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Trust.

That's all I ever placed in you.

But you had to throw it straight back in my face, didn't you.

You know, I thought I meant something to you.

Thought that our years of friendship weren't worthless.

You proved me wrong there, huh, didn't you?

Ridiculous. Always me.

I'm far too forgiving, too accepting, too friendly. People take advantage.

People like you.

I remember when I met you.

I never found a place where I fit, never met someone who gave a shit.

But then I met you.

You were drumming, in your band, The Bled.

I befriended you. I trusted you.

We were friends for years.

I told you everything, we became really close.

You demolished that. You destroyed the confidence I had in you.

So easily. So, so easily.

How could I be so stupid?

To think, you could have actually liked me for me. To think you were brilliant.

I thought you were amazing.

You proved me wrong there, huh, didn't you?

I allowed you into my heart.

And when the oppertunity arose, I allowed you into our band.

We welcomed you with opened arms.

We just wanted to have fun, and you provided us with that.

Well, before you stabbed us in the back, anyway.

One year. One whole year you were with us for.

You know, I was the one who caught you.

Who saw you.

It broke my heart.

Just finished a show, it was amazing.

Auburn, Washington.

Great crowd, great performance all round.

The vibes were great.

You went back onto the tour bus.

I followed. You obviously didn't see me.

I caught you red handed. Stealing.

You heard my sobs behind you.

Turned around.

'Shit.'

That was all you said.

It was a bit of a blur afterwards. I was crying. You ripped my heart to shreds.

I think it was Gerard who called the police. Might have been Ray.

I heard you confessed immediately.

I didn't stop crying for hours. It felt like I was being stabbed repetitively, straight in the heart.

Gerard held me. He comforted me.

He is a true friend.

Unlike you.

Well, I never want to see you again.

I'm not pressing charges. The band isn't pressing charges.

You lying, deceitful bastard.

Michael Pedicone, stay out of my life.

Forever.




I hate you.

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