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I JUST GOT A NEW STERO!!! AND I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO MY FAVORITE SONG THAT ISN'T A MCR SONG :P ITS CALLED WHILE MY GUITAR GENTLY WEEPS (HINCE THE TITLE OF THIS CHAPTER) HAHA IT IS SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!
XOXOXO,
GEEGEE (GEE)
GERARD POV
A FEW WEEKS LATER
Criss is way better than Him....Criss listens to me, holds me when I am scared, and says things that He would never say.
"Hello my BEAUTIFUL angel!!!! How are you today?! I missed you soo much!" Criss said as he picked me up and hugged me.
"Hey Crissy-boo!! I am great!! I missed you sooo sooo much too!" I giggled as snuggled into his chest.
"I'm glad to hear that! I have something for you." Criss said as he took off one of his necklaces and put it around my neck.
The necklace was black and the pendent was silver and "C" was inscribed into it.
"It's beautiful!" I said and hugged him.
"It marks you as mine...Now everyone will know that you are mine." Criss said as he kissed me.
That is when my tears began to fall down my cheeks.
"Whats wrong?" Criss asked as he hugged me closer to him.
"Nothing, its just that no one has ever told me that or done this for me before." I said as more tears fell down my cheeks.
"Well I have and I will always love you my beautiful lover." Criss said as wiped my tears away with his thumbs.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too. Now how about we go over to a party?" Criss smiled.
"A party? That sounds amazing!!" I squealed.
"Good." Criss said as he kissed my cheek and led me to the car.
On the way to the party we talked about many many random things, when we arrived to the party Criss said he would be right back and that he was going to get us drinks.
"Hey! Are you with Criss?" A guy with 80s hairband styled hair asked.
"Yeah." I replied and smiled.
"He's a sweet guy....Until he leaves you of course." The guy said.
"Wh-what?" I said.
"He will tell you he loves you and that you're beautiful then he will sleep with you and leave." The guy said.
"No he won't." I said as I tried to hold back my tears.
"Yeah he will dude, he did it to me...Those 7 girls over there, that guy over there, those three guys. Hey guys come over here!" The guy caled to the 11 people, who came over.
"What is it?" A girl asked.
"This guy is with Angel." The guy said.
"Oh please....Really? This kid, this freaky shrimp kid?" Another girl said.
"Yeah." The guy said.
"Well be careful buddy, he's gonna sleep with you then leave your sorry ass." Another guy said.
"No...He won't leave me...He promised he wouldn't." I defended Criss.
"Yeah he fucking will....He promised us the same." The guy said.
"Hey!!! Get the fuck away from Gee!" Criss barked.
"Chill out, we were just telling him the truth." A girl said.
"About what?!" Criss snapped.
"How you will leave him because you are a total asshole." The first guy said.
"I WILL NOT FUCKING LEAVE HIM!!!! HE IS BEAUTIFUL...THE ONLY REASON I SLEPT WITH YOU FUCK UPS IS BECAUSE I NEEDED TO GET OFF!! GERARD IS THE ONE THAT I LOVE...NOW GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!! ANOTHER THING IS THAT I NEVER GAVE ANYONE OF YOU THAT NECKLACE BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD LEAVE YOU!!!" Criss yelled.
I got up and left, tears pouring from my eyes, I could hear Criss callin for me but I kept walking.
Finally Criss caught up to me and grabbed me by the arm, spun me around and pulled me into the most passionate kiss of my life.
"Did they hurt you? Oh my God I'm so fucking sorry!!" Criss said as he pressed his forehead against mine.
"Y-You're going to l-l-l-l-leave me!" I sobbed.
"No,no,no! I'm gonna stay, I swear on my life." Criss said as he pulled me to him.
I sobbed into his chest, I had never sobbed so hard in my life, not even when my parents had died.
"Shhh, its okay, its okay. I'm here, I'm here. I love you...I won't leave." Criss cooed into my ear.
Slowly I calmed down and hugged Criss back and clung to him as if my life depended it.
"What am I to you?" I whispered.
"My lover, the ying to my yang, the heart to my soul, the water to my flower, the waves of my sea, my partner, but mostly my soulmate." Cris said as he kissed me.
"See? I'm gonna be here with you forever...I need you for me to be able to live." Criss said and kissed me.
From that, we went home, made passionate love and fell asleep in each other's arms.
Criss was mine and I was his, the world was peaceful, and my heart was whole...Criss would soon prove that hewas also my protector.
XOXOXO,
GEEGEE (GEE)
GERARD POV
A FEW WEEKS LATER
Criss is way better than Him....Criss listens to me, holds me when I am scared, and says things that He would never say.
"Hello my BEAUTIFUL angel!!!! How are you today?! I missed you soo much!" Criss said as he picked me up and hugged me.
"Hey Crissy-boo!! I am great!! I missed you sooo sooo much too!" I giggled as snuggled into his chest.
"I'm glad to hear that! I have something for you." Criss said as he took off one of his necklaces and put it around my neck.
The necklace was black and the pendent was silver and "C" was inscribed into it.
"It's beautiful!" I said and hugged him.
"It marks you as mine...Now everyone will know that you are mine." Criss said as he kissed me.
That is when my tears began to fall down my cheeks.
"Whats wrong?" Criss asked as he hugged me closer to him.
"Nothing, its just that no one has ever told me that or done this for me before." I said as more tears fell down my cheeks.
"Well I have and I will always love you my beautiful lover." Criss said as wiped my tears away with his thumbs.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you too. Now how about we go over to a party?" Criss smiled.
"A party? That sounds amazing!!" I squealed.
"Good." Criss said as he kissed my cheek and led me to the car.
On the way to the party we talked about many many random things, when we arrived to the party Criss said he would be right back and that he was going to get us drinks.
"Hey! Are you with Criss?" A guy with 80s hairband styled hair asked.
"Yeah." I replied and smiled.
"He's a sweet guy....Until he leaves you of course." The guy said.
"Wh-what?" I said.
"He will tell you he loves you and that you're beautiful then he will sleep with you and leave." The guy said.
"No he won't." I said as I tried to hold back my tears.
"Yeah he will dude, he did it to me...Those 7 girls over there, that guy over there, those three guys. Hey guys come over here!" The guy caled to the 11 people, who came over.
"What is it?" A girl asked.
"This guy is with Angel." The guy said.
"Oh please....Really? This kid, this freaky shrimp kid?" Another girl said.
"Yeah." The guy said.
"Well be careful buddy, he's gonna sleep with you then leave your sorry ass." Another guy said.
"No...He won't leave me...He promised he wouldn't." I defended Criss.
"Yeah he fucking will....He promised us the same." The guy said.
"Hey!!! Get the fuck away from Gee!" Criss barked.
"Chill out, we were just telling him the truth." A girl said.
"About what?!" Criss snapped.
"How you will leave him because you are a total asshole." The first guy said.
"I WILL NOT FUCKING LEAVE HIM!!!! HE IS BEAUTIFUL...THE ONLY REASON I SLEPT WITH YOU FUCK UPS IS BECAUSE I NEEDED TO GET OFF!! GERARD IS THE ONE THAT I LOVE...NOW GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!! ANOTHER THING IS THAT I NEVER GAVE ANYONE OF YOU THAT NECKLACE BECAUSE I KNEW I WOULD LEAVE YOU!!!" Criss yelled.
I got up and left, tears pouring from my eyes, I could hear Criss callin for me but I kept walking.
Finally Criss caught up to me and grabbed me by the arm, spun me around and pulled me into the most passionate kiss of my life.
"Did they hurt you? Oh my God I'm so fucking sorry!!" Criss said as he pressed his forehead against mine.
"Y-You're going to l-l-l-l-leave me!" I sobbed.
"No,no,no! I'm gonna stay, I swear on my life." Criss said as he pulled me to him.
I sobbed into his chest, I had never sobbed so hard in my life, not even when my parents had died.
"Shhh, its okay, its okay. I'm here, I'm here. I love you...I won't leave." Criss cooed into my ear.
Slowly I calmed down and hugged Criss back and clung to him as if my life depended it.
"What am I to you?" I whispered.
"My lover, the ying to my yang, the heart to my soul, the water to my flower, the waves of my sea, my partner, but mostly my soulmate." Cris said as he kissed me.
"See? I'm gonna be here with you forever...I need you for me to be able to live." Criss said and kissed me.
From that, we went home, made passionate love and fell asleep in each other's arms.
Criss was mine and I was his, the world was peaceful, and my heart was whole...Criss would soon prove that hewas also my protector.
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