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A Little Shopping, Another Confession
Alica and Mel at the mall. Melody confesses to Alicia.
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Melody's POV
As soon as Alicia and I arrived at the mall she dragged me to the closest maternity store. To be honest, I hated most of the clothing especially the limited selection of shirts. The good thing about shirts, though, is I could still buy my favorite regular band tees just in larger sizes now. My biggest issue was trying to find cute maternity jeans. It seemed like most of the clothing was aimed at either an older generation of women or a more flashy style of clothing. Both Alicia and I were currently searching through rack after rack of maternity jeans.
"What about these?" Alicia questioned, holding up a pair of black maternity skinny jeans.
"Those are actually really cute. Yeah, hold on to those and I'll try them on." She nodded and went back to searching her rack as I did the same.
Fifteen minutes later I found myself being herded toward the dressing room area with four pairs of jeans and two cute dresses in my arms. I tried on each item of clothing, allowing Alicia to see them as I did so. By the time we left the first store I had two new pairs of maternity skinny jeans, one black pair and one light wash pair, as well as two pair of flare cut jeans, one medium wash pair and one dark wash pair. I also had one really cute mid-thigh length, strapless black dress and one hot pink, spaghetti strap minidress. I felt terrible as I realized I had set Frank back almost four-hundred dollars in just the first store but Alicia had refused to let me put anything back.
The next store we came to was much more my style. It sold mostly band related merchandise including everything from tees to purses to shoes and more.
"Now, this is what I am talking about." I grinned at Alicia who only shook her head fondly and laughed.
I immediately found my way to the tees and began digging through the various racks. By the time I had finished looking I had ten new shirts from various bands including Fall Out Boy, All Time Low, Green Day, and more. Alicia laughed when she noticed I had even snagged a new My Chemical Romance tee.
"I cannot believe you are buying a new MCR tee when Frank can probably get you as many as you want for free."
"Yeah, well, what can I say? They are my favorite band." She only rolled her eyes at me.
Just as we were leaving the store Alicia gasped, grabbing me by the arm and stopping me in my tracks.
"Oh my gosh, Mel, look!" She exclaimed, pointing toward a wall to our left.
My eyes widened and I nearly squealed as I lay eyes on what she had discovered.
"Oh my god! Look, Leesh, they are so cute!" I squealed.
To my left was a whole section of baby clothing and accessories. There was everything from onesies and bibs to socks and shoes and even tiny baby beanies.
"Well, Frank did tell me to buy the baby some things, too."
I don't know how long Alicia and I spent gushing over the many clothing items and accessories but when we finally left my little girl managed to have at least twenty new onesies with matching socks, shoes, beanies, and bibs. All in all, including my own clothing, we spent a little over five-hundred dollars in the second store and I even managed to find Frank a few new shirts and hoodies as well.
"Your baby is going to be the most badass kid in existence." Alicia gushed.
"Damn straight." I grinned. Alicia laughed.
"I'm starving, are you hungry?"
"I'm always hungry." I giggled. She rolled her eyes.
"Let's take the bags to the car and then grab something from the food court." I nodded my agreement.
We dropped the bags at the car and grabbed some pizza from the food court before we found a table and began eating. That's when Alicia decided it was time to 'talk'.
"So, Mel, do you want to tell me what's going on with you?"
I sighed heavily, letting my pizza drop back on my plate.
"No, not really but I know you're going to make me tell you anyway."
"Yep, I sure am." She smirked but then turned serious. "Mel, it's better to talk about it than to keep it bottled up inside."
"Yeah, I know." I sighed, biting my lip nervously. "I fucked up. I'm a fuck up, Leesh."
"No, you're not, Mel. You made some mistakes, so what? We all make mistakes. I've made more mistakes than I care to ever admit but that doesn't make me or you fuck ups."
"Trust me, Lessh, this time I really fucked up."
"Whatever it is it will be fine. Just tell me, okay?"
"Okay, but you cannot, for any reason, tell Mikey or Frank. This has to stay between us. At least for now. I don't need them being mad at me right now."
"You have my word."
"I guess there's no easy way to say it so, I'll just....say it." I paused and took a deep breath. "I had sex with Gerard."
"What?! Why?"
"I didn't plan it, it just....happened. I mean, he kept coming on to me and kissing me. I told him no but then he kept kissing me and it just, Leesh, it just felt so nice. No one had touched me or kissed me in months and I just.....it felt so good and I really miss being touched and kissed in that way. I regret it, though, more than anything I have ever done. I really do, Leesh."
"What were you thinking, Mel?"
I sighed. "I guess I thought it would make me happy. I thought it would make me feel good and wanted and maybe, just maybe it would help me forget about Frank but it didn't. I instantly regretted it but the damage is done and I'm scared, Leesh, really scared. I don't want Frank to hate me or Mikey, for that matter, but I'm afraid they will. I know they will. Oh god, and what about Gerard? What am I going to do?" I groaned. "I am such a slut, Leesh. I am only seventeen and I have manged to sleep with three different men, not boys, but men within six months. What's wrong with me, Leesh?"
"Mel, nothing is wrong with you and you are not a slut. You made a bad choice but you were confused and felt unloved. I agree you shouldn't have slept with Gerard but he should never have put you in that position to begin with."
"I know. I just don't want Frank to be mad at me or be disappointed with me."
"Yeah, I know but I think you should tell him. You both care deeply about one another and you're carrying his child. I don't think you should keep this from him. I think it will be ten times worse if you hide this from him."
"I know. He is going to be so fucking disappointed and probably want to murder Gerard."
"I won't lie, Mel, he's probably going to be extremely upset but he'll get over it in time. Frank cares about you, Mel. A lot. In fact, I think he cares for you in the same way you care for him. He's just afraid to admit it."
"No, you're wrong. Frank wouldn't give a shit about me if I wasn't carrying this child. He would still be that asshole who only cares about himself."
"That may be true but you've changed him. You and this baby have made him a better person and I think he's grateful for that."
"Yeah but there's no way he feels anything more for me than a friend. I'm still just a kid to him."
"I think you are wrong but I guess we will just have to wait and see."
"Whatever." I murmured.
Once we finished our meal Alicia dragged me around the mall for another two hours before we finally went back home. As soon as I got home I deposited my shopping bags in the corner of my room then changed into my pajamas and crawled into bed. Sleep came easily after the long day I had.
Some time later I was awoken when I felt arms curl around my waist and my back connect with a warm chest.
"Mmm...Frankie?"
"Yeah, it's me. I missed you guys so fucking much." He murmured, slipping his hand up my shirt and stroking the swell of my stomach. I hummed happily.
"We missed you, too. I'm glad you are finally home."
"Me too, me too."
He began rubbing soothing circles into my stomach and a series of swift, sharp kicks met his hand. I giggled.
"I told you she missed her daddy."
Frank slid down the bed and lay his head against my bulging stomach, nuzzling his face into the spot she was kicking at.
"Hey, baby girl, daddy missed you so much. I hope you were good for mommy."
We both giggled as another series of swift kicks landed beside Frank's face.
"That's daddy's little ninja." He murmured, placing several butterfly kisses to my tummy.
I felt as if there were fucking bats flying around my stomach as his soft, warm lips ghosted over the smooth, stretched skin of my abdomen. My breath caught and and my heart beat wildly in my chest. I honestly don't know how he couldn't see the effect he had on me when he did things like that. A few moments later he slid back up the bed and pulled me against his chest, planting a kiss to my cheek and then nuzzling his face into the back of my neck, enveloping me in his warmth once again.
"Goodnight, Mel."
"Night, Frankie."
Here is the second update for today. You guys really deserve it and I am really, really sorry (again) for my long absence.
So, look who is back. ;)
xo britt
As soon as Alicia and I arrived at the mall she dragged me to the closest maternity store. To be honest, I hated most of the clothing especially the limited selection of shirts. The good thing about shirts, though, is I could still buy my favorite regular band tees just in larger sizes now. My biggest issue was trying to find cute maternity jeans. It seemed like most of the clothing was aimed at either an older generation of women or a more flashy style of clothing. Both Alicia and I were currently searching through rack after rack of maternity jeans.
"What about these?" Alicia questioned, holding up a pair of black maternity skinny jeans.
"Those are actually really cute. Yeah, hold on to those and I'll try them on." She nodded and went back to searching her rack as I did the same.
Fifteen minutes later I found myself being herded toward the dressing room area with four pairs of jeans and two cute dresses in my arms. I tried on each item of clothing, allowing Alicia to see them as I did so. By the time we left the first store I had two new pairs of maternity skinny jeans, one black pair and one light wash pair, as well as two pair of flare cut jeans, one medium wash pair and one dark wash pair. I also had one really cute mid-thigh length, strapless black dress and one hot pink, spaghetti strap minidress. I felt terrible as I realized I had set Frank back almost four-hundred dollars in just the first store but Alicia had refused to let me put anything back.
The next store we came to was much more my style. It sold mostly band related merchandise including everything from tees to purses to shoes and more.
"Now, this is what I am talking about." I grinned at Alicia who only shook her head fondly and laughed.
I immediately found my way to the tees and began digging through the various racks. By the time I had finished looking I had ten new shirts from various bands including Fall Out Boy, All Time Low, Green Day, and more. Alicia laughed when she noticed I had even snagged a new My Chemical Romance tee.
"I cannot believe you are buying a new MCR tee when Frank can probably get you as many as you want for free."
"Yeah, well, what can I say? They are my favorite band." She only rolled her eyes at me.
Just as we were leaving the store Alicia gasped, grabbing me by the arm and stopping me in my tracks.
"Oh my gosh, Mel, look!" She exclaimed, pointing toward a wall to our left.
My eyes widened and I nearly squealed as I lay eyes on what she had discovered.
"Oh my god! Look, Leesh, they are so cute!" I squealed.
To my left was a whole section of baby clothing and accessories. There was everything from onesies and bibs to socks and shoes and even tiny baby beanies.
"Well, Frank did tell me to buy the baby some things, too."
I don't know how long Alicia and I spent gushing over the many clothing items and accessories but when we finally left my little girl managed to have at least twenty new onesies with matching socks, shoes, beanies, and bibs. All in all, including my own clothing, we spent a little over five-hundred dollars in the second store and I even managed to find Frank a few new shirts and hoodies as well.
"Your baby is going to be the most badass kid in existence." Alicia gushed.
"Damn straight." I grinned. Alicia laughed.
"I'm starving, are you hungry?"
"I'm always hungry." I giggled. She rolled her eyes.
"Let's take the bags to the car and then grab something from the food court." I nodded my agreement.
We dropped the bags at the car and grabbed some pizza from the food court before we found a table and began eating. That's when Alicia decided it was time to 'talk'.
"So, Mel, do you want to tell me what's going on with you?"
I sighed heavily, letting my pizza drop back on my plate.
"No, not really but I know you're going to make me tell you anyway."
"Yep, I sure am." She smirked but then turned serious. "Mel, it's better to talk about it than to keep it bottled up inside."
"Yeah, I know." I sighed, biting my lip nervously. "I fucked up. I'm a fuck up, Leesh."
"No, you're not, Mel. You made some mistakes, so what? We all make mistakes. I've made more mistakes than I care to ever admit but that doesn't make me or you fuck ups."
"Trust me, Lessh, this time I really fucked up."
"Whatever it is it will be fine. Just tell me, okay?"
"Okay, but you cannot, for any reason, tell Mikey or Frank. This has to stay between us. At least for now. I don't need them being mad at me right now."
"You have my word."
"I guess there's no easy way to say it so, I'll just....say it." I paused and took a deep breath. "I had sex with Gerard."
"What?! Why?"
"I didn't plan it, it just....happened. I mean, he kept coming on to me and kissing me. I told him no but then he kept kissing me and it just, Leesh, it just felt so nice. No one had touched me or kissed me in months and I just.....it felt so good and I really miss being touched and kissed in that way. I regret it, though, more than anything I have ever done. I really do, Leesh."
"What were you thinking, Mel?"
I sighed. "I guess I thought it would make me happy. I thought it would make me feel good and wanted and maybe, just maybe it would help me forget about Frank but it didn't. I instantly regretted it but the damage is done and I'm scared, Leesh, really scared. I don't want Frank to hate me or Mikey, for that matter, but I'm afraid they will. I know they will. Oh god, and what about Gerard? What am I going to do?" I groaned. "I am such a slut, Leesh. I am only seventeen and I have manged to sleep with three different men, not boys, but men within six months. What's wrong with me, Leesh?"
"Mel, nothing is wrong with you and you are not a slut. You made a bad choice but you were confused and felt unloved. I agree you shouldn't have slept with Gerard but he should never have put you in that position to begin with."
"I know. I just don't want Frank to be mad at me or be disappointed with me."
"Yeah, I know but I think you should tell him. You both care deeply about one another and you're carrying his child. I don't think you should keep this from him. I think it will be ten times worse if you hide this from him."
"I know. He is going to be so fucking disappointed and probably want to murder Gerard."
"I won't lie, Mel, he's probably going to be extremely upset but he'll get over it in time. Frank cares about you, Mel. A lot. In fact, I think he cares for you in the same way you care for him. He's just afraid to admit it."
"No, you're wrong. Frank wouldn't give a shit about me if I wasn't carrying this child. He would still be that asshole who only cares about himself."
"That may be true but you've changed him. You and this baby have made him a better person and I think he's grateful for that."
"Yeah but there's no way he feels anything more for me than a friend. I'm still just a kid to him."
"I think you are wrong but I guess we will just have to wait and see."
"Whatever." I murmured.
Once we finished our meal Alicia dragged me around the mall for another two hours before we finally went back home. As soon as I got home I deposited my shopping bags in the corner of my room then changed into my pajamas and crawled into bed. Sleep came easily after the long day I had.
Some time later I was awoken when I felt arms curl around my waist and my back connect with a warm chest.
"Mmm...Frankie?"
"Yeah, it's me. I missed you guys so fucking much." He murmured, slipping his hand up my shirt and stroking the swell of my stomach. I hummed happily.
"We missed you, too. I'm glad you are finally home."
"Me too, me too."
He began rubbing soothing circles into my stomach and a series of swift, sharp kicks met his hand. I giggled.
"I told you she missed her daddy."
Frank slid down the bed and lay his head against my bulging stomach, nuzzling his face into the spot she was kicking at.
"Hey, baby girl, daddy missed you so much. I hope you were good for mommy."
We both giggled as another series of swift kicks landed beside Frank's face.
"That's daddy's little ninja." He murmured, placing several butterfly kisses to my tummy.
I felt as if there were fucking bats flying around my stomach as his soft, warm lips ghosted over the smooth, stretched skin of my abdomen. My breath caught and and my heart beat wildly in my chest. I honestly don't know how he couldn't see the effect he had on me when he did things like that. A few moments later he slid back up the bed and pulled me against his chest, planting a kiss to my cheek and then nuzzling his face into the back of my neck, enveloping me in his warmth once again.
"Goodnight, Mel."
"Night, Frankie."
Here is the second update for today. You guys really deserve it and I am really, really sorry (again) for my long absence.
So, look who is back. ;)
xo britt
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