie’s shirt. Theft! I start the washer, leave mom a note and stash the shirt in the hallway closet. I grin and walk to my room, hearing voices. I raise an eyebrow and walk in. I see Frank, Mikey and Ray sitting on my bed.
“Ah... hi.” I shake my wet hair out of my eyes.
“Hey Gee!” Ray smiles “I got bored when you and Mikey were talking about sex and decided to come hang out with Frank.”
My heart stops “Wh-what?”
Mikey blushes “I told them and decided to ask their advice seeing as... you don’t really have any.”
I look down and feel the heat rushing to my cheeks.
“It’s ok, I have no advice either.” Ray shrugs “But Frank does!”
I bite my lip and nod.
“We were waiting for you, in case you wanted to hear.” Mikey smiles.
I shrug. So much for getting rid of the jealousy.
Frank frowns “What’s wrong, Gee?”
I shrug and sit beside him on my bed.
Mikey smacks his forehead “Gerard! I’m sorry I didn’t realize that it’d be awkward for you! Frank said that the others don’t compare to you, so don’t be jealous!”
OtherS? How fucking many?
I glare at Mikey.
Frank pulls my hand into his “You really have no need to be jealous Gerard.”
“I’m not jealous!” I say through gritted teeth.
He sighs “You’re a terrible liar.”
I frown.
“Gerard, I’ve been with two other guys, that’s it. And, am not with them now for damn good reasons!”
Two? That’s not so bad...
I nod.
He rubs my shoulder “Now, can I continue?”
I nod.
“So... it is a bit different, obviously there’s no risk of pregnancy. There is still a risk of STDs, so be careful. As none of you have had sex, I’m sure you don’t have any, but after you do start having sex, its important to get checked. Before you ask, no I don’t have any, I’ve been tested many times. Condoms are a good idea... I’m not exactly a professional at this, but I can say that it works out better if you establish what roles you play in the relationship. Like, decide who’s the girl, for lack of a better word. And that’s not in anyway a bad thing, to be the more feminine, I guess you could say...”
Ray grins “Who is it with you two?”
I blush. I haven’t thought about that...
Frank grins back “Who do you think?”
Mikey begins to laugh, loudly, and points at me.
Ray chuckles “I have to agree with Mikey...”
I cross my arms and pout “I don’t know what you’re laughing at Michael!”
Mikey stops laughing and frown “Hey!”
Frank laughs “And, not to be rude or anything but... I kinda agree Gee.”
I shrug “I’m not that far in denial... but its not because I’m girly! It’s because...you’re the strong one. You’re the one who calms me down...”
Frank smiles “Exactly.”
I look over at Mikey “And I think it’s the same with you two, for the same reasons.”
Mikey nods “Ok, well thanks Frank... Night Gee.”
He and Ray leave the room.
“Gerard?” Frank wraps his arms around my waist, from behind.
“Yeah?”
“Let’s get some sleep, alright Sugar?”
I nod “Ok Frankie.”
I lay down, facing away from him. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my shoulder. I smile and slowly drift off to sleep.
“GERARD! FRANK! WAKE UP!” Mom yells through the door.
I mumble groggily. Frank chuckles “Shower time!”
We walk into the kitchen and I go straight for the coffee. After seven cups and restarting the coffee pot, I’m awake enough to get dressed. Frank is looking for his shirt in the laundry. I chuckle and go into my room to change. As I’m pulling on a shirt, Frank walks in. He runs his fingers across my bare stomach. I grin at him, and pull my shirt down.
“Hey I can’t find my shirt... can I borrow one?”
I nod “How’d you loose your shirt?”
“I dunno...” he shrugs.
I hand him a shirt and we say goodbye to mom and head to school with Mikey and Ray.
“Boys?”
“In here!” Mikey yells.
I’m sitting with my legs across Frank’s lap, my back against the arm of the couch. She walks in and rolls her eyes at what we’re watching, The Nightmare Before Christmas.
“How do you not get sick of that movie?”
I shrug “Want some pizza?”
She nods “Yeah what kind?”
“Well there’s Pepperoni and Cheese, cause Frankie’s a vegetarian!” I smile at him.
“Oh you are? I didn’t know that dear...” she grabs a piece of cheese “I’m tired, so if you guys are staying, that’s fine but you’re going to school tomorrow, so don’t stay up all night, Gerard!”
I grin “I love how I was singled out!”
“Ray usually goes to bed early and so does Mikey so, Frank and Gerard, do not be up all night.” she teases.
I blush and roll my eyes “Whatever.”
She then leaves the room.
“So um... do you need a ride home or do you wanna stay?” I look at Frank, then Ray.
Ray shrugs “I’ll stay.”
Frank nods “My mom wont even notice I’m not there.”
I frown “It’s almost summer... You’ll be able to stay over more then!”
He smiles and nods.
After the movie, we decide its best to go ahead and go to bed. Frank and I walk into my room and I yawn. He frowns and tells me that he doesn’t have any clothes for tomorrow. I dig through my clothes for some suitable pajamas for him.
“I ah...” Frank blushes “Can I borrow some boxers? I’m jsut really... I have to be clean...”
I nod and hand him a pair, without paying attention to what they are.
He giggles “Cute Gee.”
I look and blush “Sh-Shut up!”
“Did your mommie pick out these for you?” he holds up my teddybear boxers.
“Well I sure as hell didn’t pick them! Shut up or you don’t get to wear them!” I frown.
He smiles “I’m just messing with you Gee, calm down!”
I sigh and grab pajamas for myself “Hey I’m going to take a shower...”
He nods “Ok, I’ll look through all of your things while you’re gone!”
I blush “P-please don’t!”
He smiles “Maybe you should take me with you so you can be sure.” he winks, with a giggle.
My blush deepens “A-As tempting as that is... I d-don’t think my mom would like walking in to that.”
He smiles “I wont go through you’re stuff Gee.”
I smile back “Thanks... while I’m gone you can change and put your clothes on top of the washer, I’ll start a load after I’m out and I’ll leave mom a note to put it in the dryer before we’re up.”
He nods “Okie dokie. Thanks for the pj’s Sugar.”
I smile “You’re welcome Frankie.”
I walk into the bathroom and find Mikey and Ray brushing their teeth. I set my clothes on the counter and smile at them. Ray finishes first.
“Hey Gee!”
“Hey.”
“Gonna take a shower?”
I nod “Yeah...”
“Alone?” Ray teases.
I blush “Yes!”
He chuckles as Mikey’s nose scrunches up in disgust. Mikey finishes and looks at me.
“Please, no! Do what you want in your bed, but please, not in the shower! I use that shower! Mom uses that shower!”
I make a face similar to Mikey’s look of disgust “Ugh, Mikey! I wasn’t going to anyways, but if I were you would have totally stopped that from happening!”
Ray shivers “Yeah... I’m scarred now!”
Mikey rolls his eyes “Hey Gee, can I talk to you for a minute?”
I sigh “Yes, but I’m getting undressed so... look away or something, and Ray, you get out!”
Ray shrugs and walks to Mikey’s room. I take off my shirt as Mikey turns to look at the door.
“What Mikey?”
“I have a question...”
I step into the shower and turn on the water “Alright?”
“Have you ever ah.... y-you know...”
I feel my cheeks turn pink “No Mikey...”
“Never?”
“Never.”
“Damn.”
“Um... and why is my lack of a sex life a bummer to you?” I raise an eyebrow.
“Because I ah... I was wondering... I mean I’ve had the sex talk and all but... its different when you’ve got a boyfriend rather then a girlfriend...”
I shrug “Some things are different... like You can’t get Ray pregnant or vice versa...”
He nods “Y-Yeah but...”
“Hey Mikey, I understand this is important and everything but... I’d rather we discussed this after I was out of the shower... with clothes on because this is way too fucking awkward ok?”
“Ok... I didn’t think about that sorry bro!” and he leaves.
I shampoo my hair and shake my head at the thought. Why the hellfuck is he coming to ME about sex advice? I have no idea! Did he honestly think I did? Maybe he should talk to Frankie... he seems to be more...experienced then me. I wonder if Frankie’s had sex. Jealousy forms in the pit of my stomach. The thought of him with anyone else is a bit too much to bare. It’s completely possible so that jealousy needs to go away now. I have Frank now, the past is irrelevant! I bite my lip. What if I’m not as good looking as the last person? No! Stop that! Think Happy Thoughts! Think Happy Thoughts! Think Happy Thoughts! I get my loofah soapy and begin washing my neck. Maybe Mikey should just talk to Ray! Though... I haven’t known Ray to be with... anyone. So he may be as uninformed as Mikey and I. I guess I’ll have to ask Frank... because I kinda have some questions of my own, how the fuck am I supposed to help Mikey? I rinse off and step out of the shower grabbing my towel. How the hell do I go about asking Frank? That will be more than awkward! But, I have to... I put Frank’s clothes into the washer, then mine. I smile and dig for Frankie’s shirt. Theft! I start the washer, leave mom a note and stash the shirt in the hallway closet. I grin and walk to my room, hearing voices. I raise an eyebrow and walk in. I see Frank, Mikey and Ray sitting on my bed.
“Ah... hi.” I shake my wet hair out of my eyes.
“Hey Gee!” Ray smiles “I got bored when you and Mikey were talking about sex and decided to come hang out with Frank.”
My heart stops “Wh-what?”
Mikey blushes “I told them and decided to ask their advice seeing as... you don’t really have any.”
I look down and feel the heat rushing to my cheeks.
“It’s ok, I have no advice either.” Ray shrugs “But Frank does!”
I bite my lip and nod.
“We were waiting for you, in case you wanted to hear.” Mikey smiles.
I shrug. So much for getting rid of the jealousy.
Frank frowns “What’s wrong, Gee?”
I shrug and sit beside him on my bed.
Mikey smacks his forehead “Gerard! I’m sorry I didn’t realize that it’d be awkward for you! Frank said that the others don’t compare to you, so don’t be jealous!”
OtherS? How fucking many?
I glare at Mikey.
Frank pulls my hand into his “You really have no need to be jealous Gerard.”
“I’m not jealous!” I say through gritted teeth.
He sighs “You’re a terrible liar.”
I frown.
“Gerard, I’ve been with two other guys, that’s it. And, am not with them now for damn good reasons!”
Two? That’s not so bad...
I nod.
He rubs my shoulder “Now, can I continue?”
I nod.
“So... it is a bit different, obviously there’s no risk of pregnancy. There is still a risk of STDs, so be careful. As none of you have had sex, I’m sure you don’t have any, but after you do start having sex, its important to get checked. Before you ask, no I don’t have any, I’ve been tested many times. Condoms are a good idea... I’m not exactly a professional at this, but I can say that it works out better if you establish what roles you play in the relationship. Like, decide who’s the girl, for lack of a better word. And that’s not in anyway a bad thing, to be the more feminine, I guess you could say...”
Ray grins “Who is it with you two?”
I blush. I haven’t thought about that...
Frank grins back “Who do you think?”
Mikey begins to laugh, loudly, and points at me.
Ray chuckles “I have to agree with Mikey...”
I cross my arms and pout “I don’t know what you’re laughing at Michael!”
Mikey stops laughing and frown “Hey!”
Frank laughs “And, not to be rude or anything but... I kinda agree Gee.”
I shrug “I’m not that far in denial... but its not because I’m girly! It’s because...you’re the strong one. You’re the one who calms me down...”
Frank smiles “Exactly.”
I look over at Mikey “And I think it’s the same with you two, for the same reasons.”
Mikey nods “Ok, well thanks Frank... Night Gee.”
He and Ray leave the room.
“Gerard?” Frank wraps his arms around my waist, from behind.
“Yeah?”
“Let’s get some sleep, alright Sugar?”
I nod “Ok Frankie.”
I lay down, facing away from him. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my shoulder. I smile and slowly drift off to sleep.
“GERARD! FRANK! WAKE UP!” Mom yells through the door.
I mumble groggily. Frank chuckles “Shower time!”
We walk into the kitchen and I go straight for the coffee. After seven cups and restarting the coffee pot, I’m awake enough to get dressed. Frank is looking for his shirt in the laundry. I chuckle and go into my room to change. As I’m pulling on a shirt, Frank walks in. He runs his fingers across my bare stomach. I grin at him, and pull my shirt down.
“Hey I can’t find my shirt... can I borrow one?”
I nod “How’d you loose your shirt?”
“I dunno...” he shrugs.
I hand him a shirt and we say goodbye to mom and head to school with Mikey and Ray.
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