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Frank's P.O.V
I was in my bunk thinking about everything Tamara had told me. Mia was bullied and beaten by their mom and dad yet Tamara, got away with everything. I honestly thought it would be the other way around because Tamara is a bisexual. I knew I had it bad till my parents finally accepted me. Mia was a pretty girl and she reminded me a lot like myself.
Mia was personal and she wouldn't let anyone in and I knew that we wouldn't get to know her, so I didn't bother with getting my hopes up. There was something about Tamara though something that didn't fit. Weather it was the clothes she wore compared to Mia or the way she wore her makeup. In a way she seemed preppy and didn't seem like she fitted in eith our music genre. I wasn't one to sterotype though so i'm going to let that go.
Tamara wasted no time in telling us about Mia though and I thought that was personal, surely no matter how much we wanted to0 know she's respect her sisters privacy, yet we all knew pratically everything about her. I knew that when she was 12 she started cutting herself yet her sister had never tried to stop her.
I clicked my iPod and looked at the time it was 3:42 am and I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep anytime soon. I guess that's what happens when you have insomnia. I got out of my bunk and went into the little kitchen on our bus. I knew that by making a coffee I would be able to stay awake until the rest were awake. I waited for the kettle to boil and poured the water into my mug. It happened to say 'Frerard' on it. Gee had got me it as a laugh for my birthday around two weeks ago.
Frerard is what the fans called me and Gee together. I knew he saw it as only a laugh but my heart leapt when I saw it. Gee was in love with his boyfriend and John didn't seem to happy when Gee gave me my present. It was near enough christmas now and I would be getting another present off Gee. We always gave eachother sentimental things and we always loved them. John had never liked me and if i'm honest he was a dick so I had never liked him.
"Frank." I turned around a little shocked on who would be awake at this time in the morning. It was Mia and she had eyeliner and mascara stains down her cheeks. I walked cautiously over to her and set my coffee down on the table. "What's wrong honey?" I pulled her into a hug and she hugged me back.
"It's nothing." see she was closed off walls were in front of her and she wouldn't let anyone in. "Okay if you're sure." she pulled back and sat down on the seat behind the table. Mia put her head in her hands and just shook her head. She looked so small and fragile. Her darkbrown hair was messy and her boney fingers looked like they would break at the smallest touch.
I sat down next to her and took a sip out of my coffee. "If you ever want to talk i'll understand." Mia looked at me and nodded. Why couldn't I help her.
"Frank I guess I just don't want to go back home. Everything changes." I looked at Mia and I saw nothing to give away what she meant. "What do you mean?" curiosity got the better of me what can I say.
"Just trust me when I say things aren't what the seem." Mia then got uo and went back to the bunks. I was completely confused. I drank the rest of my coffee and laid down on the couch.
******
"Frankie wake up we need to drop Tamara and Mia off home." I grunted and sat up. My back hurt from sleeping on the couch though I'm not sure what the time was. I looked at the clock in the kitchen area and it said 1:30pm. It was also the 15th of December which meant we were due to go to our holiday home. We were spending this Christmas in the UK this year to shake things up a little. It also meant that we could carry on touring the UK as soon as New Year was over.
"Where'd they live Gee?" I had no clue and I wanted to know how long I would have left with Mia to try and get answers out of her.
"Only in the South East so 1 and a half hours from London." I sighed that wasn't long at all. "Okay." I got up and went to my bunk. I wriggled into a fresh pair of skinnys and a Iron Maiden tee. I ran a brush through my hair and went back to the front of the bus.
Tamara was in a fresh set of clothes which looked to small for her and Mia was in the same clothes from yesterday. In my opinion I would say Tamara was wearing Mia's clothes. I sighed and thought Tamara was being a bit of a bitch. "Mia you want a fresh top?" Mia nodded and followed me back into the bunk area. "Is your sister wearing your clothes?" Mia nodded and I reached into my bag that I kept on the bus. "You want a misfit top, homophbia is gay, mikey fucking way or my top with the doodles on?" Mia smiled and it reached her eyes.
"I don't know I ummm usually always just wear what i'm wearing now. I only have 2 pairs of jeans and 2 tops." Mia blushed and I felt bad. This was only about a twentyeth of all my clothes. "Take them all then." I smiled while handing her the clothes. A tear escaped from her eyes and she went to her bunk to get changed. Yes I had called it her bunk.
I walked through to the front of the bus and sat on Gee's lap this was nothing out of the ususal for us.
"You okay Frankie you seem a bit distant." no i'm not o fucking kay. I'm in love with you I hate your boyfriend and I'm worried about Mia. "Yeah i'm okay." I smiled the best I could and snuggled into Gee. I wanted this to be a fantasy to say he loved me. That would make this perfect.
"You two look like a couple." Tamara snorted. Was she homophobic? She was bi though right? I jumped out of Gee's lap anyway and conjoured up a fake what-the-fuck face. I looked at Gee and he was given his you-have-got-to-be-kidding-me-face. I laughed at him and Mia gave out a small laugh. It was the first time I had heard her laugh.
Tamara looked at us all and gave her sister death glares without looking.
"I bet Gee turns you on Frankie." Bob winked at us and I blushed.
"Well at least I don't get turned on by slippers."
"Well at least I'm not like Mikey who get's turned on by Coke Zero." Mia laughed again and Tamara just carried on giving evils. The more I looked at her the more she looked ugly inside and out.
The rest of the journey I kept a close eye on Mia and Tamara and something was seriously wrong. I'm sure Gee could see it too. Tamara kept on giving her sister death glares and sometimes would 'accidently' hit her. Mia though didn't seem to mind, she'd glow when her sister was around and try to copy her little movements.
"Tamara or Mia come here." Tamara started to go to the frint of the bus. Mia followed.
"Mia fuck off for the moment." Mia nodded and headed to the bunk area. Bob got up and followed her in. Around 10 minutes later I could hear Mia and Bob both laughing. They came out in stitches and were both smiling.
"Bob what've you done." Nothing, Bob bit his lip and I knew he's done something. I let it slip and just hoped whatever they'd done wouldn't happen to me. Knowing Bob it would be a pratical joke.
"BOB!!!" around 30 minutes later I hear Ray scream Bob's name and Mia and Bob looked at eachother then broke down in stitches.
"What have you done this time Mia." Mia looked at her sister and stopped laughing so did Bob and he gave Tamara death glares. None of us really like Tamara but Gee seemed to still like her. No suprise there he like motherfuckers. I know Tamara's a fan but she's not a nice one at that.
"We're like 10 minutes away boys and girls."
"Okay thanks Jeff." I shouted back to the front of the bus.
"Give me a hug Mia." Mia came over and hugged me for ages and I kissed her head before she let go of me. She then went over to Bob and sat on his lap. They got on like a house on fire. Mia and Bob looked like brother and sister. Well he was only 24 after all and the rest of us were 28 excpet Mikey who was 26. Tamara hugged Gee and she let go before giving me a quick hug then moving onto Mikey. Ray was still in the bunk fuming over what Bob had done which I didn't know.
"Bob what did you actually do to ray?"
"Put hairgel in his brush and itching powder...only a little though." Bob and Mia started laughing then high fived eachother.
"Can I have a hug Bob?" Bob nodded at Tamara and Mia got up. I opened up my arms and she came over and hugged me again.
"Well we're here guys." I took Mia's hand and led her to the bunk area.
"Take my tees and hide them okay I don't want you having to wear the same clothes." Mia nodded and hugged me once more.
"Take a pair of my jeans aswell, they might be a bit big but you're only a little shorter then me." Mia nodded again and etars started going down her face.
"Thank you Frankie." she kissed my cheek wiped her eyes and walked back into the front of the bus.
"'Bout time Mia." Mia smiled at her sister and we all walked out of the bus with them. It looked like quite a nice area. We all walked up to the front door which Tamara skipped up to and Mia dragged her feet heavily.
"Tell mom that i'll be by the pond."
"No you know she'll ummm want to ask you about last night."
"TAMARA SHE GAVE ME £100 TO NEVER COME BACK."
"Keep your voice down god." Mia and Tamara's mom answered the door and smiled and kissed Tamara's head before looking at Mia disgusted.
"Who are they?"
"Well last nigth your daughetrs didn't leave our show till late so we let them stay on our tour bus."
"Oh that's okay I hoped you looked after Tamara." She smiled and my blood curdled.
"I'll be over there in my spot."
"Fine." Mia walked away and I followed. She sat by the edge of this pond and I sat down next to her. I could see the rest of the guys talking to Mia and Tamara's mom. Bob soon though left and joined me.
"It's okay Mia we love you." I smiled at Bob and it was true what he said.
"Thanks." Mia smiled weakly and a few tears left her eyes.
"Last night I took your number off Tamara, I'm sorry but you shouldn't trust her. I'm also stupid enough to look up to her. I think she's amazing when she's a bitch." Me and Bob hugged her at the smae time before pulling out his phone. He went through his phone for a while before handing it to Mia.
"This way even if we're in America you can call us. It only has our numbers on it. Just call or text us okay. Our england holiday home isn't too far from here anyway." Bob kissed her head and got up before Mia could contest with what he had done.
"It's okay Mia he wanted you to have it." she smiled.
"Can I have a picture with you Frankie?" I nodded and Mia lifted up her new phone and I kissed her cheek at the last moment.
"Keep laughing please. We have to go now but call me tonight okay?"
"Okay Frankie.."
"I love you Mia. Stay safe."
"Okay i'll try."
"Promise?"
"I can't promsie." with that I left and walked back to the tour bus. I sat on the sofa and waited for Gee to come in.
"Heyy Frankie." I faked a smile for Gee. I loved him and i'd been in love with him for years now. I looked at his ass while he made a cup of coffee. I know I shouldn't but I did. Not too long later Ray, Mikey and Bob walked in. Bob went straight to the bunk area and I heard him cry. Mikey and Ray looked a little shocked and I looked out of the window to see Mia not there anymore. I shrugged and smiled.
"Off to the holiday home it is." Jeff shouted.
We all smiledand I knew Mikey's and Ray's were fake. Something had happened and I didn't really want to ask them. I went to the bunk area and laid down. Mia was all I could think about.
"Frankie can I sleep with you tonight?"
"Uh sure Gee."
"Thanks sugar." Gee got in and he slept soon. I looked at him and ran my thumb over his cheek. I then kissed his lips and tried to get to sleep myself. It wasn't that hard I had a angel beside me. I snuggled closer and I fell asleep like that. I made sure my phone was on and I would be ale to hear it if I didn't wake up early enough later.
I was in my bunk thinking about everything Tamara had told me. Mia was bullied and beaten by their mom and dad yet Tamara, got away with everything. I honestly thought it would be the other way around because Tamara is a bisexual. I knew I had it bad till my parents finally accepted me. Mia was a pretty girl and she reminded me a lot like myself.
Mia was personal and she wouldn't let anyone in and I knew that we wouldn't get to know her, so I didn't bother with getting my hopes up. There was something about Tamara though something that didn't fit. Weather it was the clothes she wore compared to Mia or the way she wore her makeup. In a way she seemed preppy and didn't seem like she fitted in eith our music genre. I wasn't one to sterotype though so i'm going to let that go.
Tamara wasted no time in telling us about Mia though and I thought that was personal, surely no matter how much we wanted to0 know she's respect her sisters privacy, yet we all knew pratically everything about her. I knew that when she was 12 she started cutting herself yet her sister had never tried to stop her.
I clicked my iPod and looked at the time it was 3:42 am and I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep anytime soon. I guess that's what happens when you have insomnia. I got out of my bunk and went into the little kitchen on our bus. I knew that by making a coffee I would be able to stay awake until the rest were awake. I waited for the kettle to boil and poured the water into my mug. It happened to say 'Frerard' on it. Gee had got me it as a laugh for my birthday around two weeks ago.
Frerard is what the fans called me and Gee together. I knew he saw it as only a laugh but my heart leapt when I saw it. Gee was in love with his boyfriend and John didn't seem to happy when Gee gave me my present. It was near enough christmas now and I would be getting another present off Gee. We always gave eachother sentimental things and we always loved them. John had never liked me and if i'm honest he was a dick so I had never liked him.
"Frank." I turned around a little shocked on who would be awake at this time in the morning. It was Mia and she had eyeliner and mascara stains down her cheeks. I walked cautiously over to her and set my coffee down on the table. "What's wrong honey?" I pulled her into a hug and she hugged me back.
"It's nothing." see she was closed off walls were in front of her and she wouldn't let anyone in. "Okay if you're sure." she pulled back and sat down on the seat behind the table. Mia put her head in her hands and just shook her head. She looked so small and fragile. Her darkbrown hair was messy and her boney fingers looked like they would break at the smallest touch.
I sat down next to her and took a sip out of my coffee. "If you ever want to talk i'll understand." Mia looked at me and nodded. Why couldn't I help her.
"Frank I guess I just don't want to go back home. Everything changes." I looked at Mia and I saw nothing to give away what she meant. "What do you mean?" curiosity got the better of me what can I say.
"Just trust me when I say things aren't what the seem." Mia then got uo and went back to the bunks. I was completely confused. I drank the rest of my coffee and laid down on the couch.
******
"Frankie wake up we need to drop Tamara and Mia off home." I grunted and sat up. My back hurt from sleeping on the couch though I'm not sure what the time was. I looked at the clock in the kitchen area and it said 1:30pm. It was also the 15th of December which meant we were due to go to our holiday home. We were spending this Christmas in the UK this year to shake things up a little. It also meant that we could carry on touring the UK as soon as New Year was over.
"Where'd they live Gee?" I had no clue and I wanted to know how long I would have left with Mia to try and get answers out of her.
"Only in the South East so 1 and a half hours from London." I sighed that wasn't long at all. "Okay." I got up and went to my bunk. I wriggled into a fresh pair of skinnys and a Iron Maiden tee. I ran a brush through my hair and went back to the front of the bus.
Tamara was in a fresh set of clothes which looked to small for her and Mia was in the same clothes from yesterday. In my opinion I would say Tamara was wearing Mia's clothes. I sighed and thought Tamara was being a bit of a bitch. "Mia you want a fresh top?" Mia nodded and followed me back into the bunk area. "Is your sister wearing your clothes?" Mia nodded and I reached into my bag that I kept on the bus. "You want a misfit top, homophbia is gay, mikey fucking way or my top with the doodles on?" Mia smiled and it reached her eyes.
"I don't know I ummm usually always just wear what i'm wearing now. I only have 2 pairs of jeans and 2 tops." Mia blushed and I felt bad. This was only about a twentyeth of all my clothes. "Take them all then." I smiled while handing her the clothes. A tear escaped from her eyes and she went to her bunk to get changed. Yes I had called it her bunk.
I walked through to the front of the bus and sat on Gee's lap this was nothing out of the ususal for us.
"You okay Frankie you seem a bit distant." no i'm not o fucking kay. I'm in love with you I hate your boyfriend and I'm worried about Mia. "Yeah i'm okay." I smiled the best I could and snuggled into Gee. I wanted this to be a fantasy to say he loved me. That would make this perfect.
"You two look like a couple." Tamara snorted. Was she homophobic? She was bi though right? I jumped out of Gee's lap anyway and conjoured up a fake what-the-fuck face. I looked at Gee and he was given his you-have-got-to-be-kidding-me-face. I laughed at him and Mia gave out a small laugh. It was the first time I had heard her laugh.
Tamara looked at us all and gave her sister death glares without looking.
"I bet Gee turns you on Frankie." Bob winked at us and I blushed.
"Well at least I don't get turned on by slippers."
"Well at least I'm not like Mikey who get's turned on by Coke Zero." Mia laughed again and Tamara just carried on giving evils. The more I looked at her the more she looked ugly inside and out.
The rest of the journey I kept a close eye on Mia and Tamara and something was seriously wrong. I'm sure Gee could see it too. Tamara kept on giving her sister death glares and sometimes would 'accidently' hit her. Mia though didn't seem to mind, she'd glow when her sister was around and try to copy her little movements.
"Tamara or Mia come here." Tamara started to go to the frint of the bus. Mia followed.
"Mia fuck off for the moment." Mia nodded and headed to the bunk area. Bob got up and followed her in. Around 10 minutes later I could hear Mia and Bob both laughing. They came out in stitches and were both smiling.
"Bob what've you done." Nothing, Bob bit his lip and I knew he's done something. I let it slip and just hoped whatever they'd done wouldn't happen to me. Knowing Bob it would be a pratical joke.
"BOB!!!" around 30 minutes later I hear Ray scream Bob's name and Mia and Bob looked at eachother then broke down in stitches.
"What have you done this time Mia." Mia looked at her sister and stopped laughing so did Bob and he gave Tamara death glares. None of us really like Tamara but Gee seemed to still like her. No suprise there he like motherfuckers. I know Tamara's a fan but she's not a nice one at that.
"We're like 10 minutes away boys and girls."
"Okay thanks Jeff." I shouted back to the front of the bus.
"Give me a hug Mia." Mia came over and hugged me for ages and I kissed her head before she let go of me. She then went over to Bob and sat on his lap. They got on like a house on fire. Mia and Bob looked like brother and sister. Well he was only 24 after all and the rest of us were 28 excpet Mikey who was 26. Tamara hugged Gee and she let go before giving me a quick hug then moving onto Mikey. Ray was still in the bunk fuming over what Bob had done which I didn't know.
"Bob what did you actually do to ray?"
"Put hairgel in his brush and itching powder...only a little though." Bob and Mia started laughing then high fived eachother.
"Can I have a hug Bob?" Bob nodded at Tamara and Mia got up. I opened up my arms and she came over and hugged me again.
"Well we're here guys." I took Mia's hand and led her to the bunk area.
"Take my tees and hide them okay I don't want you having to wear the same clothes." Mia nodded and hugged me once more.
"Take a pair of my jeans aswell, they might be a bit big but you're only a little shorter then me." Mia nodded again and etars started going down her face.
"Thank you Frankie." she kissed my cheek wiped her eyes and walked back into the front of the bus.
"'Bout time Mia." Mia smiled at her sister and we all walked out of the bus with them. It looked like quite a nice area. We all walked up to the front door which Tamara skipped up to and Mia dragged her feet heavily.
"Tell mom that i'll be by the pond."
"No you know she'll ummm want to ask you about last night."
"TAMARA SHE GAVE ME £100 TO NEVER COME BACK."
"Keep your voice down god." Mia and Tamara's mom answered the door and smiled and kissed Tamara's head before looking at Mia disgusted.
"Who are they?"
"Well last nigth your daughetrs didn't leave our show till late so we let them stay on our tour bus."
"Oh that's okay I hoped you looked after Tamara." She smiled and my blood curdled.
"I'll be over there in my spot."
"Fine." Mia walked away and I followed. She sat by the edge of this pond and I sat down next to her. I could see the rest of the guys talking to Mia and Tamara's mom. Bob soon though left and joined me.
"It's okay Mia we love you." I smiled at Bob and it was true what he said.
"Thanks." Mia smiled weakly and a few tears left her eyes.
"Last night I took your number off Tamara, I'm sorry but you shouldn't trust her. I'm also stupid enough to look up to her. I think she's amazing when she's a bitch." Me and Bob hugged her at the smae time before pulling out his phone. He went through his phone for a while before handing it to Mia.
"This way even if we're in America you can call us. It only has our numbers on it. Just call or text us okay. Our england holiday home isn't too far from here anyway." Bob kissed her head and got up before Mia could contest with what he had done.
"It's okay Mia he wanted you to have it." she smiled.
"Can I have a picture with you Frankie?" I nodded and Mia lifted up her new phone and I kissed her cheek at the last moment.
"Keep laughing please. We have to go now but call me tonight okay?"
"Okay Frankie.."
"I love you Mia. Stay safe."
"Okay i'll try."
"Promise?"
"I can't promsie." with that I left and walked back to the tour bus. I sat on the sofa and waited for Gee to come in.
"Heyy Frankie." I faked a smile for Gee. I loved him and i'd been in love with him for years now. I looked at his ass while he made a cup of coffee. I know I shouldn't but I did. Not too long later Ray, Mikey and Bob walked in. Bob went straight to the bunk area and I heard him cry. Mikey and Ray looked a little shocked and I looked out of the window to see Mia not there anymore. I shrugged and smiled.
"Off to the holiday home it is." Jeff shouted.
We all smiledand I knew Mikey's and Ray's were fake. Something had happened and I didn't really want to ask them. I went to the bunk area and laid down. Mia was all I could think about.
"Frankie can I sleep with you tonight?"
"Uh sure Gee."
"Thanks sugar." Gee got in and he slept soon. I looked at him and ran my thumb over his cheek. I then kissed his lips and tried to get to sleep myself. It wasn't that hard I had a angel beside me. I snuggled closer and I fell asleep like that. I made sure my phone was on and I would be ale to hear it if I didn't wake up early enough later.
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