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“Ruby, what are you starring at”, Tish’s voice broke though my thoughts. I bilked a few times feeling dazed. “Umm
nothing”, I said quickly looking away from Frank. “Here comes Marcus”, I said looking back over to see if Frank was gone. That was the last thing we needed was a fight. When Marcus found out about me and Frank fighting he wanted to beat him up and that day he vowed that no matter what he wouldn't stop trying till he got what he wanted. Marcus was a kinda big guy but was like a teady bear, unless you fucked with him, his family, or his friends then he was more like a big loin. “Damn it he’s gone”, Tish said. “Such langue young lady”, Marcus said coming up behind her. “Who’s car is this”, he asked looking it over. “It’s my brothers‘”, Tish told him quietly. “Did you get a new brother or something”, he asked also seeming stuned that Frank would have good taste in cars. I let out a small laugh at his being a guy and not able to string two things together quickly. “Not exactly”, I told Marcus in a small voice that seemed to come out more like a squeek, hopping he’d pick up on the hint and one of us not have to say it.“Alright where is he”, Marcus asked having finally figured out that Frankie was back. “Now lets no rush right into our plans to try
and kill him”, I said to the shocked faces of my friends I was shocked also hearing my voice say what it said, “Let me finish”, I told them because Tish and Marcus both showed sighs of wanting to interrupt me. “Maybe he’s changed”, I said simply kicking myself for saying something so stupid, Frank would never change and we all knew it. “Do you hear yourself, Ruby”, Tish asked as thought she was worried about my sanity. “He hasn’t changed, if anything going to New York made him worse. Now he actually can fight and he’s not afraid to. Oh and he’s been to juvey and he aint afraid to go back”, she explained. I was shocked. It was like he had grown up and wasn't the little girl I knew and hated. “So Marcus that means your not fighting him, he carries a knife now.”The bell for first period rung and we all made our way to our spate classes. I had Mikey in my class and he was nice and super sweet, unlike Gerard who just seemed to be trying to copy Frank. I was never to sure why Gerard hated us he loved Mikey and once apon a time was the best big brother ever, from what Mikey told me, but he had for some strange reason changed. I walked into my science class and saw Mikey sitting at our usual seats in the back of the room. It was a place I had always sat even as a little girl, I never liked sitting at the front. I didn’t like people behind me, it gave me an uneasy feeling. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost. So you hear" , I asked Mikey. All he did was look up at me meriserbly and nood his head yes. I gave him a sad look saying, "Well you could always hang out with me and Tish or you could hang out with Marcus for a little bit after school instead of going home". I took my seat next to him as I said this. "yea", Mikey said with a sad sigh giving me the feeling that that there was more going on then just Frank comming back. I started to wonder if Gerard had been slipping more into his alcoholisem again. It was sad really seeing Gerard throw his life away like that. I mean sure he had become a huge asshole but he was a grate artist as far as I could tell from the pictures Mikey had showen me. The rest of the school day passed by in a blur and as I dragged myself to my last class I felt a feeling of dred come over me. Of all my classes I hated my last one the most it was gym. I sighed as I pulled my cloths off and steped into my black sweats and slipped on my hot pink tank top. We didn't have gye uniforms we just had to wear sweats. At least I was a girl and got to change in a locker room the guys had to change in the gym because the school didn't have enough money to aford another locker room. This class also sucked because I had no one in this class but my I-pod. I walked in quitly and took my seat in the back of everyone and waited for what we where going to be assinghed to do. I dug in my pockets for my I-pod but all I felt was the fabric. "shit", I thought to myself realizing that I had forgotten it in my jacket which was now in the locked locker room.
Frankie’s P.O.V

I was leaning agents the back wall of the gym with Gerard smoking. It’s not like I cared if I got caught the worst
that would happen would be that I got kicked out of the school. I didn’t think that could count as a punishment, if
anything it was a reward. I was telling Gee the whole story of why I was back. “Sounds like you’ve been having some fun”,
he said throwing his cigarette on the floor and stepping on it. I did the same. “Yea it was fun. Better then here. I wish
one of my sisters little friends would try and fight me now”, I said. I had been wanting to get in a fight just for the
simple fact I was board. There was nothing to do around this place. “Lets go sit down”, I said leading Gerard over to the
bleachers were all the other guys sat talking about their girlfriends and the football team and how meany times they had
won and loss. It was stupid. I didn’t see the point in putting on some sweats for a hour just to run around. The only
change I made in my cloths was I took my jacket off so I was now in ripped jeans and a white tank top. I had gotten loads
of tattoos and so far none of the teachers yelled at me for them…damn. “I feel so weird”, I said. “Why? Is it being back
here?” “No. well that and the fact it’s been a whole day and I haven’t gotten kicked out of class, yelled at, or in a fight. Shit I haven’t even gotten a detention”, I said right as the door opened and in walked all the chicks.
Me and Gerard sat in silence, I had nothing to say and I guess he was too busy staring at Lea to think of anything to say.
“Just go up to her and ask her out”, I told him. “I can’t she has a boyfriend.” “So your point is? If she didn’t tell you
she has a boyfriend and the boyfriend didn’t tell you he’s dating her then she’s fair game”, I told him simply. The door
opened again. I thought it would be the teacher but it was Ruby. She had none of her stupid friends in this class, this
could be fun, I thought to myself. She had changed from the last time I saw her. She grew a few more inches and she
actually had boobs now. She no longer looked like a raccoon, now that she had learned how to put eyeliner on. I watched
her as she sat down and dug in her pockets for something and saw her lips move to make the word fuck, guess she forgot
something. Then the door opened for the third time and in walked the teacher. She told the class about me and Gee being
in this class but I don’t think anyone cared, I know I didn’t. I saw Ruby look around to see if what the teacher said was true and smeriked to myself when her eyes fell on me and her mouth dropped open slightly. “Alert the media, we’re in a class”, I told Gerard, quietly.
“That is shocking though” Gerard said.

Ruby’s P.O.V

Today in gym we had to do the same boarding thing which was; do set numbers of jumping jacks, running back and forth,
sit-ups, laps around the gym, and my least favorite jump rope. It wasn’t my fault I liked to blame my new boobs that had
to grow. No one knew I was having a meany panic attack inside that Frankie was back and that him and his best friend had to
be in my gym class of all the classes of mine they could have been in it had to be gym were none of my friends were. Not to
motion New York had done Frankie some good, a small voice in my head told me. WHOA! Hold on, I told my self stopping dead in my tracks and smacked myself across the face. People looked at me weird, what slapping yourself for thinking stupid bad unwanted thoughts didn’t happen all the time. I guess I was just strange.“Don’t be so selfish”, I heard Frankie say from behind me, “other people wanna have some fun and smack you to”. I was opened my mouth to say something to him but for the first time I could think of I found nothing to say to him. It’s probly because you haven’t had to defend yourself from him in a while. “What’s the matter
cat got your tongue? Or are you just shocked how good I look? I know it’s a shock to me too”, Frankie said slowing down to
keep pace with me. What the fuck, I thought to myself. I took a peak at him out of the corner of my eye and saw him looking
me up and down. It sent all kinds of shivers down my spine. “Please you couldn’t pay me to date you. You may have gotten
bigger and taller but I still rember the little you who couldn’t even take on a girl”, I said speeding up and away from him.
Even though I was on the other side of the gym and I couldn’t see him at all I could still feel his eyes on me. I wanted to
take the one of the jump ropes and wrap it around his throat. While it took all the other kids in the class to get to the
jump ropes I sat in the corner hoping the teacher just this one time wouldn’t notice I wasn’t doing the exercise and would
grow a heart and not make me do it. I would have been still running around the gym but I don’t do jumping jacks.
They don’t like me and I don’t like them. So I was done early and seeing as I had no I-pod I was so bored I wanted to
stab myself just so I’d have something to do. I left gym and went to go get changed. After that was done I walked outside
to where I waited for Tish and Mikey after school. I stared at the ground thinking about how my grades were slipping and
how pissed that’d make my mom and loads of other things. I was so tangled up in my thoughts that I didn’t hear the
footsteps coming near me and I didn’t notice two people sit down on both sides of me until one of them poked me in the side,
making me jump and squeak like always. “What’s up”, Tish asked me when I straightened myself up. What was I gonna tell her.
Tish I know your brother is the worst guy ever born but and I know how bad he treats you but I think I may be falling for
him. Does he have a girlfriend and if he doesn’t can you hook me up with him? Yea, something told me that that wasn’t going
to go over to well. “You will never guess who’s in my gym class”, I said miserably. “I’m sorry”, Mikey said as Tish put her
arms around me giving me a sympatric hug. This was one of the things I loved about my friends, if I had bad news I didn’t
even have to say it. They could just guess. “We can get you outta that class first thing in the mooring”, she said while
Mikey nodded. “No”, I told them shacking my head and getting looks like I had grown a two more heads. “I can deal with
Frankie and Gerard. What are they gonna do blow cigarette smoke in my face”, I said an unwanted image of Frankie popping
into my mind and a voice in my head reminding me that I wanted him in my class more then I was ready to admit to anyone,
even myself. “No we won’t do that, but maybe I’ll tell Frank to go shirtless to gym tomorrow”, came Gerard’s voice from
behind us. “What is that gonna do to me? Make me blind”, I asked turning around and gearing at him. “Don’t act all innocent.
I saw the look you were giving him. You couldn’t take your eyes off him and when he talked to you looked like he had cut
your tongue out”, Gerard told everyone. I stood there thinking of what to say. He had hit some soft points. “The only
reason it looked like I was starring at him was because I was and what about how he was looking at me”, I said watching Tish’s mouth fall open and this answered
all my unasked questions on if I told her I had a small crush on her brother let alone date him. If it happen then I could
kiss my best friend good-bye for two reasons;

1. She may die of a heart attack.

2. She would kill me or never talk to me again.