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I hate every minute I’m with you. I hate that you’re so cute. I hate that you’re so stupid. I hate that you wont acknowledge me and my feelings. I hate every thing you do. I hate that you’re with her every second of the day. I hate that you don’t care about me.
Yet I love that I cant feel. I love you’re sweet, sweet smell. I love that you don’t care about me. I love that no one does. I love the way you ignore me and hate me at the same time. I hate myself for thinking that you could actually care. No one does about me. Just like I don’t care about them.
I wish that I could but I cant and I wont. I refuse It’s an unneeded feeling and I wont use it. I hate you and everything you do…