Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Saviors Of The Broken [Frerard]
Chapter 1
Frank likes Gerard but Gerard has a boyfriend called John. One night after a show in the parking lot they meet two girls. Mia and Tamara who are hiding secrets that no one else knows. Mia is in tro...
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Frank's P.O.V
That show was amazing. Adrenaline was still pumping through my body and I couldn't calm myself down. Well I was on a sugar rush aswell as a high. I giggled and skipped down the backstage corridors. The rest of the band so Gee, Mikey and Ray were all in the changing room. I would join them but once i'd calmed down. I knew we were going to meet some fans tonight aswell that probably didn't help with my mood. In a good way that was.
I ran down the corridors like an aeroplane and decided enough was enough so walked into the dressing room.
"Heyya guys." I literally said it while bouncing on the spot. Gee laughed and the others joined in. It was beautiful and so infectious.
"The fans are going to love you tonight." he gave me a wink and mental images started flashing through my head. Oh fuck. I could feel my trousers getting tighter so walked out if the dressing room. I started thinking of dead cats and Gee being with his twat head of a boyfriend called John.
"Frankie why did you leave?" I jumped I wasn't expecting Gee to be there.
"Oh nothing just want to meet the fans." I put on a fake smile and knew he could see through it. Damn why did he have to know me so well. I then rolled my eyes what did I expect we'd been in a band for 10 years and we'd been friends since we were in kindergarten. So I had pratically known him my whole life.
"Okay then lets go if that's all." he grabbed my hand and I was aware of the electricity but he wasn't. I think he knew how I felt, when Jamia(my ex) wanted to get married I said no, then told her I was falling for someone else. That night she hit me so hard I nearly passed out, but Gee was there as usual to help my sorry ass.
The cold air hit me as we passed through the back doors and into the parking lot. I was expecting it to be full with fans but there was only a few. I was suprised even they had waited around. It had been about a hour and a half since the show finished and it was fucking freezing. I started to shake and Gee looked at me. The MCRmy stil hadn't seen us yet, so we could get away.
"Yes but, can we invite those five in?" Gee rolled his eyes.
"Well i'm sorry I care about our fans so much." I poked my tongue out and started to skip over to them.
As I got closer I could hear a couple of people singing. They sounded great not perfect or amazing but good enough. I looked and it was the two girls on the far end. The othere were just watching them with a look of shock on their face and their eyes were transfixed.
"I know I only have one instrument I play perfectly
Bur maybe it doesn't have to be this way
You haters turned
something beautiful into something so ugly
You gave me emotions to do this it's your fucking fault
Hope you're happy." Were those orginal lyrics?
"Heyy." I stepped out of the shadows and the girl on the left automatically stopped singing. I could see in the street light that she was blushing. I laughed and then Gee joined me.
"Were those orginal lyrics you wrote?" the girl with the dark brown straight hair nodded. Wow I only heard a clip but I liked them.
"They're good."
"Yeah well it was all Mia's work." the girl with the curly brown hair smiled and her friend or they could even be sisters Mia blushed deeper red.
"What lyrics now?" Gee asked with a smile. He loved it when his fans came up with orginal lyrics and drew art etc. I then remembered the others and walked over to them.
"Heyy guys."
"Heyy Frank canIhaveahug?" the girl asked it quick and I chuckled. I opened my arms and she hugged me. I then hugged the rest of the girls. If i'm honest I wanted to listen to more of those lyrics.
I signed some of their stuff and they all walked off giggling with the new photos of me and them. I approached Gee who was smiling ear to ear. He had a bit of paper in his hand and I looked over his shoulder to see what it said:
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
I know I only have one instrument I play perfectly
Bur maybe it doesn't have to be this way
You haters turned
something beautiful into something so ugly
You gave me emotions to do this it's your fucking fault
Hope you're happy
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
As the moonlight shimmers over the lake I remember
I didn't want to walk away
The fucking ache in my head
It's a constant reminder
As my memory shattered from the booze and drugs I couldn't help but feel regret.
Those motherfuckers made me.
The world used to be beautiful
Now it's fucking ugly
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
Fuzzy heads aching bodies no one knows why we do it
Empty shells that's all that are left
Can anyone as us why? No
Take the fucking hint
The world wants everyone to be perfect
That was never going to happen
Not in my lifetime
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
Make the emotions flow faster
'haters' written upon our arm
We're gone we backed out
Does anyone recognise?
No the haters
They make you
They make me
At the top it said 'Perfect Instrumental.' it could use some work but the basis was there for a song. I smiled and Gee handed the paper back.
"So what are your names and why havn't you gone all fangirly." Gee asked in a faked shocked voice. I smiled and the girls laughed.
"I'm Tamara and she's Mia." couldn't the Mia girl speak for herself?
"Nice to meet you two." I shook Tamara's hand but Mia just stood there.
"Can I have a hug?" it's like she was scared of us. I nodded and hugged her. I could hear silent crying and tears started to make my shirt wet. Gee was talking to Tamara so I knew it was safe to talk to Mia.
"Why you crying?"
"I've met my heroes. I'd be dead if it wasn't for MCR." That just made my day. I loved it when fans went 'oh you saved my life' but it was different when they actually thanked us in person. I rubbed my hand on her back and she slowly stopped crying.
"Heyy Frankie, I want to look at these lyrics more so give Mia and Tamara our numbers?" I nodded and pulled away from Mia's hug. She looked destroyed and her soul seemed shattered. Mia hid nothing her eyes did all the talking. It's like they were screaming a silent 'help me'. I was intrigued by her and her friend or sister I wasn't sure.
"Right are you two sisters or what?"
"Yeah we're twins." Tamara gave a huge smile. I knew it was fake here eyes gave away to much too. It wasn't a cry for help for her though as her eyes kept darting to her sister. Tamara needed help to but Mia needed it more.
"Okay well here's our numbers are 07123456789 that's mine and Gee's is 07987654321." I recalled both numbers off the top of my head while they dialed it into their phones.
"Frank and Gerard don't worry we won't tell anyone them we're not like that." Mia gave her first genuine smile and so did Tamara. My eyes darted to Mia's arms and I couls see white lines featherd over eachother. I knew there were'nt any fresh ones on her arms I could see that but maybe there were somewhere else. Why did I care? It wasn't any of my buisness.
"So you two sing?" Gee asked Mia and Tamara. They both nodded and bit their lips. They might not look the same but fuck they acted it. It was obvious they were twins.
"You in a group or band?"
"Well we sort of want to be in a band and it will be called Self Inflicted Damage." Mia gave a half hearted smile and suddenly the floor became interesting to her.
"That's an awesome name who came up with it?"
"Tamara did." Mia obviously loved her sister when she talked about her, it was with nothing but pure love. I couldn't help but smile. Okay so I had never smiled so much in my life.
"Well it was nice meeting you. Where you staying?" they looked at eachother and Mia took in a deep breath. I'm guessing she was the more mature of the two.
"Well I suppose we could go home but I don't really want to go back there if i'm honest." Mia winced and Tamara hugged her.
"Mom's always preferredher to me and i'm bisexual but she's not. Mia though gets a lot of trouble from dad and at school." Mia was shaking and I suddenly realized how cold it was and how long we'd been out here.
"Well you're always welcome if you want to stay with us for tonight? We're only staying in the car park for tonight." I honestly meant it. I knew these girls needed help and there was more going on then what they were saying. Why I cared so much I don't know.
"Ummm no we can'y unless you let us pay you." Mia pulled out about £100 out of her pocket. Why was she carrying that amount around with her? She pushed the money towards Gee and I knew he wouldn't take it.
"No we'll let you stay for free."
"No we're paying otherwise we'll sleep out here." I knew Gee and Mia would clash now they were both stubborn I sighed took the money and halfed it.
"Okay we'll take £50. Deal?" Mia nodded and didn't put up a fight.
"Now come on let's go in the bus before we freeze." I looked over at Gee and his eyes were full of sorrow. I knew he was thinking the same as me we had to save them.
I looked Gee up and down some more as I continued walking he was animatedly talkign to Tamara but Mia was behind us.
"I know you like Gee." I tensed as I walked. How did she know. No one else had guessed.
"How do you..."
"I just know these things." she chuckled and I relaxed but quicly tensed again.
"You won't te..."
"No I wont Frank your secret is safe." she smiled and ran to Gee who was now at the door of the bus. These two would make things more fun I could tell.
"How old are you two?"
"15" they answered together. If i'm honest they looked about 16-17.
The rest of the band were now on the bus, they all gawked at us and Mia hid behind me and Gee where as Tamara was wlaking over the the group.
"I'm Tamara nice to meet you Ray and Mikey." Ray and Mikes smiled and I knew they would like her.
"I'm ummm Mia." Mia looked down at the floor and she reminded me a lot like myself.
"Guys why are they with us?"
"Long story." You two Frank will show you to your bunk. I nodded and walked with them to the back of the bus.
"Right this one is yours." I could hear Gee explaining to Ray and Mikes.
"Okay well i'm going to crash now." Mia crawled into the bunk and settled herself down.
"Well i'm not tired." Tamara walked back into the front of the bus and Gee automatically gave her a hug. I looked back at Mia who was now asleep. Her worry lines and stress gone from her face.
I walked back into the front of the bus and looked at Tamara .
"This is her first proper sleep for months. Thank you." There was a hint of sadness, hatred and sorrow in Tamara's voice. I wish I could know why I cared it was like a magnet was keeping me there.
"What's actually going on with her?" I needed to know, I think the others did too they all looked at Tamara aswell as me and I knew she was going to tell us.
"You tell her I told you. I kill you." she smiled at her threat and took a deep breath. I needed to help this broken soul.
That show was amazing. Adrenaline was still pumping through my body and I couldn't calm myself down. Well I was on a sugar rush aswell as a high. I giggled and skipped down the backstage corridors. The rest of the band so Gee, Mikey and Ray were all in the changing room. I would join them but once i'd calmed down. I knew we were going to meet some fans tonight aswell that probably didn't help with my mood. In a good way that was.
I ran down the corridors like an aeroplane and decided enough was enough so walked into the dressing room.
"Heyya guys." I literally said it while bouncing on the spot. Gee laughed and the others joined in. It was beautiful and so infectious.
"The fans are going to love you tonight." he gave me a wink and mental images started flashing through my head. Oh fuck. I could feel my trousers getting tighter so walked out if the dressing room. I started thinking of dead cats and Gee being with his twat head of a boyfriend called John.
"Frankie why did you leave?" I jumped I wasn't expecting Gee to be there.
"Oh nothing just want to meet the fans." I put on a fake smile and knew he could see through it. Damn why did he have to know me so well. I then rolled my eyes what did I expect we'd been in a band for 10 years and we'd been friends since we were in kindergarten. So I had pratically known him my whole life.
"Okay then lets go if that's all." he grabbed my hand and I was aware of the electricity but he wasn't. I think he knew how I felt, when Jamia(my ex) wanted to get married I said no, then told her I was falling for someone else. That night she hit me so hard I nearly passed out, but Gee was there as usual to help my sorry ass.
The cold air hit me as we passed through the back doors and into the parking lot. I was expecting it to be full with fans but there was only a few. I was suprised even they had waited around. It had been about a hour and a half since the show finished and it was fucking freezing. I started to shake and Gee looked at me. The MCRmy stil hadn't seen us yet, so we could get away.
"Yes but, can we invite those five in?" Gee rolled his eyes.
"Well i'm sorry I care about our fans so much." I poked my tongue out and started to skip over to them.
As I got closer I could hear a couple of people singing. They sounded great not perfect or amazing but good enough. I looked and it was the two girls on the far end. The othere were just watching them with a look of shock on their face and their eyes were transfixed.
"I know I only have one instrument I play perfectly
Bur maybe it doesn't have to be this way
You haters turned
something beautiful into something so ugly
You gave me emotions to do this it's your fucking fault
Hope you're happy." Were those orginal lyrics?
"Heyy." I stepped out of the shadows and the girl on the left automatically stopped singing. I could see in the street light that she was blushing. I laughed and then Gee joined me.
"Were those orginal lyrics you wrote?" the girl with the dark brown straight hair nodded. Wow I only heard a clip but I liked them.
"They're good."
"Yeah well it was all Mia's work." the girl with the curly brown hair smiled and her friend or they could even be sisters Mia blushed deeper red.
"What lyrics now?" Gee asked with a smile. He loved it when his fans came up with orginal lyrics and drew art etc. I then remembered the others and walked over to them.
"Heyy guys."
"Heyy Frank canIhaveahug?" the girl asked it quick and I chuckled. I opened my arms and she hugged me. I then hugged the rest of the girls. If i'm honest I wanted to listen to more of those lyrics.
I signed some of their stuff and they all walked off giggling with the new photos of me and them. I approached Gee who was smiling ear to ear. He had a bit of paper in his hand and I looked over his shoulder to see what it said:
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
I know I only have one instrument I play perfectly
Bur maybe it doesn't have to be this way
You haters turned
something beautiful into something so ugly
You gave me emotions to do this it's your fucking fault
Hope you're happy
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
As the moonlight shimmers over the lake I remember
I didn't want to walk away
The fucking ache in my head
It's a constant reminder
As my memory shattered from the booze and drugs I couldn't help but feel regret.
Those motherfuckers made me.
The world used to be beautiful
Now it's fucking ugly
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
Fuzzy heads aching bodies no one knows why we do it
Empty shells that's all that are left
Can anyone as us why? No
Take the fucking hint
The world wants everyone to be perfect
That was never going to happen
Not in my lifetime
Haters are fucking everywhere
Telling you who to be
Don't pay attention and be you
Do you look in the mirror and love the reflection?
Or does your own reflection make you physically sick?
Look around no ones perfect
Make the emotions flow faster
'haters' written upon our arm
We're gone we backed out
Does anyone recognise?
No the haters
They make you
They make me
At the top it said 'Perfect Instrumental.' it could use some work but the basis was there for a song. I smiled and Gee handed the paper back.
"So what are your names and why havn't you gone all fangirly." Gee asked in a faked shocked voice. I smiled and the girls laughed.
"I'm Tamara and she's Mia." couldn't the Mia girl speak for herself?
"Nice to meet you two." I shook Tamara's hand but Mia just stood there.
"Can I have a hug?" it's like she was scared of us. I nodded and hugged her. I could hear silent crying and tears started to make my shirt wet. Gee was talking to Tamara so I knew it was safe to talk to Mia.
"Why you crying?"
"I've met my heroes. I'd be dead if it wasn't for MCR." That just made my day. I loved it when fans went 'oh you saved my life' but it was different when they actually thanked us in person. I rubbed my hand on her back and she slowly stopped crying.
"Heyy Frankie, I want to look at these lyrics more so give Mia and Tamara our numbers?" I nodded and pulled away from Mia's hug. She looked destroyed and her soul seemed shattered. Mia hid nothing her eyes did all the talking. It's like they were screaming a silent 'help me'. I was intrigued by her and her friend or sister I wasn't sure.
"Right are you two sisters or what?"
"Yeah we're twins." Tamara gave a huge smile. I knew it was fake here eyes gave away to much too. It wasn't a cry for help for her though as her eyes kept darting to her sister. Tamara needed help to but Mia needed it more.
"Okay well here's our numbers are 07123456789 that's mine and Gee's is 07987654321." I recalled both numbers off the top of my head while they dialed it into their phones.
"Frank and Gerard don't worry we won't tell anyone them we're not like that." Mia gave her first genuine smile and so did Tamara. My eyes darted to Mia's arms and I couls see white lines featherd over eachother. I knew there were'nt any fresh ones on her arms I could see that but maybe there were somewhere else. Why did I care? It wasn't any of my buisness.
"So you two sing?" Gee asked Mia and Tamara. They both nodded and bit their lips. They might not look the same but fuck they acted it. It was obvious they were twins.
"You in a group or band?"
"Well we sort of want to be in a band and it will be called Self Inflicted Damage." Mia gave a half hearted smile and suddenly the floor became interesting to her.
"That's an awesome name who came up with it?"
"Tamara did." Mia obviously loved her sister when she talked about her, it was with nothing but pure love. I couldn't help but smile. Okay so I had never smiled so much in my life.
"Well it was nice meeting you. Where you staying?" they looked at eachother and Mia took in a deep breath. I'm guessing she was the more mature of the two.
"Well I suppose we could go home but I don't really want to go back there if i'm honest." Mia winced and Tamara hugged her.
"Mom's always preferredher to me and i'm bisexual but she's not. Mia though gets a lot of trouble from dad and at school." Mia was shaking and I suddenly realized how cold it was and how long we'd been out here.
"Well you're always welcome if you want to stay with us for tonight? We're only staying in the car park for tonight." I honestly meant it. I knew these girls needed help and there was more going on then what they were saying. Why I cared so much I don't know.
"Ummm no we can'y unless you let us pay you." Mia pulled out about £100 out of her pocket. Why was she carrying that amount around with her? She pushed the money towards Gee and I knew he wouldn't take it.
"No we'll let you stay for free."
"No we're paying otherwise we'll sleep out here." I knew Gee and Mia would clash now they were both stubborn I sighed took the money and halfed it.
"Okay we'll take £50. Deal?" Mia nodded and didn't put up a fight.
"Now come on let's go in the bus before we freeze." I looked over at Gee and his eyes were full of sorrow. I knew he was thinking the same as me we had to save them.
I looked Gee up and down some more as I continued walking he was animatedly talkign to Tamara but Mia was behind us.
"I know you like Gee." I tensed as I walked. How did she know. No one else had guessed.
"How do you..."
"I just know these things." she chuckled and I relaxed but quicly tensed again.
"You won't te..."
"No I wont Frank your secret is safe." she smiled and ran to Gee who was now at the door of the bus. These two would make things more fun I could tell.
"How old are you two?"
"15" they answered together. If i'm honest they looked about 16-17.
The rest of the band were now on the bus, they all gawked at us and Mia hid behind me and Gee where as Tamara was wlaking over the the group.
"I'm Tamara nice to meet you Ray and Mikey." Ray and Mikes smiled and I knew they would like her.
"I'm ummm Mia." Mia looked down at the floor and she reminded me a lot like myself.
"Guys why are they with us?"
"Long story." You two Frank will show you to your bunk. I nodded and walked with them to the back of the bus.
"Right this one is yours." I could hear Gee explaining to Ray and Mikes.
"Okay well i'm going to crash now." Mia crawled into the bunk and settled herself down.
"Well i'm not tired." Tamara walked back into the front of the bus and Gee automatically gave her a hug. I looked back at Mia who was now asleep. Her worry lines and stress gone from her face.
I walked back into the front of the bus and looked at Tamara .
"This is her first proper sleep for months. Thank you." There was a hint of sadness, hatred and sorrow in Tamara's voice. I wish I could know why I cared it was like a magnet was keeping me there.
"What's actually going on with her?" I needed to know, I think the others did too they all looked at Tamara aswell as me and I knew she was going to tell us.
"You tell her I told you. I kill you." she smiled at her threat and took a deep breath. I needed to help this broken soul.
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