Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > Happiness Comes with a Price
So I sat and wrote this chapter out today and it decided to only show the authors note, I was pretty pissed off. I am so forgetful and never save but now I have learned. Thank you everyone who's still reading, I promise it will get better, I've been taking time to properly work out how this stories going to go but I hope you all stick with me to see how it goes. Thank you to everyone. You are all my inspiration to continue with this story! Thank you to everyone and I made a mistake saying Bob brought his girlfriend to Hayley's house but he didn't as they hadn't met yet
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What the hell was he thinking? No no no! This wasn't the right time. I couldn't deal with this.
"Josh, no, not now!" I said walking away.
"Hayley, I know you feel it too, you can't tell me those feelings are there and you know it!" He said stepping closer to me
"I'm with Gerard and I love him, I know I did love you and you know that more than anyone. I didn't need to tell you. You knew! But you know now I'm with him, and he loves me. I love him. Things are different" I said a tear falling down my face. I turned away but he grabbed me and turned me around
"Okay, then tell me you don't want this" He said before kissing me. I was shocked.
How could god hate me this much! Why couldn't this have happened years ago? Before I left? I tried to push him away but he just pulled me closer to him. I gave in. A part of me wanted it but I couldn't let myself think like that because it wasn't right. I couldn't do this to Gerard.
I pushed him away and looked at him, unable to move.
"I won't tell anyone, but you know I'm here until the 27th, decide who you want and remember I will always love you. Goodnight" He said before slipping out of my room.
I went to sleep feeling sick. I had to tell Gerard one day, maybe not soon but one day.
When I woke up, I went down stairs slowly and quietly, trying to not wake anyone up, but I could hear spongebob playing on the tv. I guessed someone must be up but I hoped it wouldn't be Josh, I couldn't face him just yet.
I seen it was Zac who was awake and sighed in relief. I sat on the couch and smiled to him.
"I didn't think you would be up this early Hails. It's not like you" He laughed
"This place has really changed me" I smiled. He just nodded and continued watching the tv.
"I can't believe you still watch spongebob, I mean I love it but you guys would moan after like the 3rd episode in a row" I giggled.
"Yeah, I kinda watch it a lot now, he makes me. He watches it everyday, to remind himself of you" He sighed
"Oh, you know?" I questioned
"I've always known, I guess you do too now, he wont tell me what happened last night" He continued looking at the tv screen.
It was silent for awhile until everyone started waking up. I found this funny because they were all so uncomfortable. I just stretched out on the couch as they all slept on the floor. I received a text from Gerard telling me he was coming over for a little while today, I was happy. He said he wanted to get to know the guys a little because they meant a lot to me.
I got ready and waited for Gerard to come over. At around 12pm I heard a car pull up into the driveway, so I ran out to greet Gerard. I was a bit annoyed when I seen Mikey and Frank with him. I wanted to spend some time with Gerard but I guess it wasn't that bad.
"Omg, do you remember the first gig we done. Gee was so drunk, in between songs he kept shouting down the mic for Hayley to come on stage" Frank told us
"'Hayley, come up here'" Mikey mimicked.
"Yeah, 'Hayley, I needa tell you something'" Frank joined in.
"Yeah, yeah guys it was hilarious, I think we should talk about something else?" Gerard said getting embarrassed.
"Hayley hasn't heard about the first time Gee got wasted?" Mikey asked Frank
"No, I don't believe she has" Frank grinned.
"No, she can hear it another time, guys please" Gerard pleaded.
"So, my parents were away for the weekend so I decided to have a few people over for some drinks. It was going fine until Gee comes. He drank about 4 beers and go wasted. He done a strip tease for Ray" Frank stopped for a second because he was laughing so much, Gerard just pulled his hood up and hid from embarrassment. "He ran around the house naked, then he went to my parents room, took the curtains and used it as a cape and forced everyone to call him batman. Then he passed out in the garden, Mrs Jonston who happens to be 78 was at the door the next evening asking my parents why there was a naked boy sleeping in our garden this morning. My mom said no more parties, but that clearly didn't stick!" I burst out laughing holding it in until Frankie finished and it was a good one. I couldn't contain it!
Everyone was literally in hysterics! I couldn't stop laughing. Gerard came out of his hood and said to Mikey "Mike, remember the toaster incident?" Mikey just went from red with laughing to a ghost white expression. "Yeah I thought so" Gerard finished.
"Fuck it, this is better" He started laughing again but Gerard just groaned at him.
I kissed Gerard on the cheek and gave him a hug to make him know I cared. In return he started tickling me, this to everyone else was invite to tickle me! I was on the floor with Frank now on my stomach
"Say the magic word and I'll get off you" Frank grinned.
"Get your fat ass off my stomach?" I asked
"That's it Williams, your going down" He said, picking me up and throwing me over his shoulders and opening the door, the cold air hit me and I started to get worried
"Iero put me down now!" I shouted.
"As you wish, Williams!" He giggled and threw me into a pile of freezing cold snow!
"FRANK IREO YOU BETTER RUN NOW OR I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I screamed!
After an unplanned game of tig and snow ball fights, I got Frank back. I shoved his face into a freezing cold slushy/icy puddle! His face was priceless! I love it. We went back to my house and dried off. I was so cold but my mom made us all hot chocolate! It was yummy and I was pretty happy.
To be honest nothing else really happened after that. The guys left after Christmas and Josh never really brought it up, except when he asked my answer. It was a no and he left it at that. I was happy to move on and sad to see them go but we promise to see each other soon.
Everything was good for a while. I got a sexy car for my birthday and I was soooooooooooo happy! I got accepted into this fancy college in NEWYORK!
Gerard got accepted into an Art College. I was so happy, he was over the moon. Ray and Bob both got into college. I was happy for them. Mikey and Frank were in Senior year and were happy to nearly get out of school.
Summer wasn't that eventful but I wasn't going to complain. The guys done some shows in NY and NJ but nothing to live on so they had to get some jobs. They also got onto a small record label called 'Eyeball Records' I was so stoked!
Everything was going great until Gerard went to art school. He started hanging around these guys who I would call dodgey! but he calls them good friends. They went out maybe 4 times a week and got totally wasted. Gerard wasn't as bad at first but he started getting into it. I wasn't happy and told him a few times but we just ended up in an argument and nothing got resolved.
One night I decided to go and surprise him buy going to his house. His mom was out this weekend. So I knew I would have to take the spare key she gave me. Mikey was weird about locking all the doors.
I went into the house and down into Gerard's room and he wasn't there. I was a little confused but shook it off. Then remembered he was probably away out with his 'Friends'. Great.
I wasn't there long before he came stumbling into the room.
"Hayley, I didn't know you were here" He slurred
"Yeah, I've been here for about 20 minutes, I wanted to surprise you but I guess you have already had enough fun tonight" I said walking past him to leave.
"What, don't go!" He said
I turned around to look at him and said "No, look at you, you can't even walk straight"
"I hardly see you anymore Hayley, I miss you" He slurred getting closer to me
"No, you would see me a lot more if you didn't go out like 4 times a week to see your 'buddies'" I snapped at him
"Your just jealous because they like to have a good time!" He snapped back
"Wow, that hurt. Grow up, you don't realize how much your loosing. Everyone you love. When was the last time you spoke to Bob? or Ray. That wasn't a band practice?" I asked him
"Um, Summer I guess" He said looking at his feet.
"Yeah, because you spend all your time with them losers. Mikey is so scared to talk to you right, he's scared he will come down and find you dead from alcohol poisoning. You need to stop this" I said sternly
"Why is it such a big deal, I'm happier when I'm drunk, more confident and so much better at making people like me" He shouted.
"No, you know it upsets me. My dad was exactly like you, such a nice guy. Then it became a need to feel better, it was long til the drugs started" I shouted, then it hit me. He wasn't just drunk but he was high. "And I see it didn't take you that long either" I screamed at him
I was so shocked at what he done next.
He slapped me across the face. I fell onto the floor and the tears started to fall. He looked at me in shock at his own actions.
"Go and rot in hell, you deserve this life!" I screamed as I got up and ran out.
I ran up the stairs and dropped my keys on the floor. Then Mikey came running down the stairs and saw me crying.
"What did he do?!" He demanded.
"Mikey leave it, just leave him, he deserves his fate" I cried
"He hit you?" Mikey questioned.
I nodded and ran out the door.
I got to my car and drove home. I couldn't stay here anymore, I had nothing to keep me here.
I got up to my room and packed the essentials. I left my mom a note explaining everything. I was sorry for how it ended but hoping she would understand.
I made my way to the gas station and picked up a map, this would be difficult. I had my savings card and enough money to do me until morning. I cried as I seen the sign saying
'Leaving New Jersey, Come Back Soon'
"Next stop. Tennessee" I said to myself.
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Didn't expect that one now did ya!?
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What the hell was he thinking? No no no! This wasn't the right time. I couldn't deal with this.
"Josh, no, not now!" I said walking away.
"Hayley, I know you feel it too, you can't tell me those feelings are there and you know it!" He said stepping closer to me
"I'm with Gerard and I love him, I know I did love you and you know that more than anyone. I didn't need to tell you. You knew! But you know now I'm with him, and he loves me. I love him. Things are different" I said a tear falling down my face. I turned away but he grabbed me and turned me around
"Okay, then tell me you don't want this" He said before kissing me. I was shocked.
How could god hate me this much! Why couldn't this have happened years ago? Before I left? I tried to push him away but he just pulled me closer to him. I gave in. A part of me wanted it but I couldn't let myself think like that because it wasn't right. I couldn't do this to Gerard.
I pushed him away and looked at him, unable to move.
"I won't tell anyone, but you know I'm here until the 27th, decide who you want and remember I will always love you. Goodnight" He said before slipping out of my room.
I went to sleep feeling sick. I had to tell Gerard one day, maybe not soon but one day.
When I woke up, I went down stairs slowly and quietly, trying to not wake anyone up, but I could hear spongebob playing on the tv. I guessed someone must be up but I hoped it wouldn't be Josh, I couldn't face him just yet.
I seen it was Zac who was awake and sighed in relief. I sat on the couch and smiled to him.
"I didn't think you would be up this early Hails. It's not like you" He laughed
"This place has really changed me" I smiled. He just nodded and continued watching the tv.
"I can't believe you still watch spongebob, I mean I love it but you guys would moan after like the 3rd episode in a row" I giggled.
"Yeah, I kinda watch it a lot now, he makes me. He watches it everyday, to remind himself of you" He sighed
"Oh, you know?" I questioned
"I've always known, I guess you do too now, he wont tell me what happened last night" He continued looking at the tv screen.
It was silent for awhile until everyone started waking up. I found this funny because they were all so uncomfortable. I just stretched out on the couch as they all slept on the floor. I received a text from Gerard telling me he was coming over for a little while today, I was happy. He said he wanted to get to know the guys a little because they meant a lot to me.
I got ready and waited for Gerard to come over. At around 12pm I heard a car pull up into the driveway, so I ran out to greet Gerard. I was a bit annoyed when I seen Mikey and Frank with him. I wanted to spend some time with Gerard but I guess it wasn't that bad.
"Omg, do you remember the first gig we done. Gee was so drunk, in between songs he kept shouting down the mic for Hayley to come on stage" Frank told us
"'Hayley, come up here'" Mikey mimicked.
"Yeah, 'Hayley, I needa tell you something'" Frank joined in.
"Yeah, yeah guys it was hilarious, I think we should talk about something else?" Gerard said getting embarrassed.
"Hayley hasn't heard about the first time Gee got wasted?" Mikey asked Frank
"No, I don't believe she has" Frank grinned.
"No, she can hear it another time, guys please" Gerard pleaded.
"So, my parents were away for the weekend so I decided to have a few people over for some drinks. It was going fine until Gee comes. He drank about 4 beers and go wasted. He done a strip tease for Ray" Frank stopped for a second because he was laughing so much, Gerard just pulled his hood up and hid from embarrassment. "He ran around the house naked, then he went to my parents room, took the curtains and used it as a cape and forced everyone to call him batman. Then he passed out in the garden, Mrs Jonston who happens to be 78 was at the door the next evening asking my parents why there was a naked boy sleeping in our garden this morning. My mom said no more parties, but that clearly didn't stick!" I burst out laughing holding it in until Frankie finished and it was a good one. I couldn't contain it!
Everyone was literally in hysterics! I couldn't stop laughing. Gerard came out of his hood and said to Mikey "Mike, remember the toaster incident?" Mikey just went from red with laughing to a ghost white expression. "Yeah I thought so" Gerard finished.
"Fuck it, this is better" He started laughing again but Gerard just groaned at him.
I kissed Gerard on the cheek and gave him a hug to make him know I cared. In return he started tickling me, this to everyone else was invite to tickle me! I was on the floor with Frank now on my stomach
"Say the magic word and I'll get off you" Frank grinned.
"Get your fat ass off my stomach?" I asked
"That's it Williams, your going down" He said, picking me up and throwing me over his shoulders and opening the door, the cold air hit me and I started to get worried
"Iero put me down now!" I shouted.
"As you wish, Williams!" He giggled and threw me into a pile of freezing cold snow!
"FRANK IREO YOU BETTER RUN NOW OR I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" I screamed!
After an unplanned game of tig and snow ball fights, I got Frank back. I shoved his face into a freezing cold slushy/icy puddle! His face was priceless! I love it. We went back to my house and dried off. I was so cold but my mom made us all hot chocolate! It was yummy and I was pretty happy.
To be honest nothing else really happened after that. The guys left after Christmas and Josh never really brought it up, except when he asked my answer. It was a no and he left it at that. I was happy to move on and sad to see them go but we promise to see each other soon.
Everything was good for a while. I got a sexy car for my birthday and I was soooooooooooo happy! I got accepted into this fancy college in NEWYORK!
Gerard got accepted into an Art College. I was so happy, he was over the moon. Ray and Bob both got into college. I was happy for them. Mikey and Frank were in Senior year and were happy to nearly get out of school.
Summer wasn't that eventful but I wasn't going to complain. The guys done some shows in NY and NJ but nothing to live on so they had to get some jobs. They also got onto a small record label called 'Eyeball Records' I was so stoked!
Everything was going great until Gerard went to art school. He started hanging around these guys who I would call dodgey! but he calls them good friends. They went out maybe 4 times a week and got totally wasted. Gerard wasn't as bad at first but he started getting into it. I wasn't happy and told him a few times but we just ended up in an argument and nothing got resolved.
One night I decided to go and surprise him buy going to his house. His mom was out this weekend. So I knew I would have to take the spare key she gave me. Mikey was weird about locking all the doors.
I went into the house and down into Gerard's room and he wasn't there. I was a little confused but shook it off. Then remembered he was probably away out with his 'Friends'. Great.
I wasn't there long before he came stumbling into the room.
"Hayley, I didn't know you were here" He slurred
"Yeah, I've been here for about 20 minutes, I wanted to surprise you but I guess you have already had enough fun tonight" I said walking past him to leave.
"What, don't go!" He said
I turned around to look at him and said "No, look at you, you can't even walk straight"
"I hardly see you anymore Hayley, I miss you" He slurred getting closer to me
"No, you would see me a lot more if you didn't go out like 4 times a week to see your 'buddies'" I snapped at him
"Your just jealous because they like to have a good time!" He snapped back
"Wow, that hurt. Grow up, you don't realize how much your loosing. Everyone you love. When was the last time you spoke to Bob? or Ray. That wasn't a band practice?" I asked him
"Um, Summer I guess" He said looking at his feet.
"Yeah, because you spend all your time with them losers. Mikey is so scared to talk to you right, he's scared he will come down and find you dead from alcohol poisoning. You need to stop this" I said sternly
"Why is it such a big deal, I'm happier when I'm drunk, more confident and so much better at making people like me" He shouted.
"No, you know it upsets me. My dad was exactly like you, such a nice guy. Then it became a need to feel better, it was long til the drugs started" I shouted, then it hit me. He wasn't just drunk but he was high. "And I see it didn't take you that long either" I screamed at him
I was so shocked at what he done next.
He slapped me across the face. I fell onto the floor and the tears started to fall. He looked at me in shock at his own actions.
"Go and rot in hell, you deserve this life!" I screamed as I got up and ran out.
I ran up the stairs and dropped my keys on the floor. Then Mikey came running down the stairs and saw me crying.
"What did he do?!" He demanded.
"Mikey leave it, just leave him, he deserves his fate" I cried
"He hit you?" Mikey questioned.
I nodded and ran out the door.
I got to my car and drove home. I couldn't stay here anymore, I had nothing to keep me here.
I got up to my room and packed the essentials. I left my mom a note explaining everything. I was sorry for how it ended but hoping she would understand.
I made my way to the gas station and picked up a map, this would be difficult. I had my savings card and enough money to do me until morning. I cried as I seen the sign saying
'Leaving New Jersey, Come Back Soon'
"Next stop. Tennessee" I said to myself.
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Didn't expect that one now did ya!?
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