FicWad

OK, so here it is. I have the next two chapters written up but.....

So you know how I'm writing this from my own experience. Well, here is the full story. I figured my readers had a right to know. And a right to know why I might not get the next chapters up for a couple of days. So "Bill" is a real guy. My ex-boyfriend Derek. Yes, I was abused by him, mentally an physically. It was not a good three years of my life. Thanks to My Chemical Romance and their song "Vampires will never hurt you" I was able to break up with him. Since then I have found an amazing guy who treats me amazingly. Unfortunately, Derek shot my self esteem in the heart and I have never completely recovered. Every so often Derek decides that he misses me and comes looking for me. After ten minutes with him, I feel lower then dirt. I feel like every single thing he says about me is true. Well, this happened again about a day ago. Derek came home from boot camp and he only lives a couple of blocks from me so he came looking for me. He found me outside writing and we started talking. It wasn't long before a fight started and he was telling me how worthless I am. Even though I read all your amazing reviews, I feel like I am never going to finish my original story. So I'm sorry if it takes me a while to get the next chapter out. I will try. I'm sorry.