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Frank kisses my lips roughly. I kiss back with equal force. Our tongues collide as his hands begin to migrate across my body. As he’s the experienced one here, I allow him to take the lead. He pulls away from my lips and moves to my throat. I bite my lip as he unbuttons my pants. He slowly unzips them and tugs them down. He pulls away and grins at me. The he-
A pillow hits me in the face “Gerard!”
I jerk awake and see my mom standing over me with an odd look on her face “hu- what?”
“It’s time to get up... Gramma went to pick up Frank and they’re on their way here... You should get ah... decent before they arrive.”
“What do you-“ I close my eyes and feel my face instantly turn red.
“I came in here to wake you up and heard you yelling... I thought it was another bad dream...”
I cover my face with a pillow “Please leave.”
“Then heard you ah... say Frankie...”
“MOM!”
“Anyways...” she leaves the room.
I smack my forehead a few times and look at the time. It is 12:37pm. I get up and change out of my pajamas. I brush through my hair, realizing that my body is extremely sore. I lick my swollen lip and sigh. I stretch out my arms and look at all of the scratches from Brent’s class ring.
“Fucker..” I mumble.
I sigh and walk into the living room and sit on the couch. I pull my phone out of my pocket and text Mikey. Surprisingly, he texts back.
Frank and Gramma Elena walk into the living room, while mom frantically cleans. I get up in a zombie like fashion and walk to the coffee machine. I grab the coffee pot and a cup. I pour one cup and drink it. Then two. Then three. Then four. Then five. Then six and I restart the coffee pot. Frank’s eyes widen.
“You need more?”
I shake my head “Not really... I just thought if anyone else wanted some...”
He smiles “Not everyone just woke up, sugar.”
I smile “True...” I look over at Gramma Elena “Mikey told me to beg you to stay at least until he gets home so... this is me officially begging.”
She lets out a small laugh “I planned on it anyways...”
I shrug “I thought so... hey! Can we get him and Ray out of prison early?”
She laughs “We’ll see but first we have to have school.”
I frown “Any chance in you pretending you’re teaching us?”
She glares playfully “No Gerard.”
I sigh dramatically “Fine!”
She laughs and we sit in the living room. She pulls out a few math and English worksheets.
“I’ve already gotten everything set and ready to go, so lets get started.”
I groan and start the math.
Gramma Elena calls Ray’s parents to make sure that its fine for him to get out of school early. When they say yes, without much persuasion, we head to the school. I sit in the back with Frank and hold his hand. We let Gramma Elena go in, because neither of us should even be this close to the school.
Frank squeezes my hand “So... I called your grandmother this morning... I’ve been kicked out again...” he points to the back of her van, which has a few bags full of clothes.
My eyes widen “What?”
“She ah... Well the man she’s with currently... he saw our kiss yesterday. And he was furious. He started spouting off about how its wrong and... it was either him or me so naturally, my mom picked him.”
I pull Frank into a hug “I’m so sorry! So what does that mean?”
“Well... I called Gramma Elena... I’ve talked to her before about all the crap going on at home and... she said I was always welcome in her house. I hate to feel like I’m taking advantage of people, but...”
“You’re not taking advantage of her, she absolutely loves you Frankie. I’m so sorry about you’re mom...”
He gives me a weak smile “Thanks... I knew it would happen again... at least this time I have people I can actually depend on. You’re grandmother is a really amazing woman.”
I smile, “Yes... she is. There have been many times where she’s stopped me from doing some... really stupid things...”
He nods “I’m glad... Gerard... I really love you.”
I smile “I love you too Frank.”
He smiles and pulls me into a kiss. I kiss him back as my fingers find his hair.
“As much as I’d love to allow you two to continue... Scoot over!” Ray grins. I blush and scoot over in the seat, closer to Frank.”
Gramma Elena starts the car “Alright, what do you guys want to eat?”
“Pizza!” Ray shouts.
Gramma Elena laughs “Put your seatbelt on boy! Is pizza fine for everyone else?”
I shrug and lean on Frank’s shoulder. Mikey and Frank agree with pizza and I honestly don’t care what we eat. I rub my thumb on the back of Frank’s hand, smiling. We ride to the pizza place and in all honestly, I’m in my own world. Everyone else is talking, but I have no idea what they’re talking about. All my brain is focused on, it’s the steady heart beat I can feel through Frank’s hand. I can hear the sounds of their voices and pick up who is speaking, but the rest is like a blur in vision. You can see the main part of the picture, but not the details of it. I feel Frank kiss my forehead, making me grin. I squeeze his hand a little tighter and resume staring into space, focused only on his heartbeat. The smell of pizza almost completely escapes my attention. Before I realize it, we’re at Gramma Elena’s house. The walk from her car to the inside of her mind has escaped my memory. I slowly escape my daze and begin to eat the pizza that, along with a plate, napkin and coke, appeared in front of me while I was focused on the heartbeats between our palms. Frank begins to laugh and I look over to see why. Mikey is fighting with his pizza. A long string of cheese is hanging from the pizza to his mouth. I being to laugh along with Frank, Ray and Gramma Elena. Mikey sends us all a glare. Ray grins and leans over to Mikey. He gets very close to his face and I’m about ready to turn away when he suddenly bites the string of cheese between Mikey and the pizza, solving Mikey’s dilemma. Gramma Elena sends me a worried glance. I smile at her, letting her know that I’m Okay. After we finish the pizza Gramma Elena smiles.
“So... have you told your mom yet Mikey?”
Mikey blushes “I almost did this morning...”
Ray laughs “Yeah you did!”
Mikey frowns “It isn’t funny! I almost screamed it at her!”
I giggle “What did you say?”
Ray grins “His mom asked if he was nervous about school without Gerard and he said that he was, but he had me and he loves me. Then he quickly added, like a friend!” Ray chuckles.
Mikey blushes “Raaaaay!”
Ray smiles and nudges Mikey, “So, you love me?”
Mikey’s face gets redder “Shut up!”
Ray frowns “Seriously.”
Mikey’s eyes widen “R-Ray!” He glances over at us.
Ray grins and grabs his hand “Excuses, excuses Michael” He grins “We’ll be back!”
And he drags Mikey outside.
Frank chuckles “He’s going to scream it at his mom.”
I laugh “I hope I’m there!”
Gramma Elena giggles “Poor Mikey he’s such a nervous wreck.”
A few minutes later they come back, Mikey blushing and Ray grinning, hand in hand.
Gramma Elena takes us all home except Frankie and I so we can be there for school.
Friday
Frank and I are going to stay at mom’s house with Mikey and Ray tonight. Tomorrow we’re all going to Gramma Elena’s to stay the night.
Frank and I get into the car to pick Ray and Mikey up. Since we’re expelled and aren’t allowed on campus, we meet them at the park down the road. Since we were watching a movie, we’re a bit later then usual, so we’re rushing. When I pull up I see Ray and Mikey very close on the park bench. Very. Close. I honk the horn making Ray nervously jump and fall off the bench. Frank and I laugh as Mikey and Ray get into the car, blushing violently.
“I’m saying one thing.” I grin “You need some self control yourself, brother.”
Mikey sends me a death glare through the rearview mirror, which only makes me laugh “So you gonna tell mom tonight?”
Mikey blushes “Shut. Up.”
“What?” I grin “I’m just curious!”
Ray chuckles “Leave this afternoon out though....”
Frank bursts into laughter “I can see it now! Mom I’m in love with Ray and we were all over each other on a park bench today!”
We all laugh, including Mikey.
“Frank if I say that I’m going to murder you.” Mikey glares.
Frank laughs more “I would die laughing before you even got to me!”
Ray nods “I would die laughing too, before your mom could kill me!”
“My mom wouldn’t kill you!” Mikey smiles.
“I beg to differ! If she’d seen you all over her Baby Boy like that...”
Ray blushes “I was not all over him!”
Frank gives him a look that purely says “Oh, Please!”
His eyes widen “I wasn’t!”
“Look Ray I saw where your hands where going and-“
“SHUT UP!” Mikey and I yell.
“What? My hands weren’t going ANYWHERE Iero!”
Frank laughs “Then why are you so defensive about it?”
“I’M NOT BEING DEFENSIVE!”
Frank beings to sing “Mikey and Ray Ray sitting in a tree F-U-C-K-I-N-G!”
I shake my head “Frank, quit. I do not want to picture that!”
Ray is giving Frank a death glare and if he could shoot lazerbeams out of his eyes, Frank would be dead. Frank continues to laugh as I pull into the driveway. Mom is home. Frank is still laughing. Mikey is still blushing. Ray is still glaring. I sigh. This is going to be difficult to pull off.
“Mikey, Ray and Frank You have to stop or mom will know something is up.”
“I’m not doing anything.” Ray says, still glaring at Frank.
I groan “Whatever” and get out of the car. Frank, Ray and Mikey get out of the car and I can still hear Frank giggling.
I sigh and squeeze Frank’s hand.
Sorry for taking so long and giving an update that isn't that great. The next chapter will be better PROMISE! HUG
A pillow hits me in the face “Gerard!”
I jerk awake and see my mom standing over me with an odd look on her face “hu- what?”
“It’s time to get up... Gramma went to pick up Frank and they’re on their way here... You should get ah... decent before they arrive.”
“What do you-“ I close my eyes and feel my face instantly turn red.
“I came in here to wake you up and heard you yelling... I thought it was another bad dream...”
I cover my face with a pillow “Please leave.”
“Then heard you ah... say Frankie...”
“MOM!”
“Anyways...” she leaves the room.
I smack my forehead a few times and look at the time. It is 12:37pm. I get up and change out of my pajamas. I brush through my hair, realizing that my body is extremely sore. I lick my swollen lip and sigh. I stretch out my arms and look at all of the scratches from Brent’s class ring.
“Fucker..” I mumble.
I sigh and walk into the living room and sit on the couch. I pull my phone out of my pocket and text Mikey. Surprisingly, he texts back.
Hey Mikes, how’s school going?
Actually, good! Brent looks like shit bro, good job!
Haha. So he isn’t saying anything to you?
No. He keeps looking at me. Ray informed him that we both have you on speed dial, so he’s backed off quite a bit.
Well good... because to be honest I’m so sore he’d kill me today. I’d still go to help you though.
I honestly think Frank could kill him. While the two of you were fighting he kept telling me not to let him get too close. I think he was tempted to kill him.
=/ I think so.
I think he didn’t because he wanted you to know that you could do it yourself, ya know?
Yeah... Gramma and Frank are on their way... home schooling begins.
Lucky! Can you tell her I said please stay until I get home?
Yeah. What... day is it? Of the week...
Wednesday.
Okie dokie I’ll let you get back to being a super nerd at school. I just had to check on you...
8) don’t judge me. =) Love u
Love you too
Frank and Gramma Elena walk into the living room, while mom frantically cleans. I get up in a zombie like fashion and walk to the coffee machine. I grab the coffee pot and a cup. I pour one cup and drink it. Then two. Then three. Then four. Then five. Then six and I restart the coffee pot. Frank’s eyes widen.
“You need more?”
I shake my head “Not really... I just thought if anyone else wanted some...”
He smiles “Not everyone just woke up, sugar.”
I smile “True...” I look over at Gramma Elena “Mikey told me to beg you to stay at least until he gets home so... this is me officially begging.”
She lets out a small laugh “I planned on it anyways...”
I shrug “I thought so... hey! Can we get him and Ray out of prison early?”
She laughs “We’ll see but first we have to have school.”
I frown “Any chance in you pretending you’re teaching us?”
She glares playfully “No Gerard.”
I sigh dramatically “Fine!”
She laughs and we sit in the living room. She pulls out a few math and English worksheets.
“I’ve already gotten everything set and ready to go, so lets get started.”
I groan and start the math.
Gramma Elena calls Ray’s parents to make sure that its fine for him to get out of school early. When they say yes, without much persuasion, we head to the school. I sit in the back with Frank and hold his hand. We let Gramma Elena go in, because neither of us should even be this close to the school.
Frank squeezes my hand “So... I called your grandmother this morning... I’ve been kicked out again...” he points to the back of her van, which has a few bags full of clothes.
My eyes widen “What?”
“She ah... Well the man she’s with currently... he saw our kiss yesterday. And he was furious. He started spouting off about how its wrong and... it was either him or me so naturally, my mom picked him.”
I pull Frank into a hug “I’m so sorry! So what does that mean?”
“Well... I called Gramma Elena... I’ve talked to her before about all the crap going on at home and... she said I was always welcome in her house. I hate to feel like I’m taking advantage of people, but...”
“You’re not taking advantage of her, she absolutely loves you Frankie. I’m so sorry about you’re mom...”
He gives me a weak smile “Thanks... I knew it would happen again... at least this time I have people I can actually depend on. You’re grandmother is a really amazing woman.”
I smile, “Yes... she is. There have been many times where she’s stopped me from doing some... really stupid things...”
He nods “I’m glad... Gerard... I really love you.”
I smile “I love you too Frank.”
He smiles and pulls me into a kiss. I kiss him back as my fingers find his hair.
“As much as I’d love to allow you two to continue... Scoot over!” Ray grins. I blush and scoot over in the seat, closer to Frank.”
Gramma Elena starts the car “Alright, what do you guys want to eat?”
“Pizza!” Ray shouts.
Gramma Elena laughs “Put your seatbelt on boy! Is pizza fine for everyone else?”
I shrug and lean on Frank’s shoulder. Mikey and Frank agree with pizza and I honestly don’t care what we eat. I rub my thumb on the back of Frank’s hand, smiling. We ride to the pizza place and in all honestly, I’m in my own world. Everyone else is talking, but I have no idea what they’re talking about. All my brain is focused on, it’s the steady heart beat I can feel through Frank’s hand. I can hear the sounds of their voices and pick up who is speaking, but the rest is like a blur in vision. You can see the main part of the picture, but not the details of it. I feel Frank kiss my forehead, making me grin. I squeeze his hand a little tighter and resume staring into space, focused only on his heartbeat. The smell of pizza almost completely escapes my attention. Before I realize it, we’re at Gramma Elena’s house. The walk from her car to the inside of her mind has escaped my memory. I slowly escape my daze and begin to eat the pizza that, along with a plate, napkin and coke, appeared in front of me while I was focused on the heartbeats between our palms. Frank begins to laugh and I look over to see why. Mikey is fighting with his pizza. A long string of cheese is hanging from the pizza to his mouth. I being to laugh along with Frank, Ray and Gramma Elena. Mikey sends us all a glare. Ray grins and leans over to Mikey. He gets very close to his face and I’m about ready to turn away when he suddenly bites the string of cheese between Mikey and the pizza, solving Mikey’s dilemma. Gramma Elena sends me a worried glance. I smile at her, letting her know that I’m Okay. After we finish the pizza Gramma Elena smiles.
“So... have you told your mom yet Mikey?”
Mikey blushes “I almost did this morning...”
Ray laughs “Yeah you did!”
Mikey frowns “It isn’t funny! I almost screamed it at her!”
I giggle “What did you say?”
Ray grins “His mom asked if he was nervous about school without Gerard and he said that he was, but he had me and he loves me. Then he quickly added, like a friend!” Ray chuckles.
Mikey blushes “Raaaaay!”
Ray smiles and nudges Mikey, “So, you love me?”
Mikey’s face gets redder “Shut up!”
Ray frowns “Seriously.”
Mikey’s eyes widen “R-Ray!” He glances over at us.
Ray grins and grabs his hand “Excuses, excuses Michael” He grins “We’ll be back!”
And he drags Mikey outside.
Frank chuckles “He’s going to scream it at his mom.”
I laugh “I hope I’m there!”
Gramma Elena giggles “Poor Mikey he’s such a nervous wreck.”
A few minutes later they come back, Mikey blushing and Ray grinning, hand in hand.
Gramma Elena takes us all home except Frankie and I so we can be there for school.
Friday
Frank and I are going to stay at mom’s house with Mikey and Ray tonight. Tomorrow we’re all going to Gramma Elena’s to stay the night.
Frank and I get into the car to pick Ray and Mikey up. Since we’re expelled and aren’t allowed on campus, we meet them at the park down the road. Since we were watching a movie, we’re a bit later then usual, so we’re rushing. When I pull up I see Ray and Mikey very close on the park bench. Very. Close. I honk the horn making Ray nervously jump and fall off the bench. Frank and I laugh as Mikey and Ray get into the car, blushing violently.
“I’m saying one thing.” I grin “You need some self control yourself, brother.”
Mikey sends me a death glare through the rearview mirror, which only makes me laugh “So you gonna tell mom tonight?”
Mikey blushes “Shut. Up.”
“What?” I grin “I’m just curious!”
Ray chuckles “Leave this afternoon out though....”
Frank bursts into laughter “I can see it now! Mom I’m in love with Ray and we were all over each other on a park bench today!”
We all laugh, including Mikey.
“Frank if I say that I’m going to murder you.” Mikey glares.
Frank laughs more “I would die laughing before you even got to me!”
Ray nods “I would die laughing too, before your mom could kill me!”
“My mom wouldn’t kill you!” Mikey smiles.
“I beg to differ! If she’d seen you all over her Baby Boy like that...”
Ray blushes “I was not all over him!”
Frank gives him a look that purely says “Oh, Please!”
His eyes widen “I wasn’t!”
“Look Ray I saw where your hands where going and-“
“SHUT UP!” Mikey and I yell.
“What? My hands weren’t going ANYWHERE Iero!”
Frank laughs “Then why are you so defensive about it?”
“I’M NOT BEING DEFENSIVE!”
Frank beings to sing “Mikey and Ray Ray sitting in a tree F-U-C-K-I-N-G!”
I shake my head “Frank, quit. I do not want to picture that!”
Ray is giving Frank a death glare and if he could shoot lazerbeams out of his eyes, Frank would be dead. Frank continues to laugh as I pull into the driveway. Mom is home. Frank is still laughing. Mikey is still blushing. Ray is still glaring. I sigh. This is going to be difficult to pull off.
“Mikey, Ray and Frank You have to stop or mom will know something is up.”
“I’m not doing anything.” Ray says, still glaring at Frank.
I groan “Whatever” and get out of the car. Frank, Ray and Mikey get out of the car and I can still hear Frank giggling.
I sigh and squeeze Frank’s hand.
Sorry for taking so long and giving an update that isn't that great. The next chapter will be better PROMISE! HUG
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