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Love, Lies, Secrets and Betrayal
Chapter 1: My Not so good secret
The day it just felt strange. Something big was going to happen, but I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad. I arranged to meet Jake, my boyfriend, at his house. So as usual I got up out of my bed and had a bath. Then I got dressed in my white shorts and a red colored tank top. Then I walked to Jake’s house. I rang his bell. He opened the door and I saw the smile that was so familiar to my eyes. Then he looked into my eyes. All he said was “hey” but then he leaned in for a kiss. Then we just stood their and hugged. Then finally he said “we should go in”. He grabbed my hand and he led me into the living room. I just loved his face. His cute blue eyes, his cute nose and his lips. Sometimes I felt we can kiss forever and ever and never stop. I really think he loves me its just the way his eyes light up when he sees me. He said “what do you want to do today?” I said “Just be with you forever”. He said “Forever”. I looked into his eyes and saw that he truly meant it. I really loved him. He wasn’t like any other boys. He was different. He didn’t use me or go out with me just because I was pretty. He truly loved me. He told me everyday. I went to school at a private school called eagle’s way academy and all the boys their looked at me. They gave Jake a dirty look but I knew it was because they were jealous. I knew that for a fact. Jake had only one friend called Mark, but there was something I didn’t want Jake to find out about me and Mark. We had history but I really regret it. I had sex with him and I was lucky that I didn’t get pregnant. If I got pregnant I would have to have an abortion. I live in sunny California. I would be known as a slut if everyone knew. Who wanted to be a slut? NOT ME! I didn’t want to tell him because I don’t know how he might react. I really did want to tell him but when I look in his eyes I just cant. One time I told him “I need to tell you something” he turned his head from the computer and said “ What is it” I looked deeply into his eyes and saw that he looked worried so I just said “I love you’’ It was coming up to my birthday. My mum and dad always loved my birthday. They would spoil me. Last birthday they got me a
Diamond ring and inside was my name my stupid name Katlin. I didn’t like it. It was so common. My thoughts weren’t really on my birthday they were on what Jake was thinking. I wish I could read only Jakes mind. He looked at me “What’s wrong?” He looked worried again. I said “Nothing. I’m ok. You look worried.” He looked to the ceiling then he said “Because I’m scared that you might leave me.” He was scared that I might leave him when the fact is that I’m scared that he will leave me. I asked “Jake, will you love me no matter what happens?” Jake answered “Yes. I will never stop loving you.” My birthday came quickly. My parents got me a twelve carat diamond necklace. Today I had to go to school. I walked to Jakes house. He opened the door. “Happy Birthday.” He gave me a perfectly square wrapped parcel. I opened it and it was the dress I wanted but I didn’t have time to get it with all my coursework and all the time I spend with Jake. I leaned in for a kiss and he whispered in my ear “So you like it then?” I replied “Yes. If I didn’t I wouldn’t be kissing you.” The dress was beautiful. It was my favorite colour Turquoise. It was a silk a silk turquoise dress and it felt like it could tear easily like my heart. I and Jake are inseparable. We go everywhere together. One time I went shopping and I went into Ann Summers and he was looking at me like he was saying really in his mind. It was true even I don’t like shopping for underwear, and when I go with Jake it is even more akward. I laughed. Jake said “What are you laughing about?” I answered “Oh. Just a funny memory.” At this moment we were holding hands walking to school. When we got to school he gave me a kiss on the cheek and left me to go to my lesson. His kiss lingered there. I could feel his warm lips faintly still on my cheek like he only just kissed me. First I had biology and I have to sit next to Mark. He only says ‘hi’. He sits right at the edge of the seat like he doesn’t want to be near me. Then he said “Why did you make love to me then just leave me and not care about MY feelings. I still love you.” I said more like shouted “WHAT? WHY?” I was so angry. He still loved me and decided to tell me now on my birthday. Birthdays are supposed to be happy, and yet mine never is. Last year I ended up getting punched by a cheerleader. Behind her back I called her a ‘Slut’ because she is one she’s had fifteen boyfriends in the past year and a half. So she punched me and I had a nosebleed and Jake went up to her boyfriend and had a chat .Jake was trying to be calm but he was angry and you could tell but why did he have to do that. They’ve been rude to me ever since. They always say ‘what a shame you can’t fight your own battle’s. One minute let me go and get Jake’ Mark stopped me day dreaming. He said ‘You just love day dreaming don’t you? You just stare somewhere and day dream. I don’t know what you think but I can tell you really do think.” I just gave him a dirty look. He thought for a minute the he said “what did I do wrong?” Then I answered angrily “well you say you love me ALSO you’re my boyfriends best friend so why shouldn’t I be angry.” Mark looked at me. He said “well you weren’t angry at me when we made love.” Then I got even angrier. Then I said “that was a BIG mistake. I regret it.” Then he looked at me in such a sad way then he just whispered “I don’t regret it it’s the best thing that ever happened to me.” He didn’t say anything after that. At lunch I just wanted to be by myself so I sat down on the bench outside biology. Two minutes later Jake came over to me. He looked at me then he said “what’s wrong. You didn’t meet me. You always meet me.” I said nothing. He hugged me. Then I cried and I hugged him back. He whispered “I love you, why won’t you tell me?” He let me go. He looked at me. He dried my tears. He said “Why are you crying?” I didn’t know what to say. So I just kissed him and he kissed me back, then Mark walked past. I pulled my lips away from Jakes. I’m never the one pulling away. Jake looked at me in a strange way. He said “Something is defiantly wrong you never break away from a kiss it’s always me trying to pull away for a breath.” I think a cat had caught my tongue. I still couldn’t talk. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. He hugged me again and we just sat their all lunch, me crying on his shoulder. Then the bell rang. Jake gave me a kiss and I went to the toilets to fix my make-up. Then I walked to my math’s class to find Jake their. He isn’t in my math’s class. He is in the math’s class above me. I went up to him and sat down. He said “I got moved down.” I answered “Why?” Then he looked at me and said “I acted a bit dumb so I could be with you.” Why did he have to do that for me? He is really clever. He shouldn’t be doing this! I didn’t talk to him for the rest of the lesson. Once the bell went I got up and went to my next lesson which was Spanish. Jake came up behind me and kissed me on the cheek. He said “You’ve been acting strange lately.” I knew he was right, but what am I supposed to do when I just found out that the boy that I slept with still loves me. I really don’t want to tell Jake because it happened while I and Jake were going out at that time I thought me and Jake weren’t going to last. I don’t know what he will say if I told him. If I told him there would be a huge chance that he will leave me and I really don’t want that to happen. I love him but if he wants to dump me I will let him go but I will always regret it. That is what I would do if I truly love someone and they want to dump me. Jake is my world, he makes the world go round, he makes my heart beat without him I would be dead and lifeless without him. The world would stop spinning. The world would be dead like me without him. I love him and my heart would break into a thousand pieces and could never be healed again. Lunch bell want. I jumped in freight. As usual I was day dreaming. Sometimes I day dream really deep and I just sit there and stare and think. I met Jake at the canteen. I usually have a apple. I’m not really into junk food, junk food is really also I fell like I want to get it surgically removed. It makes me feel sick so I don’t really eat it .Jake woke me up from my dream. He said “Katlin, where do you want to go?” I answered “Anywhere.” He replied “Ok let’s go to the rose garden.” We never go there. He was thinking about something. I just couldn’t tell what.
Chapter 1: My Not so good secret
The day it just felt strange. Something big was going to happen, but I couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad. I arranged to meet Jake, my boyfriend, at his house. So as usual I got up out of my bed and had a bath. Then I got dressed in my white shorts and a red colored tank top. Then I walked to Jake’s house. I rang his bell. He opened the door and I saw the smile that was so familiar to my eyes. Then he looked into my eyes. All he said was “hey” but then he leaned in for a kiss. Then we just stood their and hugged. Then finally he said “we should go in”. He grabbed my hand and he led me into the living room. I just loved his face. His cute blue eyes, his cute nose and his lips. Sometimes I felt we can kiss forever and ever and never stop. I really think he loves me its just the way his eyes light up when he sees me. He said “what do you want to do today?” I said “Just be with you forever”. He said “Forever”. I looked into his eyes and saw that he truly meant it. I really loved him. He wasn’t like any other boys. He was different. He didn’t use me or go out with me just because I was pretty. He truly loved me. He told me everyday. I went to school at a private school called eagle’s way academy and all the boys their looked at me. They gave Jake a dirty look but I knew it was because they were jealous. I knew that for a fact. Jake had only one friend called Mark, but there was something I didn’t want Jake to find out about me and Mark. We had history but I really regret it. I had sex with him and I was lucky that I didn’t get pregnant. If I got pregnant I would have to have an abortion. I live in sunny California. I would be known as a slut if everyone knew. Who wanted to be a slut? NOT ME! I didn’t want to tell him because I don’t know how he might react. I really did want to tell him but when I look in his eyes I just cant. One time I told him “I need to tell you something” he turned his head from the computer and said “ What is it” I looked deeply into his eyes and saw that he looked worried so I just said “I love you’’ It was coming up to my birthday. My mum and dad always loved my birthday. They would spoil me. Last birthday they got me a
Diamond ring and inside was my name my stupid name Katlin. I didn’t like it. It was so common. My thoughts weren’t really on my birthday they were on what Jake was thinking. I wish I could read only Jakes mind. He looked at me “What’s wrong?” He looked worried again. I said “Nothing. I’m ok. You look worried.” He looked to the ceiling then he said “Because I’m scared that you might leave me.” He was scared that I might leave him when the fact is that I’m scared that he will leave me. I asked “Jake, will you love me no matter what happens?” Jake answered “Yes. I will never stop loving you.” My birthday came quickly. My parents got me a twelve carat diamond necklace. Today I had to go to school. I walked to Jakes house. He opened the door. “Happy Birthday.” He gave me a perfectly square wrapped parcel. I opened it and it was the dress I wanted but I didn’t have time to get it with all my coursework and all the time I spend with Jake. I leaned in for a kiss and he whispered in my ear “So you like it then?” I replied “Yes. If I didn’t I wouldn’t be kissing you.” The dress was beautiful. It was my favorite colour Turquoise. It was a silk a silk turquoise dress and it felt like it could tear easily like my heart. I and Jake are inseparable. We go everywhere together. One time I went shopping and I went into Ann Summers and he was looking at me like he was saying really in his mind. It was true even I don’t like shopping for underwear, and when I go with Jake it is even more akward. I laughed. Jake said “What are you laughing about?” I answered “Oh. Just a funny memory.” At this moment we were holding hands walking to school. When we got to school he gave me a kiss on the cheek and left me to go to my lesson. His kiss lingered there. I could feel his warm lips faintly still on my cheek like he only just kissed me. First I had biology and I have to sit next to Mark. He only says ‘hi’. He sits right at the edge of the seat like he doesn’t want to be near me. Then he said “Why did you make love to me then just leave me and not care about MY feelings. I still love you.” I said more like shouted “WHAT? WHY?” I was so angry. He still loved me and decided to tell me now on my birthday. Birthdays are supposed to be happy, and yet mine never is. Last year I ended up getting punched by a cheerleader. Behind her back I called her a ‘Slut’ because she is one she’s had fifteen boyfriends in the past year and a half. So she punched me and I had a nosebleed and Jake went up to her boyfriend and had a chat .Jake was trying to be calm but he was angry and you could tell but why did he have to do that. They’ve been rude to me ever since. They always say ‘what a shame you can’t fight your own battle’s. One minute let me go and get Jake’ Mark stopped me day dreaming. He said ‘You just love day dreaming don’t you? You just stare somewhere and day dream. I don’t know what you think but I can tell you really do think.” I just gave him a dirty look. He thought for a minute the he said “what did I do wrong?” Then I answered angrily “well you say you love me ALSO you’re my boyfriends best friend so why shouldn’t I be angry.” Mark looked at me. He said “well you weren’t angry at me when we made love.” Then I got even angrier. Then I said “that was a BIG mistake. I regret it.” Then he looked at me in such a sad way then he just whispered “I don’t regret it it’s the best thing that ever happened to me.” He didn’t say anything after that. At lunch I just wanted to be by myself so I sat down on the bench outside biology. Two minutes later Jake came over to me. He looked at me then he said “what’s wrong. You didn’t meet me. You always meet me.” I said nothing. He hugged me. Then I cried and I hugged him back. He whispered “I love you, why won’t you tell me?” He let me go. He looked at me. He dried my tears. He said “Why are you crying?” I didn’t know what to say. So I just kissed him and he kissed me back, then Mark walked past. I pulled my lips away from Jakes. I’m never the one pulling away. Jake looked at me in a strange way. He said “Something is defiantly wrong you never break away from a kiss it’s always me trying to pull away for a breath.” I think a cat had caught my tongue. I still couldn’t talk. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. He hugged me again and we just sat their all lunch, me crying on his shoulder. Then the bell rang. Jake gave me a kiss and I went to the toilets to fix my make-up. Then I walked to my math’s class to find Jake their. He isn’t in my math’s class. He is in the math’s class above me. I went up to him and sat down. He said “I got moved down.” I answered “Why?” Then he looked at me and said “I acted a bit dumb so I could be with you.” Why did he have to do that for me? He is really clever. He shouldn’t be doing this! I didn’t talk to him for the rest of the lesson. Once the bell went I got up and went to my next lesson which was Spanish. Jake came up behind me and kissed me on the cheek. He said “You’ve been acting strange lately.” I knew he was right, but what am I supposed to do when I just found out that the boy that I slept with still loves me. I really don’t want to tell Jake because it happened while I and Jake were going out at that time I thought me and Jake weren’t going to last. I don’t know what he will say if I told him. If I told him there would be a huge chance that he will leave me and I really don’t want that to happen. I love him but if he wants to dump me I will let him go but I will always regret it. That is what I would do if I truly love someone and they want to dump me. Jake is my world, he makes the world go round, he makes my heart beat without him I would be dead and lifeless without him. The world would stop spinning. The world would be dead like me without him. I love him and my heart would break into a thousand pieces and could never be healed again. Lunch bell want. I jumped in freight. As usual I was day dreaming. Sometimes I day dream really deep and I just sit there and stare and think. I met Jake at the canteen. I usually have a apple. I’m not really into junk food, junk food is really also I fell like I want to get it surgically removed. It makes me feel sick so I don’t really eat it .Jake woke me up from my dream. He said “Katlin, where do you want to go?” I answered “Anywhere.” He replied “Ok let’s go to the rose garden.” We never go there. He was thinking about something. I just couldn’t tell what.
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