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Gwen's POV
“So from the bowl above the fridge I can tell you had a little fun with Mr. Leto last night,” she smirked and I grimaced, “Why?” she questioned referring to my expression.
“I should feel happy, fucking ecstatic, that I got laid last night, especially with Jared fucking Leto but I just don’t feel right,” Lisa cocked her head to the side when I closed my mouth.
“Was it bad?” I had to scoff at her question.
“I don’t think he could ever be bad like that, even used my favorite ties,” I threw my hands in the air.
“So what’s the problem?”
“I don’t know,” I growled.
“I see,” she sat across from me on the bed, “you haven’t been taking your meds. Have you?”
“Fuck you!” I screamed, wiping the remaining lotion on my towel and rising from the bed.
“Why haven’t you been taking them? You know what happens babe,” she only called me ‘babe’ when I needed to calm down. I ignored and stormed up to my closet, throwing the doors open. I grabbed a pair of grey skinny jeans, my black oversize tank, and my black Dr. Marten’s and threw them on the bed. I marched over to my vanity and pulled out a pair of panties from one drawer and a matching bra from the another.
“Where are you going?” she asked as I quickly got dressed. I said nothing to her and didn’t even look her way as I clothed myself.
When I was done, I grabbed my headphones, phone and car keys. I stomped out of the room, past the guys; I had my hand on the door knob when I noticed something different. I looked back and there was a girl sitting with the guys. She was beautiful with dark hair and eyes. I glanced down and saw her fingers interlocked with Tomo’s. I glared hatefully at her. Vicki.
I threw the door open and slammed it shut behind me, not even flinching when the window cracked. I stalked to my car, got in the driver’s seat and slammed the door with so much anger that the whole window cracked into a very small pieces. I turned my head and looked at it for a second.
“Gwen,” a masculine voice called my name. I looked to see Jared walking slowly towards my car like he was slightly afraid. That’s when I really snapped. I punched the broken glass, some of it getting into my skin and then started my car. I pulled out of my drive way and peeled off down the street.
I had to be driving for about an hour now and the sun was getting high in the sky. I pulled into the parking lot for a beach further North than Long Beach. I grabbed my sunglasses from the glove compartment, got out and sat on my hood, which was hot to touch. I plugged my headphones into my iPhone and commenced playing my ‘Depression’ playlist. It was a playlist specifically made for occasions like this when I was just… depressed. I put the ear buds in my ears, scooted further up my hood and laid back on the windshield.
“I don’t know,” I whispered to myself. I closed my eyes and placed the sunglasses on my face as the tears slipped from them when ‘Alibi’ launched.
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Hi guys! It's been a while since I last updated. So I'm gonna update twice(maybe thrice) today!!! Yayyyy!!! I hurt my hip doing nothing so I'm out of school for a three and a half day weekend!! Maybe I'll write some more chapters!!
Well enjoy this one!!
Ohhh and I want to know if any of you guys like Avenged Sevenfold. I'm starting a story and I don't know whether or not I should post it. I mean I don't see a 'Avenged Sevenfold' category, so maybe people on FicWad don't like them? Let me know if you would read it. And it's going a bit smutty like this one!! ;)
“So from the bowl above the fridge I can tell you had a little fun with Mr. Leto last night,” she smirked and I grimaced, “Why?” she questioned referring to my expression.
“I should feel happy, fucking ecstatic, that I got laid last night, especially with Jared fucking Leto but I just don’t feel right,” Lisa cocked her head to the side when I closed my mouth.
“Was it bad?” I had to scoff at her question.
“I don’t think he could ever be bad like that, even used my favorite ties,” I threw my hands in the air.
“So what’s the problem?”
“I don’t know,” I growled.
“I see,” she sat across from me on the bed, “you haven’t been taking your meds. Have you?”
“Fuck you!” I screamed, wiping the remaining lotion on my towel and rising from the bed.
“Why haven’t you been taking them? You know what happens babe,” she only called me ‘babe’ when I needed to calm down. I ignored and stormed up to my closet, throwing the doors open. I grabbed a pair of grey skinny jeans, my black oversize tank, and my black Dr. Marten’s and threw them on the bed. I marched over to my vanity and pulled out a pair of panties from one drawer and a matching bra from the another.
“Where are you going?” she asked as I quickly got dressed. I said nothing to her and didn’t even look her way as I clothed myself.
When I was done, I grabbed my headphones, phone and car keys. I stomped out of the room, past the guys; I had my hand on the door knob when I noticed something different. I looked back and there was a girl sitting with the guys. She was beautiful with dark hair and eyes. I glanced down and saw her fingers interlocked with Tomo’s. I glared hatefully at her. Vicki.
I threw the door open and slammed it shut behind me, not even flinching when the window cracked. I stalked to my car, got in the driver’s seat and slammed the door with so much anger that the whole window cracked into a very small pieces. I turned my head and looked at it for a second.
“Gwen,” a masculine voice called my name. I looked to see Jared walking slowly towards my car like he was slightly afraid. That’s when I really snapped. I punched the broken glass, some of it getting into my skin and then started my car. I pulled out of my drive way and peeled off down the street.
I had to be driving for about an hour now and the sun was getting high in the sky. I pulled into the parking lot for a beach further North than Long Beach. I grabbed my sunglasses from the glove compartment, got out and sat on my hood, which was hot to touch. I plugged my headphones into my iPhone and commenced playing my ‘Depression’ playlist. It was a playlist specifically made for occasions like this when I was just… depressed. I put the ear buds in my ears, scooted further up my hood and laid back on the windshield.
“I don’t know,” I whispered to myself. I closed my eyes and placed the sunglasses on my face as the tears slipped from them when ‘Alibi’ launched.
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Hi guys! It's been a while since I last updated. So I'm gonna update twice(maybe thrice) today!!! Yayyyy!!! I hurt my hip doing nothing so I'm out of school for a three and a half day weekend!! Maybe I'll write some more chapters!!
Well enjoy this one!!
Ohhh and I want to know if any of you guys like Avenged Sevenfold. I'm starting a story and I don't know whether or not I should post it. I mean I don't see a 'Avenged Sevenfold' category, so maybe people on FicWad don't like them? Let me know if you would read it. And it's going a bit smutty like this one!! ;)
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